Yea, the first few times of doing acid. I didn't quite 'get it', so to speak. Having grown up in a suburban christian household, even though I never believed their tired dogmas, there were still undeniable imprints or remnants of the system's brainwashing which was thrust upon me from an early age that I internally fought with during the experience, due to having these preconceived walls up. So initially, I flipped out and lost control of myself and I didn't understand the appeal of acid at first. Curiosity kept me coming back, though. It wasn't until I truly let go of my ego and what I thought I knew on the third or fourth time where I started seeing people move before they were moving, colors around peoples' bodies, untold clarity of perception in all forms, systems of time and space explained, etc. All the information of the universe is already out there, you just have to let go and be open and ready to receive it. |
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