Thread: Melkien's WorkBook | MILD-1

05/08/2010
AKA LAST NIGHT'S DREAM

I remember one part of a dream, being in a friends quincho ( a place outside his house where we tend to party ) where I kinda woke up and saw this guy from my university I had seen yesterday, but this one seemed like him but bigger.

The last dream I can remember, was me being in my old school courtyard, its really big, and it was like this kind of sea/ocean with borders, where there should’ve been grass. I was trying to use my surf board to get to the other side and come back with the waves, but the waves were really hard, there were a lot, and I tried grabbing from the borders. I cant understand how I wasn’t scared about the fact that it was like a sea and really deep, I tend to be very scared about the water, about its deepness and the unknown in it. While I struggled to get to the other side, I then came out (there were also other people trying to get to the other side) and someone started screaming there was a tournament and a prize for anyone that got to the other side, and when I turned around I saw that the person was my father, yet I didn’t find this weird lol. I remember actually seeing a flash of a normal pool, with lanes to get to the middle, I kinda related this to getting to the other side. I kept trying but after some time I kind of appeared walking in a beach with my mother, and its as if she was really clumsy, she fell once over a part of a giant sand castle a little girl was building, she didn’t care much about that tho, she quickly fixed it and we asked for forgiveness. Later on I think she fell on another one again, but by that time I woke up. Couldn’t remember any dreams cause I couldn’t sleep much!
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As in daily thoughts and feelings, I am quite happy to be honest, today I tried focusing on actually being happy about dreaming, being positive for LDing. Now I'm going to go to bed and before sleeping im going to meditate, and focusing on Lding, relaxing, feeling positive. I'm going to give a better feedback tommorw, the last dream was with me sleep very little so isnt that detailed.

Good job, Melkien! Go on like this

Positivism ftw

Hello guys! Today I had quite the experience, since I got to sleep a lot lol.

LONG REPORT INCOMING!!!!!!!


First of all, I had this dream in which I had to accompany my brother somewhere, but cant remember where actually lol! I remember being with my brother in a part where he had to get to this place and we had to go up this ENORMOUS and really steep (if that is the English word, cant actually remember it lol) road. I think I have actually found another dream sign. One was the entrance to the place where I live, and heights are another. You will see, they tend to appear a lot in my dreams, as I am quite afraid of them. They will also appear later in another dream today. Anyway, we had to go up that street with bikes (somehow I didn’t find weird that cars wouldn’t fall with a street being like that haha) and I told him no way I was going to do that. He then proceeded to grab one of those things you use to fly, like a glider? that was inside a house that was beside us when we looked at the ramp, and he started to fly. I kept telling him not to do it cause he would hurt himself or end somewhere else haha but I cant remember what happened later.

In another dream I was driving thru this bridge (highway bridge) that is quite dangerous, there were lots of people driving and these people (who didn’t seem like thieves) would stop your car beside the bridge, put their hand inside your car and snatch everything they could and then just stand there, not running haha. I was actually really weird but in the dream I understood immediately they were gonna rob us and after stopping just accelerated again. This must be related to the fact that here in Argentina crime is pretty common, and very little is done about it (our government sucks). I also remember that feeling of actually wanting to go back and kick those guy’s and girls’ asses for doing those type of things.
Also, I remember another part of the dream I was kissing with this girl I had checked pictures about yesterday. She went to my university but then disappeared I guess she started in another one, I had talked to her one time I went out but for a short while, she’s cute but not that great. So it seemed this girl really liked me, and I THINK I met her parents in the dream, and we were near this lake, if I remember correctly it was a very beautiful place. But cant really say, I forgot a lot about it.

Later on, what happened was that I woke up, went to the bathroom and went back to sleep, trying to keep in my mind the phrase “I am dreaming” since I read in the forums it was a good type of MILD! Anyway, I kept saying it, and it seems I fell asleep, I remembered it in the dream and honestly it was like a shock lol, I really don’t understand if I actually became lucid, or if the excitement plus weirdness got me immediately, but I woke up immediately after I realized it was a dream . Also, might have been related with me being afraid of being in a dream and not being able to get out (yeah sounds stupid but had this fear A LOT before). So yay maybe first LD!

The last parts I can remember a lot. I was in this soccer court, or something similar, it was kinda small for a professional soccer court. I believe I was in one of South Africa’s 2010 games, probably Argentina playing. I was there with some friends of mine, I can remember like 4, and I remember this really cute girl that I exchanged looks with. Anyway, later on I remember being with my friends and her in some sort of blue-tiled place, yeah I know not the best of descriptions :p but anyway I was there and I started talking to her and kissed her, and she kept telling me I should’ve kissed her before (yeah I think she liked me rofl). I felt really good because she was really good looking and seemed interesting.
I also remember various kind of side-dreams. Like once I was in this spooky house in a spooky town (I’ve been watching a lot of Supernatural so that explains it), and there were crystal balls, etc, and I think there was a witch trying to summon something, I can’t really remember, and there was this back room with really weird objects.

Also, in another part I remember trying to go down some really steep ledge, with a really small play to walk thru, so as to get somewhere, and I was with other boys, one of them was a boy called Jose Rinaldi that lives here where I live. I actually remember having to go back up, and having to climb this really broken ladder up this really steep place, again the height fearing appearing! I almost got a heart attack hahaha. But then we climbed back up and started walking. By this time I had started messaging with this girl I had been with. But it was strange, like she really liked me but talked in riddles. I asked her if we would see again, but she kept telling me no, and a riddle added.

In another part I was in a plane, another of my fears! Well its not that big of a fear, I like flying on an airplane, I am only afraid it might fall, not about its height. So the plane kept moving, and it started moving A LOT, so I got scared, thought it would crash but nothing happened in the end and I proceeded to another part where I was arriving to this airport, but it was actually really weird haha. I went thru this door and standing up on a stool were this tall and short guy looking at each other, as if ready for a fight, people accumulating, and another one actually closed the door, wanting the fight to start. They then looked at each other started laughing and shook their hands, so as to avoid the fight. By this time I had understood that this girl didn’t want to see me cause she really liked me and only wanted to kiss me once. If I had to relate this with RL, and the fact that I had like 2 dreams about girls, is that I tend to go out a lot so I tend to be with girls, but they also tend to act really weird, not as directly as most men do, so sometimes they can be confusing, and this has happened to me a lot.

Later on I appeared at my house, with my bro, a friend, and there was this chick sitting in my bro’s PC chair (another girl!) look at some Brasil pictures. I then realized that it was this girl I had met in Brasil in a trip I made (to be honest the woman I most connected with in my life), and I kept looking her, amazed she was sitting there, but not thinking about talking to her, just looking at her. She was looking at some guy’s pictures about Brasil, so I assumed she knew him. I might have talked to her later but I can’t remember, and then I woke up.

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Phew, as you can see, really long report. All night I tried going to sleep with positivism, relaxing, trying to avoid not being able to sleep like what happened yesterday. As it seems it also gave me some results! So I am quite happy and hope to achieve more! Maybe next time trying not to freak out so much about being in an LD haha.

Awesome!!!

Excellent job. You indeed had a genuine lucid dream using MILD technique!!! Awesome dude.

Keep focused on that amazing feeling and you will have plenty of more lucids. Keep your focus the same way you did now but add memories from that feeling. Waking up after realizing you were lucid it's a very normal while on your first steps of LD!

07/08/2010
-In one part I was with some friends trying to jump some ledges, one was a girl from my university, I was leading. They were really tall, as in really far away from the ground, so if you fell, I cant imagine what would happen haha, but we were jumping over them as if they were no problem.
-We were in some place, I met this blonde girl that was from some really weird country she was cute so then I was with her and kissed her. But, I repeat, the country she was from had a REALLY strange name.
-I was writing this name of this place in my DJ journal..only that it was in a dream lol.
-We lost a friend of mine on an insland, and another friend was in another island
-I saw Dj Contacreast, with his pals, he was similar to Ewan Mcgregor haha
-Was In ventrilo, and in there was one of my young ants I have a very good relationship with, a RL friend of mine, and a guy I play online games with.
-There were some other girls later.
-Dj Contacreast wanted to present me his sis or smthg she was bald, so I was O_O please no.
-A girl took me to her room, she was dark haired, and gave me some pills or something as we watched a movie, but it was really weird as if she wanted to drug me or something.


08/08/2010
-It was night, and it was really dark, really rainy, I couldn’t see anything. This actually happened here in RL, and it was so hard to drive. So I was trying to get to this place with this climate, and I was walking with a friend who I was guiding cause he was lost. So I just remember trying to get to some place.
-In another part I was recharging my car’s fuel, but I had no money, just 40 pesos so I charged 20 pesos normal fuel since I thought I needed the other 20 bucks for something. And this guy that charged me the fuel kept trying to offer me a place there in the gas station to put my car when I went to university, as in parking. I actually thought it was a bargain, have no clue why, since the place where I go has a place where to put the car lol.
-In the past I played World of Warcraft, so in a part I was with MANY people, trying to raid this dungeon (like RL people trying to go into a dungeon and kill some monsters, hard ones). Everyone had their real life appearance, but we went into a kind of mixed dungeon, because there were some monsters that were in one dungeon and other monsters from other dungeon. So we got in to the end where we kinda had to kill this big dragon that resembled Onyxia for anyone that played it. We were there and saw the dragon but he wouldn’t attack us, since we had to summon it with some kind of leaf or something, but we didn’t have it. I kept complaining and trying to lead and show them how it worked, since they were trying to move some stuff in the ceiling lol and it wouldn’t work. They still didn’t understand, but in the end we couldn’t summon it and then the dream ended.

Sorry for the lack of detail, the thing is during the weekend I mostly go out with friends, and drink, come back really late so being so tired its hard for me to do this during the weekend , and I really like going out with friends because it gives me relaxation after a hard week. Anyway, I'll try to focus on MILDing a lot during the week to improve results!

Nice job! At least you came with something to record! Remember to keep us posted with your focus and meditations (even if none)

Keep up with the work, please, so I can couch and help you!

Yep, had too many stuff to do. Well, my focus is kinda blurry lately, due to college, but I continue RCing and I meditate 10 minutes a day.

As regards dreams, yesterday I could remember two (take into account I could only sleep like 5.30-6 hs again due to college both nights):
-Last one I can only remember a fragment of a friend that kept insisting on going out to party but then at last minute he decided he didnt want to go.
-The other dream I was in this playground and I remember a college friend and being with other friends also. Sorry for the lack of detail but cant remember much, I also remember being my person but later on being a character from an online game called Lol where I was destroying towers with some allies in the same exact playground but then going back to my person, it was really weird haha. Anyway, I remember this college girl friend asked me about 2 girls that were there I told her they seemed bored or something like that and we went up some stairs. Cant remember much later

Today, with all honesty, I can remember almost nothing. I mean I remember this friend of mine being there with his car but nothing else.

The big problems I have to face are not having time in the morning to write down dreams so detail is forgotten with just writing simple words to remember + the problem of little sleep. I will try to sleep more and I wont let this problem defeat me I really wanna achieve this!

By the way, I am going to sleep each night repeating in my head "I am dreaming" to see if it has the same effect it had at first.

Today, the last dream I had I was in this sort of playground, but the ones where it is full of slot machines and such. I remember going there with some friends, and started played a slot machine that resembled the League of Legends game (wow does this game appear a lot in my dreams haha). Anyway, all of them had already chosen their characters, I was the last to choose, and chose according to what we needed, so I chose the character Janna. The difference with the normal Lol was that this one was first person, as if myself was immersed in it, as if I was Janna. So I was there throwing arrows (Janna doesnt do that. :/ ) and killing enemies and trying to win, and I think we even won even tho I didnt do much since I didnt understand it. In fact, I do not know how we won haha. Then I can't remember much.

The other dream consisted in me being in a room, lightly lit, as if it was a mini church or sanctuary. I remember this bald guy reading some stuff in a Bible, and suddenly I had this hunch, as if demons were approaching to attack us (yeah.... been watching to much Supernatural). So suddenly that guy kind of turns black for 1 sec, and starts standing up, to what I immediately scream "RUN!!" and a lot of our people start running, trying to avoid demons. Later on, as in change of dream part, me and the rest were sitting in the border of a pool, and the demons on the other side (yeah weird, maybe it kept em off or something). The most weird thing was that their Leader was my brother '_'. Me and my brother in the dream had this little paper things that we really liked, I dont know why, but I remember being inside the pool later on, with my brother trying to drown me, but then letting me go, and him destroying my paper thing so I try to get his and mutilate it (yeah I was really angry at that moment haha). But, suddenly, someone kind of screams that the leader had arrived, and suddenly a bull-like human appears and I immediately knew it was Lucifer and I was "Holy sh!!!". Then, luckily, the dream ended .

All I can remember of another dream is a band in a reaally dark place, with not that much people watching. Suddenly one of the guitarrist's plataforms goes up, and the other guittarrist's or bassist's plataform goes up but muuuuuch higher, like he could fall and die so it was really strange (and again a dream sign... my fear of heights not in myself but another character in my dreams). So they keep on playing, one of my friends says "wow, they are crazy haha". I can't remember anymore of that, but another fragment of possibly another dream was me looking at a window where there was this nice girl that smiled to me.

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Thats the end of my DJ today. Im trying to MILD but not getting much results, I hope I can improve We will see if the class today gives me some help !

I have never dreamed with Satan, and I am glad lol. I would dream with Satan only if I turned lucid. I would pwn him

Nice dreams!!

Let me know how your dream incubation tasks are going on, please.

Sorry Percy I had a trip, gonna keep writing from now on. Im still trying to get to the scene I've made in my mind but with no luck yet (the forest one)

17/08/10

I remember being in this rectangular place with kind of a hole/pit in the middle and on the borders people studying, and I think it was supposed to be my university. It seemed pretty dark (the dream) and I remember meeting some people there. I remember actually seeing my best friend there with me (he always is with me in college) and I remember talking to some girls that were there but I cant recall what I told me. Later on I was walking past a street outside that 'classroom' and a guy with a big beard looks at me and says "Hey are you Melkien?" and I am like "yeah, who are you?" and I kind of recall he added me to facebook or something, it was kinda strange haha but I saluted him and cant remember what we talked about later. I also remember having seen a girl from my school class whom I liked a lot.

In another dream I was in a car, with some other people (I think my best friend was also there - as if it was connected to the college thing) and we were going up a reaaaaaallyy steep road, as in if your car stopped or something you would go way down and probably suffer hahaha. Again, this is a DREAM SIGN of mine but I didnt see it, because of the height fear I have. Anyway, we were going up and up and more steeper the road became when suddenly and misteriously the car turned around and we fell into a black pit and we kept falling and falling but like we didnt die, since then I was in another place but I didnt find this weird.

Another dream I was playing online games ( like it always happens in my dreams .. haha) and I was playing League of Legends with some friends and I was using a character called Morgana. Then we wanted to change to another game called Argentum Online so we started playing I was level 5 and a friend of mine was using another character named the same as me that he already got level 35. However, I didnt find it strange that we played with the SAME name (thats impossible) or that he had leveled 7 times what I had in like 10 minutes haha. So I started using his character ( these two games I didnt see my body I was like the screen itself, watching directly at the 3d and 2d games).

Something I want to say is that I dont quite remember but I have the feeling of having RCed with the finger on nose but it didnt pass or something since I dont remember having lded but at least its a step since I RC during waking life but very little during dream life dont really know why. Also I remember having read about LD stuff in my dream, one of my first dreams.


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As regards visualization, I keep imagining and visualizing the place the forest with a lot of detail but I still dont dream it but im still gonna try ! I keep meditating every time before I go to bed

Well, today is gonna be really long, and I actually had my first real LD!!

First dream I can remember was being outside a house, the day was beautiful and the place was like a country club or somerthing, really nice, when this girl, more of mexican girl comes out of the house, salutes me and tells me she is the owner's daughter, I mean the house where I was to stay while I did university. So I go inside and meet the 3 guys that I was gonna stay with, but I didnt like them they were kinda freaky and weird haha. Anyway I saluted them, and I remember them appearing later on once or twice in the dream but I didnt get a friendship on with them and I think they didn't like me either. I also remember meeting the girl's mother later on and she was also mexicanish, black tied hair, good person.

I also remember being in the university later, it was strange as there was this ramp that took you into the class, a giant class with different classes but too small to be a university. So I had lots of classes to go to, a lot of introductions, but I remember missing most of them (as I do in real life haha since I get summaries and stuff later). One of them was Accounting, one I actually have now and have to do homework about after this :p. I also remember having History since a friend of mine from real life university, I cant remember who, tells me I had to go to certain History class or the one that didnt go would get a 0, so I decide to go (I wasnt going to assist if it wasnt for this).

Also remember seeing my school headmaster or something like that dont know how to put it in english but its the same idea, he was there and we were all in a line like formation to the flag or something. I did really good in school in the past, like I studied a lot, so I was always a good student. However, with this not going to classes in real life I think has actually changed my mentality haha but I still study my university is hard. So during this formation this guy tells me to go and tells me I was talking so I have to stand still beside him. Later on he just tells me not to worry and lets me go, as if his idea of doing something to me had left his mind. I also remember later on being on a side of a platform in the same big room, where I was with this jacket, school jacket used for formations and I always held the flag cause I had high grades. But, again, due to me not going my mind just kinda seemed to change :p and saw this girl in replace of myself, a girl that already had been carrying the flag with me in the first place so I didnt understand how she could replace me. And, moreover, carrying flag in university doesnt exist in university here and Ive finished school for 2 years now!

I also remember seeing a facebook post where this girl from the orient posted. Its a girl I have in facebook, I have NO clue why but she posted on it and something really weird in spanish so I was 'WTF?' haha.

In another dream I was in this bar, cant remember its composition, but I remember seeing this really weird dude, little and obscure-ish and this couple. I remember talking to them about a girl and the little guy talking to them. The little man also talked to me before but I cant remember what he wanted to achieve haha. It was night and in a city. Inside the bar I found my mom that came crying to me (she cries a lot haha but she's good I'm more of the son that helds her when she cries and talks to her. Like she is kind of emotionally volatile sometimes ). Inside the bar there seems to be an opening and I go in there with a girl friend and a friend, and then we seem to know there is a snake and that we have to get to the end to win. So it was really dark, and we were afraid, we kept going and this girl friend fell once and we kept screaming to her to come back to the ledge, which she does, I jump over the snake which bites me MINIMALLY and I sort of kill the snake somehow by the jump and get to the end, winning. This girl friend of mine tells me she could also do it and next thing Im watching at a screen of her doing a similar 'dungeon' but much bigger, so I tell her it had to be the real dungeon or something like that (Zelda, anyone?). I also remember being in a pool later on with a brown thing probably the same snake. There were a lot of people in the pool and I think they wanted to kill it or grab something cant remember but in a part it almost got to me and I was really scared.

One of the last dreams I had was the LD!! I found myself in this ocean starting, or sea dunno, but with borders since it was the start of it like in a town (example: venetia to get the idea of water with borders). So I was there swimming and normally I would be REALLY scared, and thats a DREAM SIGN, like really scared of sharks and stuff. But I suddenly realized THIS IS A DREAM! dont ask me how cause I dont know haha but I didnt even RC, I should have and thought of it but didnt cause I was swimming -_-'. As soon as I realized it was a dream I swam and embraced the water, sharks appeared, etc but I wasnt afraid, and I just swam. Next thing I imagine a different scenario, like kinda grassy and stuff I close my eyes open them and I am there! And then I actually want to practice flying and I start doing it! like very little but I actually flew. Honestly Im so happy about this since I really needed to have this real first LD to keep me motivated ! After trying to fly and flying like 5 seconds I woke up and clearly remembered this.

So, I'm gonna keep practising and even going to try to achieve the LD with visualizing!

Kinda grassy?

That might be a forest! Do you remember how the place was?

Good job with your LD!! The more you have, the more will come.

Hehe thanks!. Actually the place was a grassy place like outside my university, it didnt seem like a forest exactly, but more of a garden seemed close tho! maybe it was the visualization but in a partially changed scenario.

Btw today's dreams I cant rmember much, mainly a highway where I would go with the car and a friend of mine, the same highway repeated a lot (its a part of the highway here going to the centre of Buenos Aires, where there is like this bigg curve) and this friend insisting me a lot on stopping at a McDonalds lol.

Im back to writing in my journal, was too busy with some stuff !

I haven't had any LDs since the last one.

In one dream today I was in a sort of bank, and I saw Dean from supernatural, its to blurry but I think I was his bro, Sam, from Supernatural. We didn't do much, except that in one part we kinda had to take food from inside a person, why!?!?!? I have no clue!

In another dream I was in my backyard, and I have this little soccer field, with 2 small goals. However, now a days one of them is turned around to another part and the other isn't there anymore but I didn't recall that in my dream. So I was there with some friends, and I remember telling em I had to leave since I had a trip, but one of them decided to stay for some time anyways.

I then remember another part where I was in this sort of creepy room with 3 beds and 2 school friends (finished school 2 years ago) and we were deciding which beds each of us would get. I had various dreams where I saw my school friends, I cant recall many of them thought but I feel them being there.

In another dram I was in this sort of station with water underneath where we wanted to get in a submarine shuttle to examine. I dont know why but I launched myself in and pressed the button without the suit so everyone got really angry (my school friends) and told me they had to bring me back up haha but I think I just off it and swam since the water was shallow in this dark dark place with lights in the bottom.

I cant remember anything else, but Im gonna focus on getting LD's again!

Today in a dream I was with my mom and she took me to this sort of Disney Land but with only 1 or 2 massive games haha. One was like this big dog or something and it had a rope in the middle. The fun consisted in climbing it and getting to the top get into its mouth and drop through a slide it had inside. I am still wondering how that can be considered fun when the rope took you like 800 metres up (dream sign:.....fear of heights). And there was this platform down there that helped you in case you dropped, but I guess dropping 800 metres wouldnt be nice lol. So me and mom start climbing and we both get there but eventually by that time the dream kinda changes. I am with some school friends in a very similar place and a guy is using something to look like a clown in the mirrors..yeah really weird and we keep looking at him.

Later on I remember being in a rugby match with some school friends, I think we were playing for something. I can't remember with much detail but I know I get it once and I pass it and then run, we eventually win. I remember it being against another school since, when we finished, they gave us pass cards to their schools with our pictures stuck in em (wtf?).

I also remember this specific school friend I haven't seen for a while cause we were friends and then he became to annoying. We were in some sort of mall or something talking about girls I think...cant quite recall.

Later on I remember being with the same school friends in a sort of raft (Lost, anyone?) and we were trying to find something, but that dream lasted too little I cant recall much /.

I also have other parts I remember. For instance, one I remember being in this room with 2 of my actual and current friends and we were preparing dinner and watching some TV show. I think by now the creepy dream had started. I have the feeling we were waiting for something, like trying to survive to some monsters, since we were all hidden and this person kept appearing to help me, every time with a different body since he was always eliminated but for some reason still survived and could change bodies.

That's all I can remember. im actually not getting LD's and I dont think mild aint working, its just me being to occupied to dedicate that time to it. But! I really wanna achieve it so Im gonna start applying it again ^^