Well, just make sure you have enough time to sprawl around in your mind for a good while and not get caught, you will come back. I've had many negative experiences, given the amount of experiences I've had in general now, it's bound to have happened, but each time was a learning experience for me. It wasn't pleasant to go through at all, but you need to rest easy knowing that somewhere down the line, you are going to return back to normal. Drugs are good at making it seem like you will be stuck a certain way forever, but that isn't the case. If things get heavy, just ride it out and try to make the best of it. Afterwards, you know how to handle yourself, you know what not to do to get in that situation again, and you learn from it. It shouldn't scar you for life, it should be a stepping stone you use to learn from your past mistakes. However, I must say that my time on drugs is coming to an end. Right now too much is wrong with my life to continue this way, and the responsible decision is to chill out and do some adult stuff that gives me options in the future. Maybe I'll pick things up again where I left off, I don't know, but financially and socially I cannot continue. I am running myself into the ground. So, if you guys ever want advice on things or seek education about drugs, feel free to contact me, but I need to stop because it's ruining my life right now.

Btw, if a staff member sees my previous post (the detailed trip report) in this thread, could you delete it? I think I contacted gab about it once, but I'm pretty sure it breaks the rules of the board and at the time I didn't know it did. I tried to get it deleted because I can't delete it myself, but I don't want to be breaking any of the rules here.