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Originally Posted by Raspberry

Qhy the fuck do i havfe to refresh the pagre after i take too long to make a [ost AAAAAAAHHHHHHH il probably have a lucid coz im driniing MAYBE I AM LUCID REALISY CHECK RIGHT NOW hm hm hm maybe maybe maybe we shal see in the morning shall we is it morning? eh oh eh oh AH

I love you guys

really
really really
really

*hugs* <3

Oh my.

tonight

basiccally since i have alcohol in my system is should probably get a mucid tonight. Usually do. Obviously I'm not using this as an induction tevhnique that would be too unhealthy.... Sorry firt the language guys im toooooo tired at leastr ill sleep. My brother got back tonight threw a little 'do for him Night nighit i'l update in the morning it is fridayh after all everything should be good

|sweet dreams all

basiccally since i have alcohol in my system is should probably get a mucid tonight.

I want a mucid D:

Originally Posted by MadMonkey

I want a mucid D:

Lol sorry about my terrible spelling... I got one though!

Um *cough* Basically last night my brother got back and I had some drink (lightweight). This almost always makes me lucid (mucid? ). I did get lucid, with quite a few false awakenings. Sorry for the awful spelling....

Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid Vivid-Semi-Lucid

I'm in my room. Lauren is here too, a girl from school who I really don't like. She's sitting on my bed, my open laptop next to her, she's looking at my iTunes. I narrow my eyes and take the laptop out of my room. We're both in some sort of group. We leave for a meeting.

I'm in a large, white hall. There are many shadows and pools of water, the rest of the "group" are here too. I really don't like these girls. They crowd round and start shouting at me. I get angry and leave. I seem to remember about lucidity, and start running. As I run, I take in details and rub my hands together.

I stop suddenly, newly aware of my surroundings. Trees are around me, but this place is familiar. There's a man in a long, black jacket standing with his back to me. I shout to him and he turns. I stick my tongue out and he does too, it's the tongue of a snake. I laugh, but he remains serious.

I wake up in my bed. Something's not right though... I look at my hands. Nothing's wrong with them. Maybe they're a little paler, my fingers not so long. I count them, yup, the right amount. I plug my nose and can breathe. Still, I want to make sure. I get up and head to the bathroom, swtiching on the light. I grab my jacket and throw it into the air, willing it to float. It does and I grin.

I go back through to my room and open my curtains. It's dark outside. I decide to act god and open the window, getting onto the windowsill and leaning over. "Give me light!" I shout, as loudly as I can. Lightning streaks through the dark clouds. I hear dim laughter and know that Katie is here, somewhere in the sky. "Not that kind of light. Make the sun rise!" I slowly watch the sun come up over the horizon, bathing everything in gorgeous orange light.

I fly round to the front of my house. Only, i'm in a different town. It's mine. I point to the ground and will a skyscraper to appear. Nothing happens. Katie flies down to me, blond hair getting in her face. She looks like some kind of fairie. "Sure you have the control for something like that?" She grins. I scowl, hell yes!

Next time I look round, there it is. A circular skyscraper, grey, not as tall as I'd like... I fly to the top and stand on the edge, staring over everything. Then I jump. I land on a billboard, but it doesn't hurt at all. Katie purses her lips. "Hey, is Asher around?" I ask her quietly. She shrugs, avoiding the question. I guess I'll have to look for him.

A DC runs up to me. He has light brown hair and sun-kissed skin. He's babbling something about winning £100000. Suddenly alarms are going off and people are running. Katie's disappeared to whatever place in the sky she came from. The DC is all up in my face, trying to drag me to "safety". I think he thinks I''m his girlfriend or something. I slap his hands off me. He's begging me to give him another chance or something, asking me to wait until he grabs his things. The dream slowly fades.

There was probably more, I just can't remember it.

I'm sure I had some pretty epic dreams last night but unfortunatly I only remember fragments

So the first dream I remember, I think I was some sort of vampire. I can only remember myself after I'd wakened, groggily thinking "I'll remember it in the morning... Vampire..." and that's it .

The second dream however, was a little creepy. I'd searched for something for a loooooong time and finally found it. It was two pieces of a puzzle really. One was a sheet of paper with "Ashta" (or something like that) written on it and the other was a map, with similar words. There was a guy with me who was helping me keep them away from my dad because apparently when you fit the two together it's extremely dangerous.

So for some reason I'm in the bath (fully clothed, it's empty) and my dad comes in and is all like "where's the paper hunny". And when I don't give it to him he goes apeshit. Like, "I think he's going to kill me" apeshit (my dad has anger issues). So suddenly I'm watching this silver marble and it looks a bit like the screen for guitar hero. Only I've to dodge (I'm controlling the marble, which is the paper in a "different state") the things flying past me. I fail and expect the world to blow up in front of my eyes but my dad just shrugs and tells me if I don't want to give it to him there's no need.

There's so much more that's just on my mind but I can't remember... I think I was flying at one point.

Once again just fragments last night. I was at some large social gathering. A guys girlfriend leaves the room and suddenly it's just the two of us. He comes onto me but I push him away since I know he's taken. His girlfriend comes back in and they get in a fight, he's a bit of an asshole really.

The next dream, I'm in India. The world is in chaos, goverment-wise. I think we're being invaded by aliens or something because I get into a huge metal spaceship and get put under lock-down. I remember pushing through crowds and eventually pretty much passing out in a corner somewhere with the white polar bear teddy (it sits on my bed at home) clutched in my arms.

I woke up pretty tired. I'm going to bed now (10p.m) and hopefully I'll sleep well and get some awesome dreams!

Fragments.... again. Basically this woman is telling me about a friend she knows who just got divorced yadahyadah. I'm like "Hey, me too." and we yap on about that for awhile. Then my dad comes in and wants to measure my BMI and when I refuse, he shouts "You're too skinny!!" and then my alarm wakes me up -_-

I was really tired for the rest of the day.

Sorry, the past few days I've been busy. But I have two weeks holiday, so I'll be sleeping alot (I plan on staying up really late tonight and getting up early tomorrow so that I can get my patterns on track). I stayed over at a friends last night so I didn't write my dream down. But I remember I was staying at this place for a school trip. It was dark and this guy from one of my classes switched the light on and blinded me. Then I get this crazy phonecall from a drunk friend (which actually happened last night).

I KNOW I've also not been writing my dreams out all long and detailed like I usually do. But I'll start again soon, I promise

September 19th 2010

Switch - Good and Evil

Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid

I realise, there's a switch on my right hand. It isn't actually there, but I can feel it with my fingers. It slides, obviously analogue. I wonder what it does?

There are trees around me, along with what looks like shops. I slide the switch over to the left. Everything brightens, lines are smoother, people smile at me. I slide it to the right. My vision smudges, lines darken, the smiles drop off of their faces as quickly as they came. I set it back to normal.

I realise I have a job to do, but I can't remember what. There's a wall to my right, too high to climb. I run up it instead, and peer over. The drop below is much further than what I ran. If I fall, I die. But there are ledges, suspended over the space. Large, muscular men guard them. How can I get past?

I slowly turn the switch to the right, but not all the way. Everything darkens again. As soon as I jump down to the first ledge, one of the men grabs me, snarling, and throws me off. I don't die, I don't even hit the ground. In fact, I'm exactly where I was before, crouching over the edge of the wall. I flick the switch to the left. The men let me jump from ledge to ledge, although some look like they're thinking off throwing me off. I feel like i'm in a videogame.

When I get to the floor, I don't take very much in. There's a sofa that I walk to, and see my friend sitting there. I become slightly lucid, and flick the switch all the way to the left. My friend grabs a sheet of paper and draw a light sketch of wings on it. What does she mean? I fly onto the wall again, and face the forest. I flick the switch all the way to the right.

Instantly, I wish I hadn't. Every outline is dark and smudged, the world turns grey, there are shadows everywhere. It's as if I've entered a nightmare. The beautiful forest goes up in flames. People are marching out of it, screaming at me, holding weapons. I forget the switch and run.

Stalker

For some reason there's a shop under my school. I walk down the dark, damp passageway leading up to it, I really hope it isn't some scary cellar. But luckily, when I get there, it's not. There are clothes everywhere. I remember I needed to buy boots for the winter, and head to the shoe section. After getting rather bored, and getting sick of looking at leather, I quickly go into a changing room to change.

When I get out, I'm wearing a silky pink, strapless dress that goes down to above the knee. I wear dark pink heels to match. For some reason, I can't walk very well in them (which is odd because I can walk fine in heels. Practice makes perfect, right!?) . I budge past the people blocking my way and head out a door opposite the one I came through. I'm in a theatre!

The seats are slanted as they go up so everyone can see. But at a very steep angle. I'm so high up that if I get out of my seat wrong, imma die. I literally need to curve my legs under me to hop onto the floor from my seat. Somehow, whiles i'm puzzling over this, the show ends.

[Dream skip - A few minutes] I'm back in my normal clothes (jeans and t-shirt) and i'm walking home. Ethan calls me from behind. Shit. This guy pretty much stalks me (I'm being serious guys, LOL ) . I don't say anything. Goddammit, why am I still wearing these heels? I can't get away from him fast enough. He gets pissed off pretty fast and pulls out a bow and a sheath of arrows. Because he's so hardcore...

I notice he's got a "friend" up ahead who's done the same thing. Now they're trying to shoot me. I kick off the stupid heels and run for it. Somehow I'm faster than usual, but there's still a chance I get hit. Luckily, I don't.

Transformation

Note: This one really creeped me out. I woke up with a really awful feeling because it was a late REM stage so it was vivid too. Basically, I watched a really sweet girl turn into this evil blood-thirsty monster. Like nothing you've ever seen before. Go watch the recent Starwars Sith thingy and you'll understand.

For some reason, I think my room is a pirate ship. And it's the room in my old house, which I haven't been in for three years. I'm in my "ship" when a innocent looking, blonde girl comes in. She's smaller than me, with deep blue eyes and shoulder length hair, with a full fringe. She looks unhappy for some reason. She tells me that she needs to save her mother. That her mum's been taken and she needs to get her back. Her name is Kate. I tell Kate to come back tomorrow, and we'll go get her mother.

[Dream skip - The next day] I'm in the ship, when Kate swings in (literally, on a piece of rope hanging from the hall outside. Don't ask me why ). She's got black eyeliner on, and has gelled her fringe back. She's enthusiastic, which is good. We get going.

To move the "ship" we sway from side to side. I watch the ship from third person but can still feel my body. We go down my street and onto the road. Kate shouts at me a couple of times because apparently I'm steering wrong.

[Dream skip - Unknown] We're close to where Kate's mother is. She's slowly changing. Her hair is now long, and dark auburn in colour. Her eyes are turning a brownish shade. Shadows are lining her eyes. We don't speak. I don't trust her.

We're walking along a meadow, in the middle of a forest. Suddenly, Kate turns to me. She screams that I've led her to the wrong place. That I'm trying to kill her. Her body keels over, and she starts retching. I think she's going to be sick. Her chest puffs up, and suddenly, hair is coming out her throat. It's still attatched to something inside her. She grabs a knife from her belt and hacks at it furiously. When she's finished, she grins at me, evily. I have the feeling she might try to kill me in the most brutal way possible. Her hair is now shorter, and spikey. Her eyes are red.

Something rustles in the bushes. She does a backflip and stabs something. She drags him out of the bushes and laughs as she stabs him again and again. I stare in horror. What has happened to her? She's out of control.

[Dream skip - Unknown] I'm sitting, alone, in my ship/room. I can't get over what a monster Kate is. I still see her red eyes and sharpened teeth. Blood splashed over her, with a mad glint in her eye. I seek knowledge to how this happened. Instantly, a voice in my head tells me to look to the Corners, the Shadows. I do. I look at the shadow and corners of my ship, and hear a voice.

The voice tells me she is a lost soul. That she always has been, I just didn't see it at first. In my mind, he replays our first meeting. I stand, watching myself and Kate talk. Now I notice the way she stands. Close, uptight, analyzing everything I say. Calculating. But from my first glance, she was just someone who needed help.

Then as she swings into the ship. I thought she was enthusiastic, now I know all she wanted was blood. She was after everything and anything out there. She probably lied about her mother. She was always the murdering psychopath, I just hadn't seen it. It was all a disguise. I watch as she slowly reveals her true form. I watch her eyes slightly darken everyday, the shadows around them grow more prominant, her teeth sharpen to points.

Finally, the Shadow leaves me to dwell on these thoughts.

I look up, and her eyes are set on my. Blood is dripping from her finger tips. I know her secrets, now I have to die.

Had a shit sleep last night. My dad's noticed so he bought me a lavander air freshner plug-in for my room. I hope it works! I should just run more to tire myself out.

Hugs

Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid

I'm in a lakehouse. It smells damp, everything seems to have lost colour. I walk around slowly, listening to the creak of wood. I'm on a second or third floor.

Lauren is behind me. I snarl at her, she's such a bitch. She laughs and grabs a bag from my shoulder, which I didn't even know was there. She turns to Amy, and laughs again. She's pissing me off, but alos upsetting me. I glare at her and storm towards another room. There's a man selling cookies. I grab one, and leave without paying. I ignore him when he shouts after me.

I feel like ripping Laurens fake, bleach blonde extensions out at the roots. Ugh, everything about her screams artificial.

Instead, I run down the stairs. I ball my hands up into fists and hold back tears. She upsets me just by being here. Now I notice the lake. It's the one I go to for my jogs. I smile because the sun is setting and it's so pretty. I walk along the edge, careful not to fall in.

I notice a figure, standing watching me on top of the water. I think I recognise him... Wait! I do! He's Paul (My almost boyfriend *winks*). I smile and shout to him to catch me. He grins and holds his arms out. I take a running jump off of the edge and land in them. He quickly sweeps my legs up so I don't get my feet wet. I close my eyes and he pulls me close. I can kind of still see though. *Sigh* It's so nice. But soon, he says he needs to go. So he carries me over to the edge, and I watch him leave.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!

I seem incapable of writing my dreams down as soon as I wake up -_- JUST DO IT KOR! *Rant over*

*Coughs* anyway *coughs* I had three dreams last night. One I can't remember because I didn't write it down (grrr....), one I only remember fragments, it was lucid, but I didn't write it down (rawrr....) and the last I DO remember because I got up afterwards

I think the first one was something to do with frappacinos. It's just what comes to mind. And bathes aswell... meh.

OH! First I want to explain my lucidness thingy (Awake, semi, etc). Semi-Lucid: I have become lucid in the dream, I know I'm dreaming, but the dream isn't very vivid and I don't act like myself. Vivid-semi-lucid : I am almost completely lucid (like 100% which I've never had before... meh). The dream is vivid and when I'm dreaming I think I'm completely lucid. But when I wake up I realise that no, I wasn't.

My lucidness is progressively getting better. Last nights was probably the most vivid it's ever been, so I'm pretty annoyed at myself because I didn't write it down...

My WBTBs seem to be really effective. Last night, I didn't get out of bed, I stayed up for about 3-4 minutes, done 2 reality checks, focused on some mantras, done some maths and imagined myself becoming lucid. Then I fell asleep and BAM! lucid. From the beginning of it (I became lucid in my room, as usual, as my WBTBs seem to go...). I'm actually thinking "why do I need to learn to WILD when I can get (almost - still working on it) lucid after five minutes from the beginning of a dream? And now I'm thinking: Why the hell don't I do more WBTBs? It's the obvious thing to do.

I'll write down the fragments I remember. Not promising they'll be in order:

Vivid-Semi-Lucid

I become lucid in my bedroom as usual. It's also dark, which isn't a change. God... I hate it how all of my lucids are dark, I'm always trying to find a light. I cross the room, and decide to RC anyways, just in case. I pinch my nose and breathe, haha, I love that feeling! Then I flip my light switch several times. Nothing. I remember that I need to stablize the dream, so I start touching the walls with my fingertips, and breathing in the scent. Ok, I'm ready.

I cross to the door and open it, when I walk into my hall, I think; "Why am I doing everything the normal way? And how come I always spend almost all my lucids outside my house?" So I decide to try spinning, which i've never done before, to change the dreamscene. I picture a green forest in my mind, and spin. I almost make it to the forest, but somehow I stop and nothing changes. Dammit! So I go back into my room. I smile at my blinds and dive through them. This is where I can't quite remember what I done. I think I started singing a song by the Pretty Reckless. I remember searching for Asher, and I think I saw him, but he moved away So I went off. I remember kissing someone, not sure who they were. He was blonde I think. I think I was swinging around on a piece of rope for awhile... And then fell of and thought "When I wake up, I'm gonna be pretty amazed at how clear this dream is."

And that's all I remember. Onto dream no. 3!

There's some sort of war going on, and I'm taking refuge in my school. There are people from neighboring schools here too. I'm in the hall outside the girls toilets. My friend, Thomas, is here! He's not meant to be here, he joined the army. Then I realise he's part of the troops sent here to protect us. I smile at him sadly and he squeezes my hand reassuringly.

"Hey, wanna go on a tour?" I ask him, because I can't stand being around these frightened people any longer. Goddammit just say yes so we can get out of here...

Thankfully, he does. The teachers decide to take some of the pupils from other schools too, to calm them down a bit. So we head off. The halls are pretty boring. But they look dark, sad and abandoned. A floor is all lit up though. "This is my favourite floor." I tell him, because it's wide spaced, with chairs and tables set to the sides. Then we go up to B floor.

None of us can get in there. Only first years can fit in because that's what this floor is used for... Strange. Obviously IRL I have classes on B floor. Lets cheer for Physics! (not...) I try to fit in, but it's impossible. When Thomas manages to haul me out, the teachers and pupils are gone. We giggle to ourselves, this has just become so much more fun. He grabs me and throws me over his shoulder. I slap his back, but I laugh because it's funny. I'm just glad I'm wearing jeans. He carries me back down to where the girls toilets are.

There are teachers there, and they're not happy with us. They bark at Thomas to put me down. He does, and I see that he's pissed off. Then water lands on him from the cieling. The teachers stalk off. Now he's really annoyed. He peels off his dripping shirt, and I look away, a little embarrassed. He's so annoyed that he doesn't notice. "I'm off to hit the shower." He mumbles. I groan, but head off to the main hall where I know everyone else will be.

When I get there, there are less pupils, but a hell of a lot of parents. What's my mum doing here!? Aww great... Now i'm self-concious. I go and find my friends, and sit down. Teachers had us each a candle and tell us to balance them on our heads. I balance mine easily and soon everyone else follows suit. The parents laugh and cheer. A microphone gets passed around, asking each pupil something. When it gets to me, a teacher says "Anything you'd like to mention?"

"Ummm..." I don't know what to say. My mum catches my eye and smiles. Her hair looks pretty today. "I'm just glad my mum isn't blonde."

Somehow, this is the funniest thing everyone's heard all day. The stress is forgotten and everyone laughs hysterically. I join in, a little nervous. People go to my mum and compliment her hair, which is a light brown and sleek to her shoulders. Aaron catches my eye and raises his eyebrows, a smirk on his face. I hold back a laugh as I realise his hair is almost white-blonde. Shit, is he angry? No, he laughs too. I sigh in relief, maybe things are going to be okay.

Getting back on track now...

Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid

I'm in my school main hall, and the rest of my year is here, along with a few others I don't recognise... Wait, but I do! It's Draco Malfoy out of Harry Potter! (Guess what I watched the other night). He looks really sad, and torn up. I can't help but feel a little sympathetic for him.

Rows of chairs are set up on each side of the hall, facing inwards. There's a gap in the middle. Each person is given their on broomstick. I get on mine, and find that I'm a natural. This is awesome! I zoom around the hall and then fly back down to my seat. This is a test, two people will be chosen to follow certain instructions that will take them to a great treasure, apparently. One of the professors shout my name and I know I've been chosen. Draco is on his broom, trying to get noticed, but another girl is chosen instead.

She comes up to me, and I recognize her as Shannon (I don't actually know this girl in real life). She glares at me, she's in Slytherin and I'm in Griffindor. Perfect match... not. She's the same height as me, with strawberry blonde hair,pale skin and large grey eyes. She turns and leaves.

[Dream skip - The next hour] We've to start following the instructions immedietly. I don't know where I got them from, but they're in my mind like a list. First, we've to get to the room that can take us to the old hotel. I find Shannon in the quad and we head off to find it. We politely talk to each other, and agree that our houses shouldn't hold us back. Doesn't mean we trust eachother though, she's a little cold with me.

[Dream skip - Unknown] I'm in the building that can take us to the hotel. Why? I don't know. We should have just gone straight to the hotel, although maybe they wouldn't have let us in.

The room we're in is large and airy. There's a large circular table in the middle, with a man lying on it with an electric guitar. Suddenly I'm back in the quad. What? I can't be here! I focus my mind and then I'm back in the other room.

"Where the hell did she go? We need her!" Shannon is shouting to the man on the table. He wipes a tear away from his cheek and says that I'm gone for good. But I'm right here! It dawns on me that I'm invisible. Is this a test? I climb up onto the table and start playing the guitar. I only know a few chords, but it's enough to let them know I'm here. Suddenly they can see me. The man leads us to another room and tells us we can get to the hotel from here. I think he's gone mad, but he leaves and shuts the door tightly behind him.

"How are we going to get to the hotel from here??" I moan. We're in some sort of laundry room. There are piles of dirty clothes everywhere, and it's small and cramped. There's a large window though, and Shannon heads over to peer through it.

"We jump." She says, and then throws herself out of the window.

I stand completely still for a moment, eyes wide, and then run to the wind and lean out. Somehow the roof of the hotel is no longer there, and I'm staring down into a pool room. There's a splash, and I know Shannon landed in the pool. But it's so far away! I hold out my finger to the pool and can't see it anymore.

You can do anything in dreams. This thought runs through my head. Yeah ok, but that's dreams we're talking about. It does make me semi-lucid though. How am I supposed to land in that goddamn pool? I don't think about it anymore, and just jump. I flail for a few seconds, and the wind catches me. I manage to steer myself towards the pool. It stings slightly when I hit it, but other than that I'm fine.

I come up gasping for air. It was cool but scary at the same time. We stare at eachother for a moment, and then burst out laughing. We swim over to eachother and give eachother a hug, laughing hysterically. We have a small water fight, and I realise we're going to be great friends. Climbing out the pool, my t-shirt and jeans clinging to me, I take a look around. Part of the instructions says there's going to be a pool party. I guess that's here. The place is deserted though... It's dimly lit, and rather grey.

An Italian waiter comes in with a trolley. We freeze for a moment, because we're trespassing. But he's friendly. We ask if there's any parties going on, and he points us in the right direction. We go through a door and into a corridor. It's warm and plush looking. With a thick red carpet and wooden panelled walls. A lot nicer than that pool room. We cautiously walk through it, and soon people are everywhere. I thought the party was supposed to be in another room?

Shannon stops a guy and asks about the party. He says that one's just finished, and people are either going to Starucks or the pool. We head back to the pool.

Music's blaring and people are having a good time. I've dried off so I don't want to jump in again, Shannon agrees with me. Instead we stop someone serving food and ask about the treasure. She hands us a slice of pizza instead, with a straw stuck in it. What are we supposed to do, suck it up the straw? No thanks... I put it back down. My head feels fuzzy. Shannon notices and looks concerned.

I'm in a small cramped blue room. A bed faces the door, with a couple of children in it. They look scared to death, shivering and staring at the door, quilt up to their noses. They obviously can't see me. This feels strange, I know it hasn't happened yet and that i'm just getting glimpses. The door opens and a girl walks in. It's me! But I look different. My hair is y natural brown, I'm more tanned and my eyes are hazel. I have a green thorn tiara on. The other me slowly walks to the end of the bed.

"What did the fairy god mother tell you about magic?" She asks gently. The children gulp and one of them speaks up.

"That not all magic is good magic." She says, shuddering.

"That's right." The green tiara turns into bull horns, and her eyes go bright red. She smiles and her teeth are sharp and pointed. My eyes widen.

Then I'm back in the pool room, in the middle of a party, with Shannon shaking me roughly. "Let's go get a frappacino." I mutter. We head to Starbucks.

Unfortunatly a guy outside says he got the last chocolate cream. He sips on it, and winks. My day just gets better and better... Not. I go to the library, Shannon doesn't come with me.

I recognize some people from my class here too. I pick up books and put them down again. I come ups beside Josh and realise he's singing. I listen and then smile, it's my favourite song. I sing along with him. Shannon appears and hands me a book. It's a book about us and our quest to find the treasure. Well, the only thing we got was a slice of pizza each. Meh.

A wall starts coming down from the cieling. Josh goes to one side of it and I go to the other. I tell him to come to this side but he doesn't. The walls close in around me. They're blue.

I'm back in the room with the kids. Shit, any minute the other me is gonna turn up and spoil everything. I grab one of the sheets from the bed and turn it inside out, then try and block the door off. I hear sounds outside. Looking to the other wall, I realize the other me is going to blast her way through the wall. Too bad kids, I'm out of here...

That's funny, my brother was watching HP 6 when I started reading your Harry Potter related dream .
I often have dreams in which I'm a wizard attending Hogwarts, or a mixture of Hogwarts and my real life school xD

Aww, yeah my school was Hogwarts. I saw the recent one the other day, it's awesome!

Whew! It's been a long time. I was taking a break as usually that helps, but instead my recall went all over the place and I've had about 2 lucids in the past month. So, back to dream journalling and other shtuff...

At the moment it's kinda impossible to do my whole detailed colour-coded thingy because my dream recall is currently in the worst state it's ever been I heard that apple juice works but i'm kinda snowed in! This is good though, I sleep more Decided to ditch my regular alarm, it jolts me awake so my dreams go straight out of my head. I'll use my ipod now! I'm also gonna get off (or on haha) my ass and do some meditation of some sort, since apparently that helps awareness and I need all the awareness I can get right now. Plus, I think it's kinda cool

Summing up my dreams of the past month - As usual there have been plenty of meadows, forests and trees (dream signs). Books have turned up quite frequently, as have trespassing haha. The other night I dreamed of demons and I swam through a sea of bones, it was also the colour of chicken soup. Not nice AT ALL; I almost drowned. Ummmm... I've been paralysed a few times, last time a shadowy figure was hanging around so I dragged myself out of that one. I should realise that since I CAN do that I should just keep on dreaming. I was doing my wierd both-person view at that time though.

Last night I dreamed that my dad bought me a caramel frappacino (I always seem to be dreaming about frappacinos... Now I want one). Except my favourite is chocolate cream so I went to get it changed. When I got there they put powder in my hair and told me to make it myself. Then I turned 'round and my physics teacher was there. He said he was going to be taking my piano lesson. I watched my friend Gary play piano (he was amazing, doesn't actually play IRL) and sat there gob-smacked... (Tries to remember). I also talked to this guy at a bar but then woke up. Meh.

Now I have my DJ beside my bed again, I'm going to bed at the same time each night (10:20, holy sdafkjgh!?), and I'm doing WBTBs. I'll restart updating again Sweet dreams

Its funny because a lot of people have been having harry potter dreams latly because of the new movie. I saw it sunday it was great!

Yeah, my friends and I went a wee bit Harry Potter crazy the week before the movie came out.

Dreams for today! So I got up at 7:30 for school but there's still a shit-tonne of snow which means no school so I went straight back to bed (after jotting down some notes from previous dreams) and slept in until about 9 and dozed until 10 (lazy I know).

Smoke

Awake Non-Lucid

I'm in my maths class, possibly the class I hate the most. I don't like the subject, I don't like the teacher, or the old, cold classroom, or the bitchy people. Ms. Stone has given us a "task" to do that differs from out usual routine of textbook questions and past papers. We've to work in groups... Ugh. I get into a group of about 4 with the people who sit around me.

Then there's a power cut. I can't see anything! I feel around with my hands and come across Stuart. He thinks I'm feeling him up and grabs me, but I slap him away. I sit down, feeling very annoyed, and inhale a mouthful of smoke. I realise Kirsty is sitting smoking next to me. I choke a little bit, and turn my face away. You may want lung cancer, but I certainly don't.

The lights flicker back on. Whilest Ms. Stone goes over and shouts at Kirsty for smoking in the school, I move to the other side of the classroom. The head of department is sitting there, and she eagerly starts talking to me about her pregnancy. I nod and agree whilest thinking "I've never been pregnant, so no, I don't understand how you feel..."

She pulls a dog out from behind her back sim style, then gives it to me. I d barely have my arms out before she dumps what I think is a terrier on me. It's so heavy! I feel weighed down. And, oh wait, shit, it's paralysed me again. The dream fades as i realise.

Search for a Frappacino

I'm outside my local shopping centre ("mall") rollerskating towards the entrance. I'm going really fast and it's really fun! Soon I'm inside, and the smooth floor makes me go much faster. I blur by people busy shopping, and pass a sign that says "Coffee £10.10". Perfectly reasonable. I wonder why no one else is rollerskating and decide to make this a regular thing. The coffee sign has made me want a chocolate cream frappacino, so I head off to find Starbucks.

It takes all my concentration to NOT skate into people. But I accidently do. He's holding chocolate cakes that land straight on my chest. Oh great, I'm so embarrassed and as I pick myself up I give him the finger for laughing at me. Forgetting I have cake all over my t-shirt, I skate off. I seem to go in a loop, and find myself back with cake-boy. He sees me and eagerly starts telling his friend about the cake incident. He seems to turn black and white, and then I skate to the cafe beside him.

I shoot him evils as I order a frappacino, sipping on it angrily and plotting how to get back at him. He sees me looking and hold out two water-melons. Even though I'm angry, I can't help but laugh.

Piano School

I've gone to a college that specialises in piano playing. To celebrate, me and two other girls decide to go out to dinner. They take me to a fancy, dimly lit restraunt that is very expensive.

[Dream skip - after dinner] We're still in the restraunt, and it's time to pay the bill. £500? I don't have that kind of money. "Run for it?" I ask the girls. They laugh and say they'll take care of it. A man sitting on a booth behind us introduces himself as Henry. I realise one of the girls has taken his card and used it to pay the bill. Oh shit.

The school found out about "my" stealing Henry's credit card. What!? That wasn't me! They tell me I'm not allowed to play piano anymore. So I sit in the small practice room and watch the others play instead. They don't talk to me because apparently I'm not worthy of their attention. It feels like the caste system and I am "untouchable".

I'm on a plane now, but the teacher has told me to talk to no one because I'm not allowed. When she leaves I almost immedietly start to talk to the guy behind me. He asks why I've been treated this way and i promise to tell him later when we're off of the plane. He invites me to walk to the cinema with him and his little sister.

As we walk he tells me about his little sister and how it's his job to take care of her. When he's finished I make sure no ones around (I notice the girls lurking around in the shadows, but change direction) I tell him about the credit card incident and how I got the blame for it, even though it wasn't my fault. He listens and tells me it's ok, that people will realise i didn't do it soon enough. He invites me to dinner but when I notice it's the same one i was in before, I tell him I'll pass. He smiles and walks in, holding his sisters hand.

£10.10 for coffee and £500 for a meal? Apparently my mind thinks that food should cost a bomb

Last night I remembered three dreams but didn't record two of them (dammit) so I only have my most recent one to share.

I also almost DEILDed this morning but my dad made me talk -_-

Clubbing

Awake Non-lucid

I'm in my aunts car and she's taking me to pick up two of my cousins. Only one of them comes along. He looks surprisingly like my friend Sean, but younger. I shrug and go along with it, I haven't seen him in awhile. My aunt says we're going on a family holiday.

[Dream skip - Unknown] I'm in a hotel room or something. It's really big and open planned, but you can tell the different rooms from the shape of the walls. It's a dimly lit red area. I open my suitcase and groan. My aunt has only packed jeans and t-shirts. We're supposed to be going out! The only dress I have is the one I'm wearing. It's black and figure-hugging, and barely comes down to the bottom of my ass. I'm just glad i'm wearing black tights, along with strappy black platform heels. I can't remember the last time I was so glammed up!

"You didn't even pack me underwear!" I moan at her. She bites her lip and apologises.

"Sorry hunn, but I was busy packing the OUR stuff." She winks at my mum. I'm disgusted and decide to leave. She gives me a puzzle to do.

[Dream skip - a few minutes] My mum, aunt and cousin are already inside. I walk down a small hill to a brightly lit building. This holiday has been pants so far, so I plan to get smashed, I don't care if my family's there, they'll be wasted too. When I get inside, I sit by the bar. The guy fills a glass up with vodka and then whisks an egg into it and hands it to me. I've never seen that before but what the hell.

Suddenly I think this is a school trip. Where is everyone? I head outside, leaving my "vodka egg" at the bar. Up the hill, my english class is standing around. "Guys? Come on inside! Let's party!" I grab a few of my friends hands and pull them down the hill with me.

Kyle runs down with us. "I wanted to go in, but they didn't. It was MY idea." He pants.

I look him over, wondering if he thinks we're friends. "Yeah whatever, lets just go inside shall we?" Then we head in. Somehow all my friends have dyed their hair blond. I sit there, drinking my vodka (which I changed to lemonade instead of egg) playing around with their newly bleached locks, asking them questions about it. Then we head onto the dancefloor, except soon everyone moves to the side because some shitty pop group wants to play. I'm much more interested in the guy sitting beside me.

The dreamscene changes and I'm standing in my friends conservatory. Where's my dress gone? Now i'm wearing a crop top and low-rise jeans. I'm sick of looking like some kind of whore. I want my bootcuts and t-shirts back.

A blond, overally tan girl is standing watching me. She tells me she's going to be my personal trainer. I tell her I don't need one, but as I go to leave, she wraps measuring tape around my hips. Somehow it says my hips are 17 inches (which is probably impossible) and she tells me I need to lose an inch. She squeezes the tape down to 16, which really hurts.

She gets me to stretch a little bit, and asks what dancing I've done. "I've done dance-gymnastics" I say, but she just rolls her eyes. I'm starting to feel really heavy, I have to move slowly and can't run. So when she tries to get me to run and jump, it's really hard.

Then my dad shouted at me to wake up. I lay still but he wanted me to say something to make sure I was awake so I did. Meh.

I remembered a second dream from the night before whilest doing my hair and make-up - I had been scouted for a modeling agency up town whilest wearing these wierd red and gold hair pieces. Hmmm...

Anyway, last night was kinda confusing. I woke up with a thought in my head from the dream, but the more I thought about it, the more I thought it hadn't occured in the dream. *Shrug*

I need to leave soon so this frag will have to be hurried up, but I will post my other dream later

I'm in some kind of chute. A guy with dark blond hair (who I don't recognise) is here with me. We're investigating lucid dreaming together. He turns to me, very excited, and tells me that he's found a symbol which can make us access the dreamworld. It's a kind of white swirl on a blue slate (which is wierd because I saw the same symbol in a dream on a book a few nights before). He closes his eyes and touches the symbol, and a sort of shimmer encloses around him. I stare in wonder.

Things seem to turn slightly cartoon like, and I see him at a pair of gates, passing through them. The symbol is true!

I'm sure there was more before this, but I just can't remember it I can't remember the thought either. If I see that symbol again I'll have to try and interprete what it means. I'll post my second dream later, I'm off to have a snowball fight!

Guys, I just lost the whole two dreams I wrote down, and I can't be bothered writing them out again. So, summary:

Dream 1 -

I get a note during music from a friend saying he can't meet me after school. At break we talk, and then I get back up to music class. A guy from the year above who I've only talked to a couple of times (and trust me, he's super hot ) sits beside me when I'm playing piano (it's a really small piano stool by the way, even better) and I play him some stuff that he likes.

Dream 2 -

I go to a field in front of my house and find an abandoned, spooky pet shop at the back of it. Round the side I decide to buy a pet nailclipper (I cut my nails yesterday ok? ) but I can't pick it up because it's on a pile of dead cockroaches. I clips at me and then I accidently put my hand in horse shit. So good... -_-

Ok, now I'm going to watch Inception and eat melon (yummmmm...... I love melon) Sweet dreams!

A Festival

Awake Non-Lucid

I'm sitting in my kitchen, on a high white stool. I'm play Pokemon on a DS. It's an old version, but has been newly updated. As I play, I compare it to the other game, not really sure about it. As I'm walking along in the grass, I have a creepy feeling that something's just going to jump out at me.

I look up as Paige calls me. She's my new step-sister, now that my mum's gone and gotten married to her man-whore boyfriend (she's not married, and Paige is actually a girl in one of my classes. The man-whore bit is true though -_-) . "Hey, we're gonna watch a movie. Coming through?" She asks, gesturing towards the living room.

"No thanks." I say coldly, and then get back to my game. I fondly catch a Charmander (Charmander feelin' the love, yeah! <3) which I decide to train as fast as humanly possible.

There's some kind of commotion going on outside. At this time of the night? I slowly put my game down and head out to check. I'm delighted, although a little intimidated by what I find. I'm in my old street, and each group of martial artists in the area have met up for some kind of festival. I get quite into it because I've always been interested in martial arts, but after things kicked off at home, never really thought about it. I figured I might pick up Kuk Sool Won sometime next year when things have calmed down.

I look around and notice some people I know. They all seem so tall now! Everyone's together, but in distinct groups at the same time. As the karate section pass me, I notice a girl I know.

"Amy, you do karate!?" I ask, quite disbelieving. She doesn't hear me though, and turns to get ready for whatever they're going to do. People start competing across the street. The night adds a surreal effect to it all.

A tall, middle-aged man approaches me. He tells me that he's noticed my interest in this. Then he throws a ball at me, testing my reactions. As I make a grab for it, a small blond girl flashes past, grabbing it before me. The man nods towards her and tells me to retrieve the ball.

I chase after the girl. I thought I was fast, but she's something else! I tear forward, twisting through the estate. Eventually I manage to get ahold of her t-shirt and get the ball. I jog back, feeling victorious. But suddenly my limbs aren't working properly. Goddammit they're so heavy. He throws the ball at me again, but I'm so slow now. The dream fades.

Martial Arts is something I'm genuinly interested in, so I enjoyed this dream very much!

Tonight I think I'll attempt a MILD I hate getting up, and only stay up for like 5-10 minutes otherwise I can't get back to sleep. Hopefully this'll kick things back into action again though

Managed to get to sleep at 3am which fucked up the MILD.

Misfits

Awake Non-lucid

I'm in a friends house, sitting on his camp bed. People are sitting next to me, laughing and joking. I speak to a guy i've never talked to before, and find he's quite interesting. Before I know it, my friend is shuffling us out of the door. Everyone's stumbling about, I guess I was the only one who didn't drink. I leave the room and find myself in school, walking down the old building stairs.

I leave the school and wait around out front as I usually do for the rest of my friends. Instead of a wide open area, it's a carpark. Aw well, who cares. It's dark and i'm cold. Anna comes speeding up to me on a motorbike, and we talk for awhile. Out front is almost empty now.

My friend Cheryl comes out of the school, finally. She's accompanied by Kelly from the british t.v series Misfits. "Thanks for keeping me waiting..." I tell Cheryl coldly. She just tells me to get my ass in the car. This really pisses me off because she's been acting like this for awhile now (true). This completely pisses me off, and I end up screaming "Fine! Fuck you! Fuck. You." And then start walking. Kelly rushes up to me and asks what that was all about. I tell her how Cheryl thinks she's so fucking superior. Kelly tells me my powers are surfacing and that she's going to take me to her house.

[Dream skip] I'm in Kelly's room. She says she hasn't been in it for years, but I think she's lying. I walk past the bed, and find glasses of water behind it. The water is crystal clear. I know from experience that if you leave water too long that mould starts to gather on top of it. Narrowing my eyes, I feel all alone and like a prisoner. Past feelings of helplessness surface. I sit on the floor and tuck my feet in to my chest, rocking slowly on my heels.

[Dream skip] They've let me out for a swim. I go right to the bottom of the pool and hear "White Flag" by Dido playing. I decide to stay under water for as long as I can holding my breath. I last the whole song, I guess I've found my power then.

Tiredness

Awake Non-lucid

Some people and I are somewhere in the mountains. There's a little wooden house, which we're staying in, and snow everywhere. I stand outside, blowing on my hands to try and heat them up. I'm playing a card game with a friend. Four of my cards fly into the air, floating, and begin to glow golden. Shit.

I look at him in alarm, and he runs into the house. The cards have attatched a bomb to me. It's the kind you see in cartoons, with the lit thread. I have the feeling that if the thread is exstinguished, I may die. There's a woman standing at the back of a red car, screaming in panic. She opens the boot and attempts to climb in but I shout at her to stop. I tell her that if we keep calm we can work this out.

I wake up suddenly, in my bed. Everything's very foggy. My bed's in on the pavement, on the edge of a road I pass almost everyday. My attention quickly focuses on Hailey, a girl who really annoys me. Today she's dresses head to toe in bright hot pink. She looks like a brunette barbie doll, ugh. A crowd is walking down the road, and people I know shout and wave to me. There's a party going on and everyone's heading up town apparently. I decide not to go, as I feel tired and sick.

A friend Arron comes over and says he'll take me home. His friends join us. Suddenly we're in one of the school's corridors. I make it half way up the stairs and then when I find a table and chair, sit down, exhausted. There's a plate of chicken curry sitting there, which I start to eat. I watch people on the astroturf as they play football. Holly walks up the stairs and asks if I'm ok. She cheers me up with her light mood, and I thank her through a mouthful of chicken.

I wok up feeling tired aswell. Maybe my mind just needs a rest