Billy's Journal Of Dreams

[BillyBob]

Welcome to Billy's Journal of Dreams. If you decide to read up on some of my writings you may begin to notice that I go fairly in-depth when writing my dreams. I tell you step by step my thoughts as they develop, I'll write out the actual dialog of what the dream characters were saying to me, and I'll even put in footnotes to explain to you where some of the random ass shit that I dream up probably comes from. Basically what I'm saying is that if you actually take the time to read all of what I write, there will be no questions left in your mind about the details. You'll know exactly what I know, which means that in about a year when I look back at these again, I'll also know then what I do now (in other words I'm mostly writing them so detailed for my future self ). Of course, this often makes the dreams seem extremely long when you just gaze over it, remember though, for pretty much every sentence I write, I also put a space below it. Just read at least one, if you think it was a waste of your time then drop me a comment, I'll either try to improve my writing style, or just tell you to go fuck yourself. Enjoy Billy,

[BillyBob]

Links to 100% Lucids: Autumn (Note: Though I do indeed have many lucids almost all are of a very personal nature. The reason I don't include them in this DJ is both because they would make me look bad, and also I doubt you'd find them very interesting) ____________________ Template: (for easy posting) [size=1][b] Was it lucid?[/b]: [b] Vividness[/b]: [b] Lucid level[/b]: [b] Clarity of recall[/b]: [/size] [size=1] (all out of 10)[/size] [center][size=5][font=Trebuchet MS][u][b]-Title-[/b][/u][/font][/size] [size=1][color=Green](lucid parts in green)[/color][/size][/center] -Foreword- [center]____[/center] -dream- [center] _____________________________________________[/center] [left]-Afterword-[/left]

[BillyBob]

Was it lucid?: Barely Vividness: 9 Lucid level: 4 Clarity of recall: 10 (all out of 10) Godzilla!!! (lucid parts in green) well I slept for about 12 hours last night after eating some very salty foods. This caused me to be very dehydrated thus making me have bad dreams (the reason they were about Godzilla is probably due to the bad thunderstorm that came through last night). Anyway, to the dream: -I appear to be in the old store I used to work in, I feel very paranoid The atmosphere in the store seems very "odd", I couldn't put my finger on it at the time but looking back it was a definite nightmare atmosphere -hey, wow! the two twins from the harry potter series are in the store with me, they seem to be playing hide and go seek or something. -Shit! one of them noticed me! I begin jumping on top of entire shelves hopping over isles. Scene fast forwards to 20 minutes later Twin1: "Hey did either of you see that big T-rex walking through here a second ago?" Twin2: "No, what are you talking about? you must be imagining things" I begin to look around the area searching for any footprints. I soon see some grey imprints near the milk section of the store. They lead into the back room. -"I don't think he's kidding Twin2... we need to get out of here." suddenly I switch bodies. I somehow know that my previous body just got eaten. Scene changes to apartment complex -Omg, for some reason the godzillas from the distant past have begun to destroy humanity, I'm with the last survivors in some apartment complex. We're trying to figure out what to do. Random leader guy: "People! we have to stick together if we're going to survive!, our telemetry tells us that they will be here in about three min..." -FUCK! what was that!?!? The hundred or so people that are standing in the small lobby begin to scream Body Switch: I'm up a staircase about 2 minutes before the attack An old man begins to talk to me, he looks to be about 80 Elderly man: "These monsters are intelligent, last time I had to fight them..." His words turn into a movie scene, I'm him at a much younger age. We're being attacked at the same staircase Me/elder: "You bastards! come and get me!" The people below me are being mutilated by small raptor-like Godzilla's. All I can hear is screaming. The wall right infront of me explodes, a massive head reaches in and tears my screaming friend in half -- its seen me. -SHIT!!! I dive with all my strength foward, towards the staircase leading down. Just then, two separate massive heads rip through the ceiling and wall right where I was. The elders movie ends I'm back at the staircase in present I once again hear the the random leader guy yelling and then hear an explosion, this time it came from above me. Me: "HOW MANY LEVELS ARE IN THIS BUILDING!?!" Elderly man: "915! You see! I told you they learn! They thought we would be up top since we were below last time!" I'm suddenly back in my previous ground floor body sweet lucidity overtakes me. Its very small though, in my present state of terror and dehydration I don't even think about fighting -I can't do this, I can't get EATEN ALIVE!!! I need to kill myself. I run into a room at the edge of the huge place we're in.note: I honestly think I was delirious at this point due to my real life dehydration, when I woke up I was so dehydrated that I had to force water down because I couldn't hold it in -"AIEEEEEEEEE!" I know what I'll do, I'll just crush these baby food jars and send my mind into them! they won't mess with applesauce!! I begin to smash jars of babyfood with my feet and try to send my consciousness into them. All the while I can hear screaming and loud crashing noises outside the pantry door. Explosion, I'm suddenly at a space station without lucidity. New leader guy: "We can use our teleporters to escape our enemies! As you know, they take about 10 seconds to charge for teleportation. So when you hear them begin their attack, PRESS YOUR BUTTONS!!" I look around and notice that unlike before, most people around here look less terrified then hopeful. I sense that they feel they can beat these monsters. I also suddenly know that we're really the last, and also that our teleporters only work once. After that we're on our own. New leader guy: "Ok, they're gonna hit in about 10 seconds, ACTIVATE YOUR TELEPORTERS!!!" I see everyone around me hitting a button on the badges they all seem to be wearing, I do the same. -Whoa, people are disappearing into clouds of blue all around me. I feel nothing as my body evaporates inside of this incredible space station and then reappears outside on the ground hundreds of miles away. The space station is so big that we can clearly see it even now. Some guy: "WHATS HAPPENING TO THE STATION!?!?" I look up at it and see thats its very metallic, its center is very curvy and looks extremely futuristic. Around it is a huge outer tubelike section in the shape of an ellipse, a small ring is floating around this tube scanning it. Me: "Whats wrong with the ring!?" The ring begins to smash into the tubelike ellipse, suddenly a massive searchlight shines out of it searching the ground. Its looking for us Some other guy: "They took it over! They FUCKING took it over!!!" Just then, the spotlight/scanning device finds us. The explosions that we could previously see on the station stop. Silence Woman: "AAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!" Man: "They're teleporting?!? HOW THE HELL ARE THEY TELEPORTING!?" I look to my left and see a massive ten story Godzilla standing alone. Out of nowhere two huge blue plumes of smoke start to form around it. I run for my life towards a nearby Building. Temp leader: "INTO THE CAVES! INTO THE CAVES GOD DAMMIT!" -How did they teleport?! They're fucking dinosaurs! I join a group of 6 other people and begin to sprint down these big futuristic metal tunnels, explosions are still ringing in my ears. Screaming, lots of screaming. Man: "BEHIND US!" A smaller 30 ft Zilla has caught up to us, A busload of people drive frantically infront of us and are thrown into the ocean by the now seemingly telekenetic Godzillas. Time actually stops. The Zillas don't -They can stop time now? We can't even do that. I hear a voice in the back of my head, its the biggest Godzilla speaking directly into my mind. Grandaddy Godzilla: Your species has learned to teleport, this is the step that we have been waiting for. We have come to give you knowledge. You will soon be able to manipulate time just as you manipulate space. The dream ends. _____________________________________________ That was a really dumbass ending to a really incredible dream. Leave it to my mind to fuck up the climax

[BrotherDown]

That was a bad idea. A car filled with black people just drove by, I had to come back inside [/b] lol. I find you amusing. And I thought u did cooler stuff than go on pussy adventures man! damn

[BillyBob]

Was it lucid?: no Vividness: 9 Lucid level: 2 Clarity of recall: 9 (all out of 10) Suburban Happiness (lucid parts in green) This dream involves some characters from my past. The first: Chris. I used to know this guy a long time ago, never really think about him anymore The second: Shade. Used to hang out with him alot when I was younger, not so much a friend, more of someone I babysat (several years younger than me) Also a whole plethora of other random chars from my history Not really sure what caused this dream, seemed like my mind was churning up all the best memories from my childhood. Quite nice actually. Lets get started: I Find myself in my brothers old black truck driving down a semi-familiar woody backroad path. -Who the hell is this guy following me? He's been back there for at least 10 minutes. Looking in my rear view I can see a large silver Chevy trailing me from about half a mile back -This isn't good, this isn't good at all... I'm getting off this damn road I decide to take a hard left and pull into a smaller dirt road. I come in too fast, getting air after driving into the ditch -FUCK! Johnny's gonna kill me! I just fucking bottomed out, SHIT! Turning my attention back to the road I see that I'm at a massively complex intersection. Most of the lines are gone and theres about 10 cars swerving around all going about 50 mph. -omfg. I go for it. Just then a semi flies up beside me --hitting me-- and throws me off the road into another ditch I black out waking up I find myself back in the cab of the truck in a ditch, I'm in a suburban area now. -Shit I hate driving. I need to get out of here fast I hit the blinker and the pedal hard. A kid on a bicycle apperates infront of my vehicle -!!!!!!! I avoid him and start to drive away, he strikes up a convo: Kid1: "Hey whats up?" Me: "Err, hey." I notice that the bike he's riding is exactly like the one my young cousin once had long ago. I also notice that his hair and face look alot like my childhood buddy Chris. Me: "Oi, you wouldn't happen to know a guy named Chris would you? he looks alot like you." I notice his face brightens exponentially when I say this. I suddenly realize that Chris was this kids idol. Kid1: "Yeah! Do you know ol' Chris too?" Me: "Heh, do I know him? We grew up together!" I begin to feel the happiness from childhood all coming back, I was about to meet an old friend that I haven't seen in about 5 years. We would get to talk to each other about how lifes been and what all we've done. Me: "You wouldn't happen to know where I could find him would you?!" Kid1: "Oh, he moved upstate about 5 years ago... Do you want to come to my house!?" Me: "Hmm... Yeah sure, as long as you've got some food." Scene reverts to old looking house with rundown lawn, I get out of my truck. Kid1: "Hey my dads gonna be home soon, it would probably be best if you were gone by then... Hey! Kid2's here!" I briefly dwell on his statement about his father, remembering that, although I wasn't abused in any way as a child, I never really thought of my father as teddy-bear man. I then look to the guy that was just introduced and see that he holds a strange resemblance to another of my kid-hood friends of eld. Some guy named Tony. Me: "Hey Kid2, whats up?" Kid2: "Kid1 says you knew Chris! Do you know where he went off to?!" I look around the room noticing the disgusting state of the entire house, just as I begin to inspect some mold on a nearby wall Kid1 drops the frozen pink treat that he was eating. It shatters on the floor leaving a red stain. Kid1: "OH NO! My Moms home!!" I steal a glance sideways and see Kid2 jumping out a window. I man up and walk out the front door, I get an extremely evil look from his mother. Interesting correlation: This is strikingly similar to the time I went to a friend of a friends house to trip on DXM. We were having fun and everything was good until his mom came home, They were both high and I was fucked tripping. She threatened us with the cops and we ran for it in a similar fashion. My car was outside that time aswell. Body switch. I find myself on the same road I was on earlier, driving away from the aforementioned scene on a motorcycle. I notice the silver truck from the beginning of the dream behind me again. -omg, I'm dreaming! I get off my cycle and walk up into a nearby dead end road with houses all around the big cemented circle I lose lucidity -Wow, this place seems really lively... I look around and see three young kids, two of them boys one girl. Three older teens, Two girls one guy. All these people are playing with big bubble wands and beach balls (its suddenly a sunny happy summer day) Olderman: "Hey you!" Looking up I see a middle aged man of at most 40 standing on his front porch waving me in. He doesn't look very happy. Olderman: "Do you have a permit for that motorbike boy?" I realize that I'm actually walking along holding up my motorcycle. Me: "Of course I do... Whats your problem man?" While talking to this guy I hear a commotion behind me, One of the teens I know has lost a bet and is now flashing her ass. The Man doesn't seem to notice. Olderman: "I want to see your permit bastard... Come in my house and we'll work it out" His wife walks up to the door and tells him dinners ready -Who the fuck does this asshole think he is? Besides that, I have some illegal substances in my bag and can't let him see... Me: "Hey you little buttfuck, just so you know I'm fucking 17, Underage incase you can't tell. So I don't have to do any thing you fuckin tell me." "Go Fuck yourself." Don't worry, looking back that made no sense to me either I turn and walk towards that girl that was flashing her ass hoping to get me some. A ball of energy fly's 5 ft beside me me: "Omfg! What are you idiots doing!?" Flashassgirl: "We were just playing around... get a life loser." Rubber balloon-like spheres appear infront of me and begin to hit me. I jump on top of them and bounce a good 50ft into the air. I all the sudden feel like I'm having a very funny trip. The balloons all have faces and looking at me laughing merrily (with me not at me), I come down hard into a big children's playpen of these happy laughing balloons (they were there for a church party) and fly high into the sky. Now theres thousands of the balloons all in the sky above and below me looking at me with their jolly round faces and laughing I'm filled with a sense of total happiness then awake Interesting correlation: This part of the dream likely came about due to watching a music video a few days ago about a gang of guys taking all the balloons from a car dealership and releasing them into the air in a field. At the end of the video theres a scene of nothing but sky and hundreds of colorful balloons floating upwards. _____________________________________________ This was a very fun and interesting dream. It reminded me a bit about my past and really caused me to want to smoke alot more marijuana and do LSD and Shrooms

[BillyBob]

Was it lucid?: no Vividness: 6 Lucid level: 0 Clarity of recall: 5 (all out of 10) The House of Teleporting Kittens (lucid parts in green) Well I had about 5 dreams that I can remember last night and they were all pretty detailed, so I think I'll just make 1 post for each (of the couple that made good sense). This first dream wasn't the best detail-wise, but I'm just gonna write it anyway: I suddenly find myself on my back porch Looking around, I notice that I have two cats (irl I only have one), they're running towards me. Me: "Ello' cats!" They both jump up on me and start biting the shit out of me -SHIT! What the hells going on? I need to fucking telelport! Scene change I just teleported to a strange room, The room is about 40 square feet. I notice that there are plants all over the place, a ceiling fan spinning in the center of the room, and I also note that the room seems all around "distorted" in a strange dreamy way. -The cats must be coming by now! Sure enough the cats both run out of a small hole in the wall and jump onto me -God dammit, they must have teleported aswell! I have to be 10 rooms away from where I was. Ooh, I'm flying I rise into the air and begin piloting an electric remote controlled helecopter around the fan. The cats begin to climb the trees to catch it as I run away, leaving it on autopilot _____________________________________________ This was a very strange dream indeed. I believe it happened in my very early REM stages which is why it was so unlogical.

[BillyBob]

Was it lucid?: no Vividness: 7 Lucid level: 0 Clarity of recall: 6 (all out of 10) Work Sucks (lucid parts in green) I just recently quit my job at the grocery store that this dream occurs in. I never really liked my job there. I'm driving a black truck into the parking lot of Winn-Dixie Dreamsign: This was the same truck that I was driving two dreams ago. I never drive this truck in real life. Driving around for a bit I find an empty space two away from the very closest to the store. -Wow, lucked out today. Whos that? While talking to myself another truck drives up, its big, and its silver A shadowed female face is looking at me through the passenger window Dreamsign: this is the same truck from my suburban happiness dream of last night -omg, is that Girl1?! Note: Girl1 is a girl that I really knew when working at Winn-Dixie. We had obviously had a little something going together but it was never explicitly stated -- I haven't spoken to or seen her since Girl1 keeps staring at me (not in a bad way) until I get out of my truck and walk towards the store Scene switch I find myself at the clock-in station for the store putting in my digits. Somehow I know that I'm just temporarily helping them out for cash while I find a new job I walk past manager1 in the small hallway leading to the front-end Manager1: "Brian, where's your nametag at?" Looking down I notice that not only do I not have my name tag, I'm also missing my hat, apron, and somehow my shoes as well (I don't feel especially bad about any of this) Me: "Go fuck yourself" I don't look back to take in her expression. I continue towards the cash registers -What the hell is her problem? I shouldn't even be here right now Josh: "Hey Brian whats up man?" Me: "Hey hows it been here without me?" Josh: "Sucks ass" Just as I begin to bag a rather large ham I realize that I'm pretty damn thirsty Me: "Hey you think you could ring me up a water right quick?" Josh: "Yeah, you got the money?" I reach into my apron that I didn't have on earlier and pull out a handfull of coins. After counting it I realize that I only have 90 cents Me: "Could you spot me a dime? Don't have enough" -wait, waters aren't a dollar anymore, they're like $1.50... Josh suddenly has a water in his hand and begins to ring it up Me: "Ah, nevermind, fuck it. I would need way more than I have now..." Josh: "Just take it man. Look, I've been eating this for like the last hour." He holds up a bag of what looks like cheetos. Just then I turn my head and see my manager (David) looking at us angrily from his work station 100 ft away. Me: "Dude Davids gonna see us if you don't fucking quit being such a dipshit " He looks up towards David and turns red with fright Josh: "Shit he's coming! quick! Hide this." I through some loose bags ontop of my two waters and his chips as he runs away from his register. I walk in the other direction aswell David: "Brian! come back here!" I keep walking. I turn around and notice that the entire store has been re-arranged since I was last here -Whoa, how did I not notice that earlier at this point I remember vaguely that Girl1 walked up and said something to me. This was probably just me hoping it would happen while in the dream however, as soon there was a: Scene switch I'm at the doors to the backroom of the store running away from David. I burst through them I see two other managers back here looking at me with mild interest. The dream breaks down as I sprint back and forth up and down the entire length of this area _____________________________________________ This dream felt like it was abolishing my past as a worker at Winn-Dixie. The whole time I was in the store within this dream I was filled with a sense on not being at the right place. When the managers would talk to me I would feel extremely aggravated and want to leave. This dream helped me to destroy any second thoughts that said I didn't do the correct thing in leaving (Note: I had worked there for about 3 years)

[BillyBob]

Was it lucid?: no Vividness: 8 Lucid level: 0 Clarity of recall: 8 (all out of 10) Sick Fuck (lucid parts in green) This dream is the most supremely unlogical of all the dreams I had last night. Thinking about it makes my brain hurt I find myself at my grandmothers house (mom's side) I'm in the living room trying to watch television ("Trying" because I know theres something bad outside her big glass door behind me) -Wow this is a really shitty situation. What the hell is that outside? Getting cold feet, I walk into the kitchen My Grandmother sitting at her bar startles me (she seems way older than she really is) Grandma: "Hey Brian, what are you doing?" I sprint back into the living room, terrified (not of her, but of the thing outside the house) I continue to jump around freaked the fuck out until: Scene switch I'm riding my old bicycle along the dirtroad from my home that leads to my other grandparents home My kid cousin is beside me Dreamsign: this is the same kid cousin from three dreams ago -Why is Kidcousin being so quiet I wonder... He seems mad at me for some reason Out of nowhere I swerve off the road and into my Grandparents large lawn, I extremely swiftly traverse the acre or so to they're large garage Scene Switch: I'm in the garage Looking around I see my grandfather working on his boat The scene semi-switches (I'm standing somewhere else) and I now know that theres a camera-man trying to catch my Grandfather doing something. I suddenly see an image of a camera-guy squatting on the outside of the garage Scene Changes, I'm inside the house -- In the kitchen Grandpa: "Hey Brian" I walk away towards the bathroom thats right by the front door of the house Just before I reach it a girl from my old job speacks to me from the front door Girl: "Hey Brian do you want to have sex with me?" Note: this girl was a nymphomaniac, every time I talked to her at work she hinted at wanting to have sex with me or others -Do I want to have sex with her? She's probably pretty ugly without clothes on... Maybe I'll just get some head and leave. Me: "Yeah sure why not... Just let me tell my Grandfather goodbye." Girl: In a seductive tone: "Ok, I'll be waiting in the bathroom" I'm suddenly in the kitchen I'm suddenly outside. I somewhat remember telling my grandpa bye, I also now know that my parents will be waking up at home soon and I should be back by now -God, why did I say that I wanted to have sex? She's so ugly... I run super fast about halfway to the dirt road from earlier, Its pretty secluded here -Where is she? The guy that I saw in my head earlier is creeping around the garage with a camera in his hand -I've got it! I'll go take care of that guy and then I'll have a good reason why I didn't have sex with her! I go beat up that guy, and then run through the garage and beat up his cameras battery and wires At this point I was led through about 15 different scenarios from previous dreams all at one time then awoke _____________________________________________ During this entire dream it was extremely dark (even indoors), but I was only afraid at the very beginning

[The Cusp]

Nice DJ, it reads like a screenplay. WOuld have like to know what that scary monster in your last dream was. You seemed more afraid of the ugly nympho than the monster actually.

[BillyBob]

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[BillyBob]

Was it lucid?: no Vividness: 5 Lucid level: 0 Clarity of recall: 5 (all out of 10) School Sorting (lucid parts in green) Last night I had yet another strange unlogical dream. I think the sorting at the beginning bares a strange resemblance to Harry Potter's Hogwarts: I find myself at a school-like place standing in a big soccer field Looking around I notice that there are about 5 groups of around 100 people all standing around in designated areas on the field. Woman: "Herbert!, Herbert to group four!" Suddenly I remember where I am: I'm at the first day of school and we are being picked for our class groups. Group leader-man: "Brian! Get your ass over here god dammit!" -Why should I go to that group? I don't want to be here right now! I completely jump over my group and just as I touch down: Blackness... Eventually I find myself in a small room with my real life friend Charlie Charlie: "OK GO!!" Me: "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!?" As though he didn't even hear me Charlie sprints out of the building we're in and charges across a five foot grassy path towards a tennis court's surrounding green fence. Me: "Charlie stop for a second!" Charlie: "Dude shut up they'll hear us!" I look to our right and see a large brown haired lady running up the path towards us -- She looks pretty pissed Looking forward again I see Charlie slipping his body underneath a loose piece of the tennis court fence. Beyond him I notice theres a group of 6 younger looking kids and one 50 year old man looking as though he's teaching them. Finally I see what the hells going on. -We're trying to get the easiest gym class! I remember now, all the others are extremely hard. This is like the kindergarten one. I lunge towards the fence and try to wiggle my way under. Failure... I just can't do it. The big lady finally comes upon me Scene switch I'm flying (via a large jump) over huge gaping chasms in the earth below me, I've just jumped away from the large lady. Me: "Hey Kidcousin1, is that our other married cousins home off in the distance infront of us?" Note: I'm referring to my 30 year old female cousin that has two children Suddenly I notice my kidcousin from 1 dream ago flying in the air beside me just as we land on the ground and jump again. Dreamsign: thats three nights in a row I've had this guy pop up into my dreams Kidcousin: "Yeah it is, lets see if she...(His voice turns into meaningless babble)" We jump over an especially large chasm (this one filled with lush green grass) and get just to her window before I wake up _____________________________________________ Well its pretty obvious that I should start doing tons of reality checks whenever I think of my cousins. I'm really curious as the why I'm having dreams with kidcousin in them, as I haven't talked to/seen him in ages

[BillyBob]

Was it lucid?: no Vividness: 8 Lucid level: 0 Clarity of recall: 7 (all out of 10) Driving Under the Influence (lucid parts in green) As with most of my more coherent dreams this one occurred after a half-assed attempted at WILDing. It started like most of my dreams seem to recently: I'm in my car driving down the highway Note: Finally I'm not driving my brothers old black Ford... Hope thats over for good The second I enter the dream I find myself in a state of 110% High as hellness. Every time I try to bring my attention to the road it slips away faster than I can bring it back. I just sit and trust my subconscious to pull me through. -What the hell did I take?? I'm going to crash I fucking know it! Scene Switch I'm at home talking to my mother. Mom: "Hey Brian can you go get me some _____ from Wal-mart? Me: "Mom I don't think I'm good to drive right now... I haven't slept in two days" She didn't seem to hear me. -Dammit I'm so fucked up right now, I can't let her find out. I'll just go and hope for the best. Scene change I'm in my car driving down the side road that leads from my house to the highway. I still feel like I just finished off my 10th bowl. -Theres no way I'm gonna be able to drive on the highway like this... I'm turning back. Another scene change I was so messed up that I forgot that I told myself to turn around. I'm on the highway, about halfway to Wal-mart. -Omfg!!! I drive into the ditch while trying to get into the turning lane New scene I'm in the Wal-mart parking lot. I no longer feel high I see three people up ahead of me as I walk towards the store. -It can't be! One of the girls turns and looks at me. I recognize her as Femalefriend1. Femalefriend1: "Brian! Brian is that really you!?" Me: "Hey Femalefriend1, I haven't seen you in awhile." Note: in reality I've never seen this girl before in my life. I just somehow know her in this dream. Otherofthe3girls: "Femalefriend1 who's that your talking to?" Femalefriend1: "Oh! This is Brian, we knew each other awhile back... Hey, I'll meet up with you two later ok?" Otherofthe3girls: "Ok, meet us at ______ in about __ minutes alight?" Femalefriend1: "Alright, see you then! -- Brian, you wanna come eat with me in the food court?" -Shit I need to get home fast though... Me: "Can we do this some time else? I'm actually in a really big hurry right now." Femalefriend1: "Oh come on, pleeeeeez?" Me: "Ok, ok. But only for a minute, I really need to get going." We walk/the scene switches to a medieval looking room with a stained wooden bar on one side and a long bench on the other. Me and her are on the bench. I suddenly get that feeling of having smoked way too much again. I get the vague impression that we talk about alot of things and lots of time passes I wake up Not really wake up, I wake up into the dream. Shes gone. So is my wallet and keys. The bitch robbed me. _____________________________________________ Its really interesting what your dreams can tell you if you listen. Looking over my past few dreams I can see that I have a really deep seeded fear of crashing my car. I need to find a way to get over this so I can dream about cooler things god dammit! Suggestions are welcome

[Necco]

Hey, i agree with Cusp, You're dreams are like a screen play. Very interesting. Keep at it. I will be reading every word.

[BillyBob]

Hey, i agree with Cusp, You're dreams are like a screen play. Very interesting. Keep at it. I will be reading every word. Thanks alot. To be honest I didn't think anyone would actually read any of these (they're so long and pointless :p) Really, thanks alot for reading. Its nice to know someones getting something out of all this long drawn out detail

[BillyBob]

Was it lucid?: no Vividness: 3 Lucid level: 0 Clarity of recall: 8 (all out of 10) Motorcycling (lucid parts in green) Again a driving dream, but this time with a twist. I really hope these dreams that are totally about driving end soon. I hate writing them, very repetitive. Oh, and I should note that this dream was super unvivid. probably not going to be the best read. I'm on the highway driving towards home Dreamsign: this is the same highway as my last journaled dream Its extremely busy on the road and I'm not feeling very happy -Damn I love speeding I drive my motorcycle fast up the road until I come up behind two very slow moving vehicles. I notice one is a motorcycle with a woman on it. the other is an old 80s style van -I'm going for it! I pull the throttle to full out, flying between the two infront of me and speeding forwards down the road Scene change I'm now on the back road that leads to my house, still on a motorcycle except now theres 6 other cyclers with me. All on Harley Davidsons. -Wow we're going really effing fast right now... We start to fly around a particularly large right turn when suddenly an ambulance, closely followed by a firetruck, flies by us in the opposite direction. We hear sirens. Biker: "FUCK! Stop everyone its a cop!!" I and everyone around me slams on the brakes just as he pulls around the turn. He stops infront of us. Cop: "You guys better watch out up ahead. A tree fell into the road. Looking around the bend infront of us I see a huge redwood lying across the road. -If we hadn't been stopped by this cop we all would have died... _____________________________________________ This dream was actually quite the treat for me. I got to drive a motorcycle in my dreams for the first time, and also I finally got to be a damn good driver for once. Nice

[BillyBob]

Was it lucid?: no Vividness: 6 Lucid level: 0 Clarity of recall: 7 (all out of 10) Iron Chef: Braces Edition (lucid parts in green) I have had braces for about 3 years and am going to get them off in about 1.5 weeks. Thats probably where most of this came from I find myself sitting in a dentists chair in a small office A man walks in, closely followed by a second that looks suspiciously like the "chairman" on Iron Chef America. Thechairman: "Ok now make sure you put the entire block in there, we need a good mold" I look over to the first man to see whats going on. He's holding a 5x5 block of gelatinous block thats obviously supposed to go in my mouth for a mold Note: this mold is used in real life for the making of a retainer Assistant/firstman: "Are you serious? This is never going to fit in his mouth." the chaiman/dentist shoots an evil glance at the assistant. Dentist: "Send him into my office when your done so I can finish the procedure" Assistant: "Ok whatever" Just when the Dentist leaves the Assistant pulls off a tiny bit of the blocks mass and puts it in my mouth. Scene changes to 3 minutes later I'm walking out of the office I was just in heading to the chairman/Dentist I have the mold in my hand. RandomFriend: "Brian!" -WTF!?! I look up and see that I've just entered a big dark room with a huge rectangular table in the center. Around it sits both my family as well as a family of five people I knew a long time ago. -These bastards... I don't think I'll talk to them. Feeling agitated by they're presence I sit down on the end farthest away from everyone else -Where did my teeth's mold go!? As I frantically search around for this the chairman walks out of his office Chairman: "And now we will play a game, to see who reigns supreme!!" Note: this was actually the exact same phrase as he says in the show. A huge elliptical wall appears in the middle of the table reaching all the way to ceiling. Just before it gets too high I see my teeth over by one of the people I used to know: Todd The game lasts for about 10 seconds and I wake _____________________________________________ Funny, I usually never dream about anything from TV. Hopefully this will happen more often

[BillyBob]

Was it lucid?: no Vividness: 4 Lucid level: 0 Clarity of recall: 9 (all out of 10) New York (lucid parts in green) Well a fairly unvivid dream last night involving New York. Enjoy if you can :p I find myself on an airplane -hmm... I wonder when we'll finally land in New York. Scene change I'm in a mall-like place (could be an airport) walking around various stores. Me: "Hey Steve where do you wanna go now that we're finally here?" Steve: "I don't know, lets just look around I guess" Note: Steve is another cousin of mine from a long time ago, in this dream he was older than he used to be, and I viewed him as a peer. Me: "Alright whatever, just don't spend too much money I barely have any..." Steve: "Yeah mom only gave me about 15 dollars..." We continue to walk around for a bit then find a small grocery store. Note: This grocery was exactly like the one on the first episode of the TV show "Mind Control With Derren Brown" that I had seen the day before Me: "Hey you want a drink or something?" Steve: "Nah I'm good." Me: "Ok then" We just walk around the store for around a minute. This entire time I never once feel a sense of purpose in us being in New York. We're just here because we wanted to come. We walk back outside onto the extremely busy street. None of the hundreds of people look at us. Me: "Hey why are we barefoot?" I look down at mine and his feet and begin to feel the sidewalk underneth them Steve: "Whoa, I have no idea. Why don't we go get some?" Me: "Alright fuck it then, we'll just have to spend some of our money" Right as I finish saying this I remember that I shouldn't use curse words infront of him. I notice that he didn't even flinch when I said it. Steve: "Why are we here? We're not thirsty remember?" We have just arrived at a small shop that sells both shoes and food. I look at the wall and see that they're cheapest pair of shoes is $1.40 (though they aren't really shoes, more like sandals). Scene progression We're outside of the store walking into a huge clearing/park place. Theres people lounging on the grass around us. Me: "We really need to go see the sites. Have you ever been here before?" Steve: "Nah, I did once fly over it on my way to Arizona though." Me: "Hmm... I wonder which way the Statue of Liberty is." We continue walking forwards until we come apon a trampoline with a guy and girl around our ages jumping on it. Guy: "But I thought it was north of here?" Girl: "No, no, no, it's definitely west." Realizing that they're talking about the statue of Liberty I start looking all around over the building tops I don't see it. Me: "Hey do you mind if we jump on here for a bit?" Guy: "No problem, we were just leaving." I started jumping up and down still looking for the statue over the building tops. Me: "I see it!" Steve: "Which direction?" I point towards the direction I saw it in then get off the trampoline and start the long trek towards it. _____________________________________________ If your wondering where that trampoline came from then don't worry, I haven't even seen one of those things in around 5 years. A long time ago when I used to hang out with Steve thats practically all we did, jump on a trampoline for about 4 hours non-stop every day. The city came from seeing the documentary "Jesus Camp" yesterday. There was a scene in it where a small group of evangelicals were standing infront of the White house singing hymns. (yes I know the White House isn't in New York :p)

[BillyBob]

Was it lucid?: no Vividness: 7 Lucid level: 0 Clarity of recall: 7 (all out of 10) Shrooming (lucid parts in green) I've been worried about my upcoming magic mushroom trip that I and a friend are going to be doing together. Mostly I've been worried about my low-grade asthma acting up and causing me to suffocate due to freaking out too much and losing track with reality (not remembering to use my inhaler) I and two friends are in a tennis court at night Dreamsign: For whatever reason, my mind really likes tennis courts. I should probably start reality checking every time I see one. Friend1 pulls out a small bag of mushrooms. He hands me two. Me: "Nah man I've never done these before and have asthma. I need to start small." I give him one back and throw the mushy into my mouth. It tastes ok, though a little earthy. Friend2: "Yeah I guess you better start small if your worried. Never trip too hard if your not totally into it." Scene change its been about 20 minutes and we're now in my friends car driving down a dark road. I'm in the back seat. Friend1: "Hey you seeing anything yet man?" Me: "Nah not yet, just feel an odd body high" Friend2: "Hehe, it's comin' on then. Thats the first sign, your in for a nice trip" I start to look around the car feeling dazed and like something is about to happen. I start to hallucinate some odd indian-like designs. Note: Though I have tripped and hallucinated with other substances I've never done shrooms. I do know what it feels like to be in an altered state though. Me: "Yeah somethings happening now I can feel it coming on a bit" Scene progresses I'm in a full on trip now. I'm fully hallucinating and can barely stand up. I start to worry about my asthma even though I feel like I have no body and can't really feel any of my bodily functions. This state of altered awareness continues for some time. Its surprisingly similar to the time I tripped on DXM. I get a feeling of timelessness and dwell in that state until finally I start to come out of it an eternity later. -Shit, I can feel my asthma acting up. FUCK! where's my inhaler!? In my state of dissociativeness I begin to try and look around my surroundings and finally feel my pockets and see that I have it in there. -Thank god. Better not use it though, not unless it gets worse. I'm thinking this because I know that if I give into it on this low level trip then panic will take me over when I fully dose. I ride the feeling of having a slightly hard time breathing out for a few minutes before waking up _____________________________________________ This dream really helped me to get over my fear of mushrooms. It helped me to remember that even in a state of total fucked-upness ones primal desire to stay alive is still with them. Its very unlikely that I'll forget what an inhaler is (also I'll inform my sitter to watch me for signs of any trouble breathing and get them to put it up to my mouth)

[The Cusp]

You probably shouldn't be dong hallucinogens if you're afraid if them. Just remember the hitchhiker's guide the the galaxy and "Don't panic!"

[BillyBob]

Was it lucid?: yes Vividness: 10 Lucid level: 10 Clarity of recall: 8 (all out of 10) Autumn (All lucid) This is a good example of one of my average lucid dreams. As you'll see, these don't make for very good reads. Thus the reason I don't include them in here (started as a WILD): Basically I just walked around for about five minutes enjoying the incredible sights and sounds of a very vivid autumny environment. The most interesting thing that I did was when I walked into this crater-like depression that was filled with yellow grass and just laid down. It was incredible to feel the cool dry wind blowing over my body as I lay there looking up at the sky. Unfortunately, after laying there for about a minute my bladder started to feel like it was going to explode, so I had to wake myself up _____________________________________________ Instead of waking up, I lost lucidity and drifted into another dream.

[The Cusp]

Unfortunately, after laying there for about a minute my bladder started to feel like it was going to explode, so I had to wake myself up Instead of waking up, I lost lucidity and drifted into another dream. So it wasn't a real urge to pee creeping into your dreams then?

[BillyBob]

So it wasn't a real urge to pee creeping into your dreams then? Yeah it was When I eventually woke up about (I'm guessing) an hour later, the feeling was pretty overwhelming. That was the first time I've ever been forced out of a dream because of something like that. I had never previously thought about how time in the dreamstate could be limited by such factors (this would be most prominent if you were to stay conscious all night long, or were lucid in all of your dreams). Its an interesting thing to ponder.

[BillyBob]

Well, this will be my last post on DV for a long time -- I've decided to take an extended vacation. I'm just making this post to quietly explain why exactly I left to anyone who may be trying to find out. I'm leaving because DV has become fairly boring to me. Its not that something has changed and made it boring, its just that I've grown as both a person and a lucid dreamer since joining. Somehow I often feel that DV just no longer "fits" me. There just aren't very many people on the site that think about lucid dreaming the way I do. I haven't been learning anything new whatsoever. Whats worse, I haven't been having any more breakthroughs in my understanding of lucid dreaming that would enable me to write tutorials for others. As fucked as it sounds, its like I now know it all inside and out - I can induce LDs basically anytime I want, and I always have whatever control I want to have. Though lucid dreaming is still fresh and new (how could such a limitless thing ever become old?), dreamviews has become very tired to me. For anyone who enjoyed reading my semi large volume of tutorials, don't worry. I'll be back to DV in due time, I'm merely taking a 6 month to one year vacation to cultivate other hobbies and interests. I've written quite a few tutorials in my day, and I'd advise you to take them to heart. I spent a long, long time acquiring information through reading and experience for all of those; not to mention the hours upon hours I spent actually writing them Bye all, Happy LDs.

[adraw]

Well, this will be my last post on DV for a long time -- I've decided to take an extended vacation. I'm just making this post to quietly explain why exactly I left to anyone who may be trying to find out. I'm leaving because DV has become fairly boring to me. Its not that something has changed and made it boring, its just that I've grown as both a person and a lucid dreamer since joining. Somehow I often feel that DV just no longer "fits" me. There just aren't very many people on the site that think about lucid dreaming the way I do. I haven't been learning anything new whatsoever. Whats worse, I haven't been having any more breakthroughs in my understanding of lucid dreaming that would enable me to write tutorials for others. As fucked as it sounds, its like I now know it all inside and out - I can induce LDs basically anytime I want, and I always have whatever control I want to have. Though lucid dreaming is still fresh and new (how could such a limitless thing ever become old?), dreamviews has become very tired to me. For anyone who enjoyed reading my semi large volume of tutorials, don't worry. I'll be back to DV in due time, I'm merely taking a 6 month to one year vacation to cultivate other hobbies and interests. I've written quite a few tutorials in my day, and I'd advise you to take them to heart. I spent a long, long time acquiring information through reading and experience for all of those; not to mention the hours upon hours I spent actually writing them Bye all, Happy LDs. Hi. I met you on a chat only once. Just and only once. And it was enough to get another fresh insight into lucid dreaming. I can clearly understand your reasons, why you are taking a vacation and really hope you will enjoy it. I found many people, who take your tutorials as their guide for LD. And that is what you surely plan them to be. I hope your next journey will be superb.

[Tsunami]

Well, this will be my last post on DV for a long time -- I've decided to take an extended vacation. I'm just making this post to quietly explain why exactly I left to anyone who may be trying to find out. I'm leaving because DV has become fairly boring to me. Its not that something has changed and made it boring, its just that I've grown as both a person and a lucid dreamer since joining. Somehow I often feel that DV just no longer "fits" me. There just aren't very many people on the site that think about lucid dreaming the way I do. I haven't been learning anything new whatsoever. Whats worse, I haven't been having any more breakthroughs in my understanding of lucid dreaming that would enable me to write tutorials for others. As fucked as it sounds, its like I now know it all inside and out - I can induce LDs basically anytime I want, and I always have whatever control I want to have. Though lucid dreaming is still fresh and new (how could such a limitless thing ever become old?), dreamviews has become very tired to me. For anyone who enjoyed reading my semi large volume of tutorials, don't worry. I'll be back to DV in due time, I'm merely taking a 6 month to one year vacation to cultivate other hobbies and interests. I've written quite a few tutorials in my day, and I'd advise you to take them to heart. I spent a long, long time acquiring information through reading and experience for all of those; not to mention the hours upon hours I spent actually writing them Bye all, Happy LDs. *Hopes this will actually be read one day* Hey, I agree with the above, you have given many people a fresh insight on lucid dreaming, including me. Thanks for the tutorials you have made on a large variety of topics, I have used them as my main guide to lucid dreaming and will continue to. I remember our long chats about lucid dreaming we had at the end of last year very well, another thanks for all the advise and insight on lucid dreaming! I hope you will return to Dreamviews one day, I hope to still be here that day! Good Luck Billybob!