1-31-08
It's my birthday today.
Wow, last night, I remembered so many dreams, I couldn't believe it. Sadly, none were lucid, though I don't know how I managed to stay oblivious to all the crazy stuff that was going on. Last night for dinner I had a tuna sandwich at Subway, because I heard tuna was great for vitamin b6, and that fish is good for memory in general. It certainly worked last night, because when I woke up at 4:30 to take my Galantamind, I had already had like 3 or 4 very long, detailed dreams. I even remembered a lot of the details. I wrote down a ton of notes and didn't even write down everything I remembered because I would have been up too long.
I should mention that I also went to bed unusually confident for some reason last night. I was doing reality checks throughout the day and felt for sure that I would become lucid. Remembering Sunday night, when I heard the sound of wood hitting the floor during my half-hearted early WILD, I also tried to WILD right at the begining of the night last night. It didn't get me anything this time, but I did have all these long non-lucids.
Unfortunately, the Galantamind didn't work today, which I attribute 100% to not being able to sleep in long enough because of my damn job. I hate the thought that I may only be able to LD consistently on the weekends, though I have had some great LD's during the week.
The Dreams: Sigh, where to begin. Well, the first one I have written, was half-nightmare, half epic adventure. I was back in high school. I remember seeing a lot of people, walking around the hallways, talking with friends, though I don't remember about what. I was friends with some guys from the football team. They weren't people who I really had gone to school with, though that didn't make a difference in the dream. There was about an equal number of black guys (Missed dreamsign) and white guys. One now reminds me of Mayhem from the new American Gladiators, which I watched right before going to bed last night. (There were no blacks in my high school until I was a senior, when there was one black freshman). Everyone was really excited because there was going to be a football game after school or on the weekend or something. Anyway, I was actually there for the football game, though I didn't watch it. I was in the school.
After the game ended, things got crazy. I guess it was a very close or emotional game, because people started rioting. Actually, it was more like terrorists started shooting up the school. They were all around outside and were dressed in black with black ski masks. I was in a teacher's office and the door lock had been broken. I ran outside to try to escape and just managed to. I found out later that the teacher I had been with had been killed.
One strange thing about this is that the high school had like a quad, so it was more like my college than the high school. There were people, hostages, arranged in groups out on the quad, which was very similar to the one behind Wilker Hall at BW.
Anyway, apparently a week passed, and there was another football game. And, guess what, the same thing happened again. I was again in a teacher's office talking to him about something, when I noticed the door catch had been broken. I thought, "Oh no, it's happening again." The door opened directly onto the quad, and I ran out to try to escape before things got any worse. I made a point that next week, I wouldn't stay around for the football game. I saw a terrorist come out of, I guess, Wilker Hall, though the door looked more like the back door of my old elementary school, and he shot someone in the head with a machine gun. I knew I wouldn't make it out alive, so I ran to the center of the quad where a group of hostages were being held and surrendered myself. I went in there with them. There were a bunch of trees, and there was this middle-aged Asian Indian woman who was the leader of the hostages. She was talking to and comforting people who were sitting there. Terrorists were standing guard on the tree-wells with their machine guns.
Apparently, we were released, because the next thing I knew, I was in this dorm common room with the football players. We were in hiding from the terrorists. We weren't at the school though anymore, it was actually more like a ski lodge. There were video games in a room to the side and most of us were just lounging on the chairs in there.
I remember two guys, who were white, were trying to pretend that they were black. I guess to confuse the terrorists if they should show up. They were in this disguise that they both got into that made them seem like one person instead of two. One of the two got sick of it I guess and got out of the disguise and stopped talking like he was black. The other guy was distressed by this.
I'm not sure if the next part is part of the same dream or if it's new. But now the football players were gone, and I was in a mall, though it still reminded me of the ski lodge. I think the two might have been different parts of the same building. There was this thing there for sale. It was a triangular platform with three wheels. It was kind of like a huge skateboard. In the dream, these things had been a big fad like a year before or something, but weren't popular anymore. I still liked it and bought one. I took it out into the parking lot, where a lot of people were standing around at the edges, chatting and relaxing. I got a plastic bag and started to windsurf on the triangular skateboard. It was actually a lot of fun, but I wasn't so great at it because it was the first time trying it.
In another part of the same dream, the parking lot was a beach. There was this shark and a guy who were friends I guess. Another shark stole the guy's car antenna and went into the ocean with it. The two friends went to get it back. The friendly shark had another antenna and was having a hard time holding it under his fins. He was going to use it to retrieve the car antenna. The guy went under the water to try to kill the shark who stole it. They ended up being unsuccessful. I thought this was stupid because it would make better sense for the guy to try to retrive the antenna, and for the shark to go kill the other shark since he could swim under water better and the guy had hands to hold the antenna.
In the final dream before my WBTB, I can't believe the craziness of it all didn't make me lucid. But, like usual, it all seemed perfectly normal. I was looking at this guy. He was that actor from American Beauty. I can't remember his name right now. He was in the park at night, and somehow found something that gave him supernatural abilities at accounting. He became what my dream called, "The Economator." He went to work as the accountant for Santa Claus, who was really Tim Allen. Just like in the movies.
They were sitting at this big table with a bunch of people, or elves, I'm not sure. I was there too. I had to then go and get some accounting stuff from this hotel. I remember going to this big, nice, fancy hotel, but it ended up that that was the wrong one. I went to this cheap crappy motel with outside corridors and that was where I was supposed to go. While there, I met the Declaration of Independence, who was this rolled up scroll with cartoon googly eyes and little legs and arms. I found out that he was supposed to be the accountant for Santa Claus, and the Economator was like a bad guy or something. The Declaration of Independence didn't know this though, but finally found out, or was convinced or something, and we both walked into Santa's meeting room again. The Economator looked really guilty when he saw the Declaration of Independence, because he knew he was caught.
Then I got up and took the Galantamind. I tried to WILD, but didn't have my meditation engine, so I think that screwed me up. I was also up a full 15 minutes writing down notes on all the previous dreams. I only got mild vibrations over the next two hours and fell asleep a couple times.
Strangely, I remember much less about the dreams I had after the WBTB than the ones before. I do remember it was a pretty long continous dream, but what exactly happened, I've forgotten. At one point I woke up and tried to DEILD, but couldn't keep lucidity, so the dream reverted to a non-lucid. Another strange thing is that the Galantamind didn't wake me up after an hour like it did the first couple times. This happened on Sunday as well. I don't know why this is. I hope I'm not getting a tolerance to it.
In the dream, I was in China. I don't know how I knew this, because everyone was American and speaking English. I was in a factory or something. There was this big cutting blade that was shaped sort of like a railroad rail, but was about 4 feet tall, blue and was really flexible. These workers, who I talked to and found very interesting, put it onto this machine that would resharpen it. There was a 10" circular saw blade mounted on the wall, and the railroad blade was pulled past it as it spinned. This cut grooves into the rail blade and apparently made it sharp again. I felt it after it had been sharpened, and it felt rough, like the edge of a tiling trowel, but not really sharp. I guess it was for like cutting rock or something, because even though it was made entirely of this flexible steel, I got the impression that it cut like a diamond blade.
And that's pretty much all I remember. I'm definitely going to have fish this weekend before trying my GABA or Galantamind. I'll probably take the GABA first, to give today's Galantamind an extra day to wear off. I hope I can do it without getting sick. I think I should be okay taking 6 or 7 pills, because I'll be able to sleep in.
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