whats keeping racism alive? middle white america. it scares me. as a minority, growing up in cities that are diverse, I never felt like a minority. for any minority in those cities to complain they are suffering because of skin - get a life.
but then, oh dear, I was visiting my cousin who lives out in middle white america. He's already told me he's one of the only hispanics in his school, and that his school is almost all white. I didn't care, but when I got up there for myself what I saw was 'white school' and then 'black school'. The white school was obviously richer than the black school coming from a poorer neighborhood.
I am not blaming white people for this, so hold on for a second.
Walking through the city, I got some stares. Not bad stares, just, stares of curiosity. As if they have never seen a hispanic in their life. And it scared me, because after 21 years of being a minority in any city - I actually felt like one. Back home most people don't even realize I'm hispanic because im not as dark as mexicans. From what I understood about this city, the racism here is a partially backwards one. Not a hate racism, but an ignorance racism.
All these white people have had very little interaction with all the colors that make up america compared to anyone living in any of the coastal cities. What does 'hispanic' mean to them? Heres what it should mean, nothing much. It felt like to me, that to these middle american whities, that hispanic meant something different, in the same way that a foreigner is different. That this hispanic is 'different'. Not bad not good, just 'different'. The other problem that I saw was, while there were minorities in this city - there was no intergration - you were either in a black neighborhood or a white neighborhood. And maybe some where in between was a little block of hispanics.
Because of historical reasons and the fact that your parents wealth does give you the edge currently based on our system, lets face it, the black neighborhood will always be poorer - if not just straight ghetto compared to the white neighborhood. What does this do? One you have a lot of blacks who think they are poor because they are black and something to do with their relationships with white people. And then you have a whole lot of white people who when they think about minorities - all they can imagine is the ghetto and all those ghetto people.
I have online friends who live in white america, and they all admit they are 'scared' of black people. I've told them their fear of black people is racist, but in their defense, all the blacks are segregated into one little ghetto of strip clubs, gangs, drunken bums and the works.
And this is where backwards racism begins. Blacks who are racist towards whites because of their poorer life, and whites who feel guilty for something they haven't done, or are slightly afraid of all those ghetto people.
Things are very different in a mixed city closer to the US coast. There are so many poor ass white people living in the ghettos, more ghetto than ghetto. And minorities in all professions, from teachers, to police, to government officials, to news casters for any backwards racism to get a stronghold. And even then if there is this backwards racism, you will only see it in the extremities of the city - such as the southside and the estates up on those green hills
btw, apparently its like hispanic heritage month. not that I have any idea what that means. But had I grown up a place where I was just a tiny little dot of ethnicity on the map, and had I always been looked at as being a little 'different', then maybe something lame like a hispanic heritage month would actually mean something to me?
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