That's awesome, SKA, I'm glad to hear your search for yourself was successful. I'd like to add I admire your bravery of having to face opiates to calm your mind. For someone so intelligent it's hard to believe you have ADHD. |
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opiates are bad, but I rely on them to make my Mind functional. I've had tons of medications for my AD(H)D, but they all were terrible. Amphetamines like Ritalin were just too toxic on my liver and other medications actually made me more insane than sane. |
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Luminous Spacious Dream Masters That Holographically Communicate
among other teachers taught me
not to overestimate the Value of our Concrete Knowledge;"Common sense"/Rationality,
for doing so would make us Blind for the unimaginable, unparalleled Capacity of and Wisdom contained within our Felt Knowledge;Subconscious Intuition.
That's awesome, SKA, I'm glad to hear your search for yourself was successful. I'd like to add I admire your bravery of having to face opiates to calm your mind. For someone so intelligent it's hard to believe you have ADHD. |
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Starry starry night, paint your pallet blue and gray,
Look out on a summers day,
with eyes that know the darkness of my soul.
For the record, I had Adderal, and I absolutely loved and hated that stuff. If you take enough its longlasting cocaine, but you can't sleep or eat for maybe days at a time. |
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Still can't WILD........
Day one off the drugs! Things haven't been to bad, besides the headache and hazy head. I'm not touching anything for 3 months, and then I'll limit my use of drugs to only on the weekends. I'm going to allow marijuana every weekend, and 1 trip per week (probably won't end up tripping that much). I think it will be alright to occasionally do the more recreational drugs every two weeks or something, like alcohol, opiates and MDMA (any anything that wouldn't be considered a spiritual endeavor, excluding the common stimulants - bad shit). |
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"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed."
- Albert Einstein
"We're so engaged in doing things to achieve purposes of outer value that we forget the inner value, the rapture that is associated with being alive, is what it is all about."
-Joseph Campbell
"He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would fully suffice. This disgrace to civilisation should be done away with at once. Heroism at command, senseless brutality, deplorable love-of-country stance, how violently I hate all this, how despicable and ignoble war is; I would rather be torn to shreds than be part of so base an action! It is my conviction that killing under the cloak of war is nothing but an act of murder."
-Albert Einstein
drugs today are such a petit-bourgeois preoccupation. I guess us white people of the first world need to keep occupied. |
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They prescribed it to me for "ADD". I actually just lied about it. Its amazing that all you have to do is lie in the right way to get legal cocaine. You're right about it being a bad idea. If you want to study, you will study twice as hard, but if you don't want to study, you will procrastinate twice as much. |
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Still can't WILD........
You sound just like me. If you can pull that off, you are a badass. I used to say stuff like that to my friends in AA and COPAC, and they would laugh their asses off and tell me what I was saying was textbook case addict talk. I have yet to pull off that kind of lifestyle for more than a few weeks at a time. I always slide my way back into the abyss. Be careful. |
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You are dreaming right now.
Wer. One thing that might help is to cut off your drug-supplies; If you keep hanging around with friends that abuse drugs you're going to have a harder time resisting the temptation. Believe me: Ignore the impulses generated by your temptations and it will really pay off. Where do you get your opiates from? |
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Luminous Spacious Dream Masters That Holographically Communicate
among other teachers taught me
not to overestimate the Value of our Concrete Knowledge;"Common sense"/Rationality,
for doing so would make us Blind for the unimaginable, unparalleled Capacity of and Wisdom contained within our Felt Knowledge;Subconscious Intuition.
Drugs rock. |
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Everything works out in the end, sometimes even badly.
Awesome. |
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No, but it is stored in your spinal cord so after time if you crack your neck or something you can get flashbacks. |
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Everything works out in the end, sometimes even badly.
Thanks for the advice. I'm not worried about opiates, never had a problem with them (no withdrawal, no addiction, no comedown), besides, I don't use them much at all. Marijuana is a different story, it completely wares me out and fogs my mind, plus I get unpleasant comedowns (not to mention energy blockage) |
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"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed."
- Albert Einstein
"We're so engaged in doing things to achieve purposes of outer value that we forget the inner value, the rapture that is associated with being alive, is what it is all about."
-Joseph Campbell
"He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would fully suffice. This disgrace to civilisation should be done away with at once. Heroism at command, senseless brutality, deplorable love-of-country stance, how violently I hate all this, how despicable and ignoble war is; I would rather be torn to shreds than be part of so base an action! It is my conviction that killing under the cloak of war is nothing but an act of murder."
-Albert Einstein
Wer. Why don't you start with a rule to only smoke Marijuana in the weekends? I can tell you smoking a Joint after not having done so the entire week is MUCH more rewarding, not to mention the regaining of mental clearity. |
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Luminous Spacious Dream Masters That Holographically Communicate
among other teachers taught me
not to overestimate the Value of our Concrete Knowledge;"Common sense"/Rationality,
for doing so would make us Blind for the unimaginable, unparalleled Capacity of and Wisdom contained within our Felt Knowledge;Subconscious Intuition.
Thats easier said than done for me. My main income comes from marijuana and i always have excessive amounts lying around. I dont see anything wrong with it so i blaze up about every chane i get. Im not addicted to it nor even have the ability to get addicted, its just my way of living. |
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also, cocaine isnt an amphetamine.. why do so many people this this? its basically its own thing... a crystalline tropane alkaloid. |
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I <3 drugs... in fact. I'm on them right now. |
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psyedellic drugs are not addicting. And the most addicting part about weed isnt even the high after a while, its going out, getting it, and hitting a bong! As long as its natural I'd have no problem trying it. Ive only done weed and salvia divinorum -- it was the crappy black shit, but I still made amazing realizations about life which I want to continue to do using psyedellics. |
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Last edited by Kal8; 08-31-2007 at 07:35 AM.
Feeling like a dog in heat. |
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Adopted Megabenman although he disappeared a while ago.
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