Gez's Dream Journal.

[Gez]

Gez's Dream Journal 2007 Welcome to my dream journal, please dont take notice of my other dream journals, i was very busy at the time and just didnt have time to write down my dreams properly, but now ive got plenty of spare time to share my dreams with you guys. Enjoy!!!!! Dream Locations I feel i should write these reacurring or memorable locations down, simply because i want to remember them, revisit some of them sometime and also because i think they have some sort of significance. The Arcade A cross between a kids resteraunt and an arcade light yellowand red walls Usually deserted, exept for maybe one or two other people chairs and tables on lower level , 1 or 2 arcade machines Cluster of modern arcade machines on 2 raised stages Mostly shoot em up games (at least those are the ones im usualy playing on) In one dream the coin slots were all magnetic, making coins fly from peoples pockets. Rocky hills A rocky mountain area away from civilisation right next to the grey sea with the basking sharks, Lots of steep hills and dangerous ledges, some dreams ive slipped down them, alongside runs a road right near a cliff and the coast. Often Driving past it foggy, damp and dull. Looks like how Scotland looks in my mind. (im sure it not that bad...) The Flashy Hotel A giant hotel with a shiny mirror skyscraper exterior Simplistic but modern HUGE reeption area. Elevators i remember lots of dreams messing about in these elevators, either playing a giant game of hide and seek / laser tag with lots of freinds or running away from the police, they often opened up to dull metallic corridors with no doors. There was a big contrast in the actual hotel corridors which were pretty much like regular ones (floral, carpets, ect) i would sometimes take a peek into open hotel rooms as everyone seemed to forget to close their doors. Most memorble and recent dream invovled it being invaded by demons and zombies. The Sandy Path basicly a sandy path with tall grass around it, a relaxing place where i usually feel very comftable and safe until iit was recently invaded by penny wise the clown, i fucking hate clowns!!! gaaargh

[Gez]

Execution I was in a badly lit brick wall room my hands on my head and being shouted at by a nervous looking man in a bullet proof vest, the way he was sweating and looking around nervously he was expecting other people to burst into the room, with a m16 in his hand he directed me to stand with my back to him against the wall, i knew exactly what he was going to do he was going to execute me any second, i felt the cold steel of the barrel against my head and i closed my eyes, it was as if the man was doing this for my own good and if he didnt do it he was going to be killed. I felt a burst of pressure in the back of my skull and everything went to black. Immigrant workforce I remember coming out of my bedroom and going downstairs thinking of tidying the lounge, when i opened the door i was greeted with about 25 immigrants crammed into this tiny room some watching the tv ,some on the computer ,some messing with the furniture , when i came in they all stopped and turned to look at me. "ummmm ive come to tidy the roo.." "Dont worry, well do it for you!" one of them beamed Within seconds they got into formation and began to get to work carrying plates into the kitchen, throwing away rubbish etc etc. I was really suprised at how happy they all looked. Lady Maralyns Dream Village I was in a heavily fortified farm called "Lady maralyns dream village" or something very similar to that. The interior was like a huge funhouse filled with phycadelic rooms that moved around, victorian looking corridors with paintings that you could walk through and go to another room etc etc it was if this place was designed to mess you up in the head and confuse you. I can remember coming across some movies being projected onto a plaster wall, one of them had bill murray in and looked slighty different to the others, i wondered if walked though this like the other paintings i would end up somehwere else, i stepped forward and instead of being teleported somehwere else i walked into the movie , i couldnt interact with anything but i could walk around and see the film from different angles, it was basicly like a hologram but the objects were solid. Somehow i managed to find my way to an office where my mum was sitting facing the women herself "lady maralyn" or whatever her name was, she wore a tracksuit, a cross pendant , had a blonde pearm and spoke in a russian accent. My mum was trying to reason with her demanding i was let go, but of course she said no and my mum was escorted off the farm. The dream skipped forward in time where i had teamed up with a couple other prisoners and we were attempting to escape. We were now running across the outskirts of the farm bullets popping off everywhere from guards outposts and in a final climax i was hanging off a pipe about 20 feet from the muddy ground below, lady marilyn and her apparent husband were in hot persuit cursing and spouting out bible verses, i began to unscrew the section of the pipe she was hanging from, the pipe smashed into the water and that was the end of it. I was now on a grassy path near a lake at night time with the people who helped me escape, the two girls walked ahead and out of sight while (MAHU) and that kid from my english class (Muhammed) stayed just infront of me. I think the reason i became lucid here was because of the fact that nothing was happening. "WAIT GUYS WERE LUCID" i shouted, i tried to catch up with the girls but they were to far gone when suddenly a topless girl was walking alongside me, she looked very familiar with long blond indie-ish hair and a face a bit similar to kirsten dunst, she seemed like a very distinct dream character and im sure ill see her again. "lets try flying, we havent got much time" i said and prepared to jump off the side of the grass and over the lake but didnt like the look of the water for some reason, i felt if i accidently fell in it something bad would happen so i decided to try and take off by running up the grassy hill, which also didnt work. I now found my self sitting on the stairs of my grans house (i have no idea why this dream location if becoming more frequent) sitting next to the blonde haired girl, now with a top on snuggled next to me and O at the bottom of the stairs, we were all very chilled out. A timer now appeared at the bottom of my vision showing how much time i had left before i woke up, i couldnt make it out clearly but i knew that there wasnt much time left. Not really bothered to do anything exciting i just randomly grabbed the girls boob and made a honk sound (I laughed out loud at this when i woke up) she giggled and the last thing i heard before i woke up was O saying "you dont even know her". What a great dream, not only did i become lucid but the first dream location was a really interesting place that im definately gunna try to revisit.

[Gez]

Memory stick. I was in my living room when J.Giddings came in with a memory stick showing "videos" of a girl who lives near me. naturaly i straight away went upstairs and pugged it into my laptop. It showed her at a sleepover with some other girls, unfortunately i didnt watch much further, and when i woke up i acctually went to be laptop to check if it was there. Bwhahah

[Gez]

Dog Embryo Very fragmented this dream but what i an remember is holding a tiny palm sized terrier dog in my hand and thinking about how dirty it was. I put it in the sink and started running some water and put some bubble bath stuff in there aswell for good measure. I think i only turned around for a second or two but when i came back to the sink it was overflowing with bubbles! I put my hand in the sink desperately feeling around for the miniature dog, i ran the tap to gt rid of the bubbles and all that was left was a bloody dog fetus, i took it in my hand and feeling that it wasn't my fault at all threw it into the garden and went to look for the manufacturer of the bubble bath. Although i felt this wasnt my fault i still felt releived that it was a dream when i woke up.

[Gez]

Mediaeval Battle Due to not writing this down when i woke up i can't remember all the details but i do remember some of it. first i remeber walking at the front of a mass of soldiers through a crowded market place, people stopped and stared some cowering back in fear, i looked down to see i was wearing a incredibly shiny suit of armour, not only that but it seemed like i had grown atleast 2 feet. The scene skipped to me and the army in about 5 rows who were now all kids and teenagers outside a stone wall and large wooden gate, beyond this gate were creatures that we were planning to ambush that had plagued the town for many years (beowulf anyone?). I remember deciding to team up with someone for a better chance of survival, this person turned out to be J.Kedge, we discussed how we were going to attack and then moved to to the back deciding that we would let the others infront go first so we could mop up any survivors, atleast thats what we said, we were just shit scared to be honest . Everyone had now chosen their weapons and prepared to charge through the gate, i put my fear aside and began swinging my sword in my hand adrenahline now pumping through the roof. Someone counted down to three and we all charged through the gate almost in slowmotion i decided i now wanted the first kill, without hesitation i swung my sword upwards from its sheath slashing the first creature in the knees and making him go head over heels landing on its back, i looked down at the creature ready to finish it off, only to realise it wasntt a creature at all, but a normal kid in a black tshirt looking back up at me, before i could decide what to do someone shouted me name. "quick, while hes down" Jkedge shouted, having tackled down one of the kids in a black tshirt, if it was a creature im sure i would have finished it off there and then but the fact that it was a unarmed human really messed wth my head. Not wanting to let the rest of the soldiers down i closed my eyes and brought down my sword. "AAAAAH MY F***ING FINGERS!!!!" I opened my eyes to see my sword inbedded in J's fingers. Suddenly found myself back outside the gate this time everyone was gathred in a crowd scrambling for weapons, by the time i got there all that was left were a few sticks and bones shaped lik knifes, i sighed , picked up the bone shaped dagger and walked back into rank at the back. The last thing i can remember is looking down at the bone to see it was now covered in froth and was bubbling, and finally the scene switched to me and another soldier being smuggled onto a ship in a tatty purple bear costume that was hung up.

[The Cusp]

the fact that it was a unarmed human really messed wth my head. Not wanting to let the rest of the soldiers down i closed my eyes and brought down my sword. "AAAAAH MY F***ING FINGERS!!!!" I opened my eyes to see my sword inbedded in J's fingers. Lol, that'll teach you to close your eyes while swinging a sword!

[Gez]

Condom Scramble. I remember walking into the bottom floor corridor of school and seeing a deserted desk covered in leaflets and opened yellow condom packets, a company had been giving away free condoms to all the boys in the school, it looked as if there had been some commotion as the leaflets and comdom packets were everywhere, literally covering the floor! I wondered why people were making such a big deal just to get free condoms, and more weirdly why all the packets were empty!, did they all just put them on there and then ? I walked into the boys toilet which was huge, the cubicles were huge and t looked as if this bathroom was made to accomidate like 50 people at once(Big bathrooms seem to be a dream sign for me) and once again condom packets littered the floor.

[Gez]

One Ipod to rule them all. First i found my self in a grand looking theatre with... they were telling me about this legendary ipod they had made that can make its holder into a god, they told me how it could do anything if you looked hard enough including stopping and rewinding time. For some reason they gave this to me, i felt a sudden rush of power and decided to go try it out. I now found my self in a resteraut with some people, i asked if i could be excused and went to the lower floor to test out the ipod, just as i was about to scroll through the menus someone called me from another table, i think it was "ingrid" and some kid from workshop who knows "Ci", i chatted with then for a while and the scene switched to me in a class room. I was now itching to try the ipod out and had looked though some of the features on the ipod but i was afraid if i took it out it would get confiscated, I just though "f*** it" and took out the ipod looking for the time stop feature, for some reason i just couldnt find it and settles for the "light brightness setting" which when i pressed it made all the lights in the room flicker and light up. So in the end i hardly used the ipod at all, but ill be sure to summon this baby up in my next lucid though

[Gez]

Squidgy eye I was in an unfamiliar bedroom sitting on a computer chair when i had the sudden urge to pull my eye out, i did so with little effort and placed it on the floor for later, it was like one of those fake squidgy ones you get at halloween, after talking to someoone i picked it off the floor and dusted it off. I needed to look in the mirror to put it back in but at the same time i didnt want to see the empty eye socket as i know it would make me feel sick. Poltergeist at Grans I remember being at my nans house in the living room all on my own, sitting on a chair watching the tv, everything was pretty normal at this point until i realised that usually in dream when im in my nans house creepy things start to happen (Definate dream sign) and of ourse as i though this creepy things did start to happen, i began hearing strange noises coming from the other rooms and the curtains moving ever so slightly then the tv began to flicker at this point although it doesn't sound very scary but i was bricking it i closed my eyes tightly like hiro from heroes and wished for the sun to come up, as i opened my eyes the sun began to rise in the distance and i let out a sigh of relief.

[Gez]

Dodgy Skin Graft I was Sat in a humble doctors not really knowing why i was there when a doctor burst into the room saying i was next in, as i sat up from my seat nervously i began to realise something wasnt quite right about this doctor, first of all he was soaked in buckets of blood and his face was incredibly disfigured, his skin burned ,his eyes unblinking and popping a considerable amount from their sockets. I saw this as a joke and laughed a nevous and high pitcehd laugh "aha, thats very realistic" i tittered. He led me into a very disturbing surgery room which looked alot like a morgue, the walls were all metalic and the floor made from grimy cracked tiles also everything seemed very de-saturated from normal. He explained that i was here to get a skin graft for my wound and needed to inject me with some sedatives, at this point i wasnt buying it, something was definately wrong. "but my wound is tiny, look" i said pointing to a small cut that had suddenly appeared on my stomach. He kept saying that everything was fine while i kept trying to delay things, he eventually started getting more aggressive and began backing me up into a corner. Typical Horror Movie This entire ream played out as one big cheesy horror film, me and some other teenagers were running from a killer and getting picked of one by one. The killer was your typical ae weilding killer although there was nothing strange about him, no mask or disfigurement just a young slightly unshaven man. He chased us through countless lanscapes inlcuding up a snowy rock face which led up to the wooded area of rommily park where there was a cabin, it appeared the rock climb had slown the killer down so we all settled ourselves and began getting ready to sleep, but typicaly there was a sudden slashing sound and a scream from the front door, fed up with this corny dream i decided to break "the horror film rules" and just walked out of the cabin totally blanking the killer and walking into the thick tree line.

[strinky]

Holy crap, that sounds terrifying. Especially the way the doctor looked. The ideas of bad burns and skin grafts have always given me the willies. Also, i had the sudden urge to pull my eye out. I hate it when that happens.

[Gez]

Holy crap, that sounds terrifying. Especially the way the doctor looked. The ideas of bad burns and skin grafts have always given me the willies Also, I hate it when that happens. Yeah he did look pretty freaky, although his personality was even scarier he was suprisingly nice almost overly nice, especially for someone who looked like an instant serial killer. Aha , yeah no idea where that urge came from, although it didnt take much effort to do, i just popped it out no blood or anything.

[Gez]

Another Condom Dream I was in my grandmas garage not knowing why i was there or how i got there, (My grandmas house is a definate dream sign now, funny thing is im hardly ever there!) all i remember is sitting down, looking over to a dusty old shelf and there stting under some tools was an imaculate packet of condoms, prestine in its plastic packet (condoms seem to also be poppng up alot lately) not pondering on why the hell my grandma had a packet of condoms in her garage i put them in my pocket and began walking up the road. Horror Cloud I was being dragged by my hand through my dream version of cardiff through the subway tunnely part near mothercare and that shoe shop (this bit doesnt exist in the real cardiff but does, my dream versions of places are all twisted and different from theire counterparts in real life but they never seem to change, its as if in the dream world its a concrete alter dimesion, anyway i just thought i needed to write that down) we passed through some double doors and i was suddenly in a very posh hotel lobby, everything was very bright with lamps scattered on the reception desk and staff in cream seargent pepper-ish outfits, it was just like one of those over the top disney hotels, i had clearly stepped into the theme park / holiday part of my dreamworld everything started looking very familiar, just to confirm my thoughts i went to run outside to where i thought the pool had been in previous dreams "i wouldnt go out there if i were you the "horror clouds" outside, its halloween" ignoring this strange comment i ran outside to the pool area to see a horrid grey sky and the pool being pelted with water, some people who were in the pool ran out and into the hotel not wanting to get wet...... ........silly DC's.

[Gez]

Uncooperative Escalators I was in a familiar shopping place (DREAM VERSION of cardiff m+s) I jumped on an escalator very similar to the one in the picture, it had a strange green light emmiting from underneath the steps, about half way up the escalator changed direction and began taking me back down slowly, stopped and then jolted violently sending my flying backwards and right back the bottom. I looked back up at the escalator to see it going crazy, shaking and throwing people back and forth.

[Gez]

Casual Zombie invasion I was in my kitchen with about 4 other people we were all staring out the patio doors when a zombie stumbed from the shadows in the garden along with about 3 others from the bushes, we all backed away expecting the zombies to smash the glass but they just kept wandering about and knocking into eachother, i decided to make thing a bit more exciting and began to wave my arms about and shout just to get them to notice us. Eventually they wandered over to the windows and started banging on them along with about 10 more zombies, i started to regret getting their attention and retreated to the top of the stairs only for the zombies to break through the windows and start coming up after us. we all waited in the bedroom until the groans got closer and i opened the windows preparing to climb out. Crappy Christmas I started at my grans front door at chritmas, presents in my hand and not really being that fussed in being there when i heard a bark from around the corner in the front garden, i went round to see and strange looking brown and white dog bounding about on the grass running in circles and jumping around the place, not wanting to get its attention i went back round to the front door and went in only for the dog to follow me in, jumping on the furniture biting the furniture drooling all over the place and just causing general havoc, i dropped the presents and tried to pick up the dog only for it to bite down extremely hard on my ankle. The scene switched i was now walking into my own kitchen where al my family were sitting around the leftovers of a massive christmas dinner, I'de missed it all! I was gutted at this point but suddenly remembered i hadn't opened my presents yet, i ran up the stairs and into the bedroom to find wrapping paper strewn on the floor "which ones are mine?" i asked my mum who pointed to the drawers , ontop was one of those crappy aftershave kits and one of those cheap PSP imitations you get from marketplaces, needless to say i was amazingly dissapointed , i slouched down in a chair infront of the tv and decided to watch a good old christmas film to cheer me up, this was not the case however , instead i was shown a disturbing horror film involving a woman trying to be coaxed out of a room by some voices on a tape where outside an old lady was waiting to kill her....overall what a shitty dream, im hoping my christmas will be alot better than this

[Gez]

Mr Magorium's Creepy Emporium I found myself in a elaborate ecccentric toystore similar to the one from the "Mr Magoriums Wonder Emporium" trailers i skipped past all the toys to the sweet section filled with giant plastic pick and mix containers containing weird looking chocolates, huge puffy marshmallows the size of a fist, moving gummy people and a whole load more, the only problem was they were all so expensive, i went up to the desk and asked "why the hell is everything so expensive, its nothing special". The woman at the desk seemed suprised and didnt know how to react for a few seconds. "um do you want to see the manager?" she stuttered. I agreed and was led into a giant oval shaped room, i was then greeted by dustin hoffman himself who rambled some apologies and then proceeded to show me a human sized puppet slouched on a bench, it was female, painted matte black with skimpy golden clothes and red makeup similar to the one in the picture. She slammed me down on the bench and started lapdancing....badly. "What do you think?" Hoffman asked. Not much, i told him how it was too ugly and why the hell would he make an ugly puppet when he could have made it perfect and beautifull, it was a waste of wood. Hoffman looked slightly disheartened and escorted the puppet outside to a small stone bridge, "i understand" he said and the puppet promptly threw herself off the bridge and into the water. "no room for imperfections" he sighed. Rainbow Ninjas I can't remember to much of this dream, how it began or how it ended i have no idea. I was in a really strange location, very hard to describe except everything was very crowded and flat or on a slight upward tilt meaning i could see everything for miiiiiles, it was very hot and the sky was noticable very blue all the colours where washed out by the sun and it was peppered with strange things like crazy golf courses ,shallow swimming pools and flashy signs this place reminded me of the theme park/hotel section of my dreamworld except weirder, infact i could see the themepark enterances in the distance, even closer however it looked like a huge concert was going on , i decided to get a better look and sprinted towards the blue tarpaulin flags and thumping music when suddenly i lost my footing and fell into a river. When i regained consciousness i found my self right at the edge of the concert, i looked across the crowd to see everyone was dressed in tribal gear, i suddenly felt really uncomftable like i really shouldnt be there and was intruding on something big, i waded through the crowd trying not to draw attention to myself. I now found myself in one of the theme parks on a paved street crowded with people, it was nighttime and the only light was from fairy lights and souveneier shop windows, i took a fork left and was suddenly swamped by those annoying themepark entertainers dressed as voodoo worshippers, all poking me and running around me etc, they eventually got bored and let me go on. Theres a big gap here. I ended up in a gloomy multi story carpark being tracked down by some people wearing black sunglasses and dark brown leather jackets, i think i managed to loose them by going up and down in the elvevators and confusing them. The dream skipped again and i now found myself in a rustic old european town but with the occasional modern shop or buildings on the side, i was dressed in a nifty red robe with duel katanas in my hands suddenly from the side i saw a yellow flash hurtling towards me, it slammed into me only for me to raise my katana, turned out the yellow flash was Alan rickman in a yellow robe like mine with a staff like weapon, it seemed it was an accidental collision and apologised then told me that others were out to get me. Thats about all i can remember except i might have met some of the other multicoulerd robe people but its way to hazt to write down.

[Gez]

HypnoToad I was in the upper Drama studio from school, the whole place was "Tripped Out". The floor was made up of rings that span in different dirrections, people sat on them staring into space and at the soft multicoloured lights that flashed on the walls. Out of nowhere none other than Mr Noel Feiling stumbled into the room grasping a strange porcelein frog he sat down next to me and we just began "crimping" and came up with a song about the frog, it went something like this: "hypno toad Hypno toad He has no Genitals" LOL. Zombie Apartment Me and a gang of overly armed people were at the top floor of an apartment building during a zombie invasion, of course For people who were so heavily armed we were right wussies, everytime we would catch a glimpse of a zombie coming near the door we would smash through the window and climb/swang into the room below, we did this repeatedly for about 4 floors until the next room we went in we found a man, bloody and talking jibberish duct taped to a swivel chair, behind him were about 12 cctv screens, we knew this man had something to do with the zombie outbreak and we proceeded to question him, we didnt get far in this though as all of a sudden, in an explosion of plaster and paper a screaming zombie smashed through the ceiling, without a moments hesitation we jumped out of the window again this time landing on the pavement. The next few minutes was a mad dash through ash covered alleys and burt out buildings dodging the bloody jaws of countless zombies all the way. At one point i remember punching a fat woman zombie only for a bit of her skin to get stuck to my knuckle. We eventaully stopped and found a safe location, only for the dream to abruptly end.

[Gez]

Light But Night This dream is a strange mish mash of stuff. It started with a false awakening, i found myself in a dressing gown and a scarf feeling very hot, i also noticed that my xbox had 3 controllers plugged in rather than just the one, medeitly i did a finger through palm RC... but it failed! my fingers just pressed against my palm, i then proceeded downstairs into the kitchen where everything seemed larger than usual and had a creepy washed out feel, soon as anticipated lights began to flicker and stuff began to move around as if the place was haunted. The scene switched and i now found my self in a very dusty sepia antique store, full of lots of wooden things and mannequins (similar to the HUGE one in town ). The scene switched again outside my house where the orange sun cast a lush light on the clouds, i looked at my phone and it said the time was 1am.

[Gez]

Multi Dimensional Attic I was on some sort of quest with some other kids, we'd been though loads of "levels" and were trying to reach a place we had spotted across a large expanse of water. But for now we found ourselves in my grandmas house, a creepy deserted and impending feeling hanging in the air along with the dusty smell of the floral carpet and creaks coming from above as we ascended the stairs. Half way up we had to turn around jump back down the stairs towards the wall and clamber into one of two openings which led up into the attic, everyone jumped though the left opening including me into the dark uninviting attic. we could hear footsteps all around us circling us, we all darted our candles and torches around but could see no person to which the noises belonged. I remember the other openening and attempted to go back out onto the stairs and jump through. As soon as i placed my arm into the right openening i was dragged in, violently everything was exactly the same in this alternate dimension, i could see all my fellow adventurers, but it had one difference. With me in the room, now proceeding to throw me about the place and throw me into every piece of furniture possible was a disturbing figure. With the face of marty feldman ( the late actor in the picture ) exept old and snarling, dressed in a skin tight black lycra body suit leaving only his face visible and his extremely skeletal figure enhanced. I remember him trying to punch me at one point but the hit landed extremely soft as if he were an old man but then when he threw me around it felt as if i was up against a wrestler. All i remember after that is that somehow i convinced him to stop and join us, as i did he got younger and ended up looking nothing like he did before, and did indeed march with us as we crossed a beach A very weird dream, i remember being tempted at one point to wake up after the thing grabbed me and began to throw me around, but stuck with it. Glad i did.

[Gez]

Photo opportunity I was sitting on a grassy hillside, fluffy white plants and trees were scattered around and in the distance there were snow capped mountains, its was a really picturesque and peacefull place. I was just taking in the surroundings when the sun broke through the clouds in a certain way sending orange rays of light bursting though the trees and illluminating the fluffy white plants, in a split second i saw a picture opportunity, i looked to my left and saw my camera lying on the grass and asked my dad who had just appeared to pass it here so i could take a picture while it lasted, but instead of just passing it to me he decided to try and be funny, messing about with it and taking pictures of himself. by the time i snatched it from him the sun had gone back behind the clouds. I wasnt very happy.

[Gez]

Framed I can't remember the beggining ppart of this dream, i know it involved me going to some sort party in a physics classroom and when i came home at night there was some kind of guy looking after the house, he was bald , old sweaty and looking very freaked out or insecure, while rubbing his hands franticly he said "im so sorry" and pointed upstairs. When i got to my bedroom i found a note with a paper clip attached, it said something along the lines of "Dear ....'s Father, your son has been engaging in criminal acts...." with a long list of crazy accusations, i ran downstairs and began arguing with the man asking why the hell would he say all this stuff to get me in trouble, he said something about 21 million pounds before my father came in. After that i remember this bald guy going crazy and i grabbed a coat rack from upstairs and used it to shove/trap him into a corner before he grabbed a knife.