Thread: Morrigan's Dream journal

Oh good. We had an epic battle right outside your room.

My dream place,My home
(a good time to take the time out and post this)

For a long time, maybe forever, I have gone in Dream to another world.
It has pink sky and while fairly similar to Terra, it is not.Plants that may have been "here" a millennium or two ago, still grow there.
Energy is a palatable thing, like anything solid seeming solid on this world.

I have a home, my real home, is there.
Although many homes and buildings are there, it is an abandoned place...for the most part.
This being my home, in a place to side of time, I took a friend there once, which was a big mistake.

Things were going well that evening, we were going out for a walk. As we left my house, we smelled the flowers and spoke of all that is the same and different between here and earth.

Flash, to another place.
I was being told that my friend was not worthy to even be here, did not belong. I disagreed. I was told that I would get a demonstration of how "weak" my friend was, below what he appeared.

Flash
I was back, walking down the street with my friend.We came to a open expanse and I paused by a large boulder.Something was NOT right.
I heard "get down" and a projectile was launched at my friend. I turned and faced who had "attacked " my friend.
It was a man/jaguar..mix, but not. He in many ways was humanoid, but had a more feline face and piercings. LOL,we fought.

As I fought this real old friend, the one I had brought home RAN. I followed when the one jaguar man became a pack, knowing that the man would likely become consumed if caught by the pack.

I grabbed my friends shirt and pulled the plug on the Dream, jettisoned back to our prospective beds.

I was upset when I woke.
I had thought it was an attack and was angry, but realized I had been very mistaken.It was a display of sorts; of who I am, and...where I belong.

In LVX,
Morrigan

Amazing.But embarassing.
For the record, the Dream where a friend was attacked was about a year ago, dream-sharing on another forum. Can you have dream flashbacks? I have no clue.

Nomad's dream makes me think this can, indeed, happen.Go figure.

Morrigan

Currently, I have put a...clamp down on my shared dreaming (besides MoSH) until I can get a better ~understanding~ on what exactly took place the other night. On that, mums the word for now.

BTW MoSH, the dreaming IS going well, the recall is what the issue is. Either I recall or you do..eh.

In LVX,
Morrigan

You do whatever you need to do dear. Sending you positive energy.

hehe. I still have a tough time understanding your words

did you mean: you have put a clamp down on your shared dreaming EXCEPT for me?

Last evening I laid down for a power nap, with my intent firm in mind to meet up with J. hehehe

Anyhow, I had a interloper show up
(which for all existences and purposes is never a good thing), and instead of dreaming with J, I was pulled into dream of myself in a schoolyard.Children vague in form where circling where I was standing, conflicting with the playground and everything else being solid.
I was trying to walk away, pull away from this (LOL) pack of shadow children and HE comes.

I mean really now. I stated quite nicely and firmly, I had thought, to stay the fuck out of my dreams.
(not you MoSH..you are allowed I am going to say this here....so there is NO confusion on your part on this )

A grown man appears before me. In no way was I confused who this was, he emotions were so...LOUD that he could not properly hold form.
His face grew huge, until that was all I could see.
He was screaming in my face, his face was distorting and changing from gray to tan.
Thing is...
If you know someone, have dream shared and talked..and so on, you know them when you see/feel them.
Furthermore, if you are a dreamer or a stalker or BOTH ..you can trace their ass back to their form following their energy trail (for lack of a better form).

I am not amused.
Maybe a bit of turnabout is fair?

Morrigan

In the shared dreaming tread it was stated that the one messing with me seemed confused, would catch his snap and disappear.
This is exactly what a person who can dream WELL normally can do...when under stress or duress, not conscious of their deeds on all levels of awareness.

This being said this still has to stop, conscious by the waking person involved or not.The effects are the same to the ones ACTUALLY involved.

Morrigan

Originally Posted by Man of Shred

good job recalling something despite the pain medication. I had a dream about a car a few nights ago with a similar man. What color was the car?

By the way, MoSH , I do know who's car it is. Curious??



In LVX,
Morrigan

Last night after going to bed
I was first talking to J about our life paths, what we are drawn to...

~shuffle~
I was then speaking to him in another place, another time about my children.
My son was conducive the energy we use, but my daughter was not.
I was surprisingly ok with this. He looked at me and said this is her path...all WILL be fine.

~shuffle~

We were, again, in another place and time not too long after the last...
Facing each other, we were standing on lillypad.
There was a ribbon of energy in a red/pink shade wrapping around us starting at our feet up to our heads.
The two of us began to rise into the air, gently spinning.
I had the feeling of ..task completed..home..complete bliss.

Awesome.

I woke shell shocked (in a way) but primarily optimistic and content.

In LVX,
Morrigan

I do not recall Dreaming (not to say I did not though).
I did state my Intent to Dream with MoSH, but I think I was still concerned about a girl being hurt last night in car accident.

I did talk quite a bit in astral with MoSH and J...

J saying indeed there was a car accident, no major injuries to his friend.
MoSH, being his usually chatty self in astral, spoke about just about everything under the Sun. Go figure.

In LVX,
Morrigan

My lucid dreaming seems to have...stopped.
I am experiencing more time in astral or experiencing other things while asleep.
Some I wish were lucid dreams, then I could unleash some bolts of electric blue lightning (and be more then what amounts to an observer). Oh well.



In LVX,
Morrigan

I did not have much sleep last night but before I woke at 3:15...

I was having a lucid Dream with MoSH.
We were in a huge field, tall grass and a blue sky.MoSH and I had began talking about how in Dream we have various forms (extensions of Self) but not much control when they appear and whatnot.

So we began to practice shifting. Awake even, I have a ~kinship~ with birds (hence my screen name) so it was no shock I could shift to bird forms easiest.
At one point he was a flying orange ____ which I thought looked so much like the Modzilla firefox logo that I was laughing so hard I almost woke.

Most of the dream was visual but while in alternate forms I did not think/speak in words...but in symbols, so there is not much to note here conversation wise in the DJ.


I woke after I taunted him with the fact I could fly faster
"Bring it on Big Boy" I hollered at him...his reaction was so funny I laughed myself awake.

Morrigan

I was semi lucid driving my car back through my neighborhood to my current house;it was a beautiful day and I was watching the sky.

IN the sky I saw a personal message box from dreamviews.
I switched awareness.

There were several messages..something in between PMs and IMs.
(I will leave out names..ick for privacy issues of others)

One was from ________ ,who said that it was interesting have to found me, that we came from the same place. (He had been corrupted I realized from when I knew him) and that he was amused just to sit back and watch what was unfolding.

Another
In this one I was told that after reading my posts and seeing the pics I posted He traced my energy (much like I do, oddly enough) back to me and said my energy felt/tasted like creation. This was shocking to me in one way, not so surprising in others. I had told a one who I am linked to the same thing maybe a year ago..with whom I have "like energy patterns". He wrote a bit about his wife/girlfriend Lily...
(and gave a bit TOO much info on their LEANINGS and her like to be dominated. My OWN personal deviations...ug.nevermind) I had previously been rather unhappy with this fellow, but realized he held no malice and may become an ally.


Lastly...
The Broad (AKA Ultimecia or the faker who appears as the Super Cunt from Hell) sent me a message though a female member here. That if nothing else comes from my current situation (and Poet's) that I will always fear I am being stalked, never safe.

In that vein..I sending her a message right back.
You already lost, long ago. You may be my sister, but I AM stronger..and I have HIM, like I have always had. Nothing CAN be done to change that.
Pretending to be a goddess...to fool others to follow you, shows how far you have fallen. I pity you.

In LVX,
Morrigan

Originally Posted by Morrigan

I was semi lucid driving my car back through my neighborhood to my current house;it was a beautiful day and I was watching the sky.

IN the sky I saw a personal message box from dreamviews.
I switched awareness.

There were several messages..something in between PMs and IMs.
(I will leave out names..ick for privacy issues of others)

One was from ________ ,who said that it was interesting have to found me, that we came from the same place. (He had been corrupted I realized from when I knew him) and that he was amused just to sit back and watch what was unfolding.

Another
In this one I was told that after reading my posts and seeing the pics I posted He traced my energy (much like I do, oddly enough) back to me and said my energy felt/tasted like creation. This was shocking to me in one way, not so surprising in others. I had told a one who I am linked to the same thing maybe a year ago..with whom I have "like energy patterns". He wrote a bit about his wife/girlfriend Lily...
(and gave a bit TOO much info on their LEANINGS and her like to be dominated. My OWN personal deviations...ug.nevermind) I had previously been rather unhappy with this fellow, but realized he held no malice and may become an ally.


Lastly...
The Broad (AKA Ultimecia or the faker who appears as the Super Cunt from Hell) sent me a message though a female member here. That if nothing else comes from my current situation (and Poet's) that I will always fear I am being stalked, never safe.

In that vein..I sending her a message right back.
You already lost, long ago. You may be my sister, but I AM stronger..and I have HIM, like I have always had. Nothing CAN be done to change that.
Pretending to be a goddess...to fool others to follow you, shows how far you have fallen. I pity you.

In LVX,
Morrigan

first message: Some of order, or disorder love this moment for the experience. Some it will freak out.

2nd message: Hmm.. interesting.. I will remain a skeptical optimistic pessimist.

I wouldn't worry about Ultimicia - She's just trying to taunt you

Even the most hardened skeptic about dream sharing, or anything deemed otherworldly can understand this sentiment of...
"I don't need bad dreams, my life is fucking nightmare enough."
yep.

I slipped into dream from trance around midnight...focusing on NOT going into others' dreams, shield up and I was gone.
I walked out of my room, lucid and to the laptop that was flashing.
The only thing I can recall is really seeing the IMs.
This time they were mine (copies I think of my side of the conversations to others) pissed off, distressed, and in several languages...
I suppose dream me is still is fluent in German and in Spanish.

There was one last one from J and he was worried.
So I started talking to him about my son's and daughter's dreams last night.
As I was explaining "NO! 3 BIG CATS!" I realized I was was half awake...
talking out loud and hearing one thing telepathically/another thing completely with my ears.

"Enough of this shit I say" and I wake.
What I wake to see on my satellite clock 4:44.
Ode to freaking joy...



Morrigan

Last night was a pretty rough one. One small fragment only.

I had a dream I was walking though a house or apartment from the living room to a patio and I saw MoSH.
I was surprised to say the least, I became lucid after I touched his arm. He was going out for a smoke and I thought that was an awesome idea, I had been scared and wanted to talk to him.
We sat outside for a while, looking at stars and chatting...

fade to a place of no form, but all colors.

I woke calm but a bit discombobulated. It took ages to get my mind awake and see the "real world" clearly.


Morrigan

thanks for coming by. I was in the same dream, I just don't remember you showing up.

I did some...workings before bed, and drank Mugwort tea.

I stated my Intent to go to the Land of Wrath and was gone.
This realm has been described as a place of boiling seas of blood, and skin tone sand dunes..in the various DJs on this site.
I was meeting The Man there and followed the energy to him, there,like riding on a current of energy.
~Picture being on a raft going fast down a river to your place of intent.~
I arrived, in my True form. Not merely Scarlett or Morrigan...but me as I am now. I am standing by The Man taking in the surroundings, feeling my toes dig into the sand.
We went there with the Intent to trans-mutate the Land of Wrath into the Land of Healing, on an energy level. This place...was not needed any longer by it's creator...so we began.

I started by healing the oceans by holding my hands palm out and over the surface and changed the energy. Where there had been blood red water, now was the refreshing blue green of vitality.
The Man turned to me and said "why stop there?" with a grin.


Then we focused on the land/sand. We,The Two that is One, held our hands over the land.From where there was once skin colored desolation, there now is violet purple solid land. I marveled at what we had done thus far; the colors
and how they interacted visually.

I erected a temple of a peach/pink hue from a place I knew long ago, with arches that opened up to the sea and with the raising of my arms...trees for shade.

We stood there and looked upon how Now this place will be called The Land of Healing for it's creator, me as co-creator and all who visit.

~shuffle~

I sat on my porch pondering the relationship between creation and being a co-creator.I saw fully how energy and form can be molded for good or ill.
A big lizard sat watching me...I realized how we are the same.
As it quickly without thought ensnares it's food, is exactly how I change and influence energy in all forms.I can either ensnare and harm/consume/alter or I can heal/trans-mutate darker denser energy. As can we all.
The lizard watched me warily wondering....

In LVX,
Morrigan AKA Aeona

That's great. I wonder what we shall call it when the day comes

That is so awesome. You converted a dreamscape and a temple.

I do throat singing for the anole lizards and geckos around my house. We make eye contact.

Originally Posted by WakingNomad

That is so awesome. You converted a dreamscape and a temple.

I do throat singing for the anole lizards and geckos around my house. We make eye contact.

Thanks Nomad.
Aeona

This is a dream that unfoldes over time..well my lifetime, and is lucid but also....a memory.

I live now in a dome of sorts over a converted castle. It is on a cliff of sorts close to an ocean and large beach. Me and my friends/coworkers/brothers and sisters are all trying to rescue others, and bring them back here to heal. Our santuary, our...command post,to regroup before rejoining the fighting.

We had a breach from inside the dome.One of my sisters in fact was a mole and in her state brought down the dome, and allows our enemies in.

She...had a broken heart that first had become sorrow, then bitterness into black hate for all "we" were. To end HER pain, we all had to die.

My own end (lol) played out like this.
The enemies came hard through the now broken dome, broken fortification. There was many battles in many places both inside and outside onto the beach.
I was told my....Love, was out there putting himself in danger hoping the draw much of the fighting away from the castle. I teleported there to him, to aid him. I found him there in the beach, bleeding into the sand.

I KNEW who was to blame, and why he had....thrown himself in the line of fire. His hope was to sacrifice himself to end the pain of our sister.
I could have killed her then, even brought the whole fucking world down on her fucking head.
But MY Love, gave himself up to try to end this...so I did as well, not to tarnish his act.
I sat down held his...cooling body and let my/our killers approach.

Aenona

Wow. that is so intense. It sounds remarkably like the tower and the biodome.