Morrigan's Dream journal

[Morrigan]

Sept.22 5:45am ~although a bit groggy from pain medication~ I stated my intent before going into the first stage of Dream. For a while the dream was like instant messages (YIM comes to mind) which typically is how I speak first off with others in that state ie before either going into astral or second stage Dream. For your amusement, yes you, airplane, apple and fish. I CAN draw them but my skills in windows paint is lacking. I do remember going several places, though my recall is not very detailed. Sitting in a car talking to a red haired, blue?green? eyed man, then being in my backyard pointing into the woods. I asked if he sensed something out there and was told "Yes, there is someone you need to forgive that stays back there in the woods". Lastly, I had to wake suddenly so said I was sorry, but I have to go, although I may have said "jump". In LVX, Morrigan

[Man of Shred]

good job recalling something despite the pain medication. I had a dream about a car a few nights ago with a similar man. What color was the car?

[Morrigan]

good job recalling something despite the pain medication. I had a dream about a car a few nights ago with a similar man. What color was the car? The inside of the car was gray, I did not see the outside (or if I DID, I do not remember that part). M

[Morrigan]

11:18 am I woke about every 2 hours last night but I do recall part of one dream. There had been devastating event, the major things depended on by society where no longer available to the people still alive. (If the dream was not lucid to begin with, it started to be here.) It was nighttime.I was part of a group of people that was going to stop a train shipment due, although I was with only one other person beside the train track when the train stopped. The ground beside where the train-car rested was covered with little bits of white rock, and I said to the man next to me that the label in the train was marked coal, but was the wrong type of car to ship coal.I was curious what was in it as well as why it was marked coal. The guy opened to train-car sliding door and supplies (food, water,medicine ect,) was inside except for a young boy who had made a hidey hole within the boxes. He had a stuffed animal in his arms and dark circles under his eyes. I leaned in to see the boy better and awoke. Morrigan

[Morrigan]

oh yes, I was a pirate of sorts. M

[Morrigan]

I have been sleeping fitfully for quite a while now.Pain does that. But every night for about 5 nights that in semi-trance, first stage sleep, when I state my intent to dream-share with R, I see some thing like...me saying "come on" walking up to a shady/shadowy person, grabbing their hand and walking away with him. Then nothing.Blank blackness. Odd. Morrigan

[Man of Shred]

I hope you won't have to be taking the pain medication for long that sucks. Last night i dreamed i was with a girl. but i couldn't really see her face. it was very vague.

[Mancon]

Keep it up! Im sure your recall will get better.

[Morrigan]

I am standing in a parking lot to a mall, I suppose, or a large business park, waiting. I saw someone walking towards me and I walk up to join him.We are standing there, as to go across the drive and go up to the building and I turn and look at him. I actually leaned forward to see better, clear up the clarity of my sight. We are talking and I realize he was who I had been there waiting there to see, so I do a funny little curtsy/bow thing. I think there was something going on with my "speech", perhaps I started talking out loud, don't know but there was a communication breakdown of some sort.

[Morrigan]

Sucess. Very well met, R. Morrigan

[Baron Samedi]

I have been sleeping fitfully for quite a while now.Pain does that. But every night for about 5 nights that in semi-trance, first stage sleep, when I state my intent to dream-share with R, I see some thing like...me saying "come on" walking up to a shady/shadowy person, grabbing their hand and walking away with him. Then nothing.Blank blackness. Odd. Morrigan This definitely sounds like you are dream sharing. Sucess. Very well met, R. Morrigan So you did it? Why don't you tell us about the dream!

[Man of Shred]

Speech Difficulty happened to me recently in a shared dream. Good job tho.

[Morrigan]

yep. Lame as it sounds, I think I was shocked after seeing who it was I basically jettisoned right out of dream.The only thing else, other what I posted this AM, is that we talked a bit but my recall on that is almost nothing. I did the same thing before, when I first learned dream sharing with OB1. huh. Morrigan

[Morrigan]

My sleep, and therefore my dreams, were pretty bad for a while...very little rest and just about no recall. I woke knowing I did dream with R last night, although my visual recall was nil, I did remember the feel of the dream. What is constant is that the feel that I am forgetting something important that was said or done when I awake. But I am jazzed. Today I listened to a recording of R speaking, and found that I recognized his voice, but also his speech patterns; rhythm of talking, word usage, pitch, and annunciation. WOOHOO! But it has made me wonder, does Texas come out in my dream voice? Morrigan

[Morrigan]

I do not recall any lucid dreams last night, it was more a night of APing. A friend I have a pretty strong "link" with and I were talking and such all night as I slept.Even better, he remembered the convo.Many uncomfortable situations happen until you learn people are not always aware that: A.they can leave their body while asleep or in an altered state B.Can and often do, talk with other people in those cases C. and even if they do not remember, the other person very well might. But this was none of that, still somewhat below a lucid flying dream (but that is just about the best thing ever!) but very cool, none the less. In LVX, Morrigan

[Morrigan]

As often as I DO dream, my recall is still real low. I can hold a memory of an emotion or the person I drempt with...if that. Whether you say dream stalker, dream demon...it comes down to plain semantics. I was awoken from deep sleep last night "hearing" my father holler that the father of my kids was at the door as well as RN sending me a Dream E-mail to WAKE UP NOW!!! It is a physical shock to be woken from that state.I am still discombobulated from this. I was actively kept from dreaming last night, even APing. Grounded. Fuck. I kind of get the "feel" of the concept of purgatory now. (first stage Dream state or trance state while asleep starts off for me like looking at my laptop, getting information) From the Land of the Living Dead, Morrigan

[Morrigan]

posted in another group last night, pasted here for consistency purposes...... Posted: Oct 16, 2009 11:27 PM maybe this should be a new thread title....dream stalkers, dream prison guards hold Morrigan or Nightmares DO exist...neh. Fuckity fuck fuck fuck about covers it. oh and yes...only PEOPLE can be barred from bothering you in trance, astral or Dream state. The baddies....don’t ask. Pardon, I am going through a sleep state/dream trauma and not very socially acceptable at the moment. Morrigan

[Baron Samedi]

I do not recall any lucid dreams last night, it was more a night of APing. A friend I have a pretty strong "link" with and I were talking and such all night as I slept.Even better, he remembered the convo.Many uncomfortable situations happen until you learn people are not always aware that: A.they can leave their body while asleep or in an altered state B.Can and often do, talk with other people in those cases C. and even if they do not remember, the other person very well might. But this was none of that, still somewhat below a lucid flying dream (but that is just about the best thing ever!) but very cool, none the less. In LVX, Morrigan I agree. As often as I DO dream, my recall is still real low. I can hold a memory of an emotion or the person I drempt with...if that. Whether you say dream stalker, dream demon...it comes down to plain semantics. I was awoken from deep sleep last night "hearing" my father holler that the father of my kids was at the door as well as RN sending me a Dream E-mail to WAKE UP NOW!!! It is a physical shock to be woken from that state.I am still discombobulated from this. I was actively kept from dreaming last night, even APing. Grounded. Fuck. I kind of get the "feel" of the concept of purgatory now. (first stage Dream state or trance state while asleep starts off for me like looking at my laptop, getting information) From the Land of the Living Dead, Morrigan I have only had one experience with someone calling himself a Nightstalker. He had two dream demons. After we beat the dream demons, we found this person was just a boy. posted in another group last night, pasted here for consistency purposes...... Posted: Oct 16, 2009 11:27 PM maybe this should be a new thread title....dream stalkers, dream prison guards hold Morrigan or Nightmares DO exist...neh. Fuckity fuck fuck fuck about covers it. oh and yes...only PEOPLE can be barred from bothering you in trance, astral or Dream state. The baddies....don’t ask. Pardon, I am going through a sleep state/dream trauma and not very socially acceptable at the moment. Morrigan I know how you feel. This has been happening to me a lot recently myself.

[Morrigan]

I was in a cave, sitting in dust. Close by me, was my friend James who I could not see, but feel. Around us were a few others, but what held my attention were the being looking down (they were standing while the rest of us sat) into my face.There were a few more of these most light body beings...I was in awe, a complete captive audience, in a daze. Flash forward, I am looking at text on my laptop of what I was experiencing in the cave IN detail. Back in the cave, back to my laptop. I was shifting Gates of Dream pretty fast. I woke to a touch, disorientated. (James woke also at the same time in another State) I thought it was my son who awoke me, but now I realize I was woken up purposely BY another.James said he woke to a loud phone that faded from form as he awoke. I felt drugged. Morrigan

[Morrigan]

yes. I mean James' state, as in Texas, not...level of awareness. M

[Morrigan]

an old recurring dream I was part of a group of liberators, but the wife of a diplomat who was excessively cruel. I was notified that my affiliation was known and I leave home quickly,bringing an artifact there at the "house" with me to the ship. I wrapped it in a piece of cloth and ran to meet the one I loved, who was waiting with the others. I was seen leaving and I was chased by my husband until he caught me. I got up bloody (somehow) and really broke out in a fast run to the others. I realized immediately that our captain had set me up when I arrived. The captain and my husband began to fire on the rest of us. I was injured in this, going from between half conscious to out cold. When I came to, my husband by law was dead, his brother (my lover) was pissed, our captain gone. We left, me and the one I loved, and several other pairs of people,taking the artifact with us.It was dangerous in way it could cause massive carnage the planet and it's inhabitants, so we sought to hide or disable it. We were a group who saw how science and "spirituality" was interconnected and had gotten increasingly concerned how acquiring knowledge of science began to negate the Laws of Light.War had broken out and we knew that the advancements we had made could very likely be the end of us.We fought but in the end retreated as far as we could manage to hide what I had taken, my husbands most prized possession. Morrigan

[Baron Samedi]

I was in a cave, sitting in dust. Close by me, was my friend James who I could not see, but feel. Around us were a few others, but what held my attention were the being looking down (they were standing while the rest of us sat) into my face.There were a few more of these most light body beings...I was in awe, a complete captive audience, in a daze. Flash forward, I am looking at text on my laptop of what I was experiencing in the cave IN detail. Back in the cave, back to my laptop. I was shifting Gates of Dream pretty fast. I woke to a touch, disorientated. (James woke also at the same time in another State) I thought it was my son who awoke me, but now I realize I was woken up purposely BY another.James said he woke to a loud phone that faded from form as he awoke. I felt drugged. Morrigan I was there. an old recurring dream I was part of a group of liberators, but the wife of a diplomat who was excessively cruel. I was notified that my affiliation was known and I leave home quickly,bringing an artifact there at the "house" with me to the ship. I wrapped it in a piece of cloth and ran to meet the one I loved, who was waiting with the others. I was seen leaving and I was chased by my husband until he caught me. I got up bloody (somehow) and really broke out in a fast run to the others. I realized immediately that our captain had set me up when I arrived. The captain and my husband began to fire on the rest of us. I was injured in this, going from between half conscious to out cold. When I came to, my husband by law was dead, his brother (my lover) was pissed, our captain gone. We left, me and the one I loved, and several other pairs of people,taking the artifact with us.It was dangerous in way it could cause massive carnage the planet and it's inhabitants, so we sought to hide or disable it. We were a group who saw how science and "spirituality" was interconnected and had gotten increasingly concerned how acquiring knowledge of science began to negate the Laws of Light.War had broken out and we knew that the advancements we had made could very likely be the end of us.We fought but in the end retreated as far as we could manage to hide what I had taken, my husbands most prized possession. Morrigan There is a lot to this dream, isn't there?

[Morrigan]

I am not sure if.. I was lucid (but with no visual recall), or I was in astral (still, with no visual recall). I spoke to MoSh what seemed to be decades, mostly in a "dark place" where I could not see a thing, all blackness, then reverting to my version of YIM dreams,speaking to him THAT way. He asked if I was okay because he finally gotten past what had blocking me, with a bit of force (which I had given him permission to do..a while back). Then came what was like a flood of information. (I am left with a feeling I am used to, that I did not retain even 5% of what I was told.There has GOT to be a better way, the same feel of if it was instant messages, my archive of that night would be massive in content/size and very important that I could access.) In this state I probably spoke with 4 different people.By far the most disturbing is hearing "your friend is crazy" repeated over and over, like a twisted mantra.This I have an image of a small child saying filled with anxiety.

[Morrigan]

[QUOTE=WakingNomad;1201679]I was there. In no way is that a shock to me, somehow. M

[Baron Samedi]

I put the dreams in the shared dreams journal.