Originally Posted by Zhaylin
I'm like you, Caradon. When I was about 13 years old I ran away from home for 10 days. I made myself a lean-to in some woods which took me all day to walk to. I brought hardly anything with me. I don't recall even having had a book or journal, let alone a radio, gaming systems lol or TV. I was completely alone and it was the best time of my entire life.
I went to great lengths to fool my parents to buy time. I woke up early and typed a message on my type-writer, reminding my mom that we had to go to the library that afternoon and that I was outside playing and would return at so and such time in the afternoon. After I left, I wished I had taken the ribbon with me because I wrote other info on my typewriter and didn't want my parents to figure anything out lol.
I turned myself in ONLY because I started feeling guilty. I imagined what it must be like to have a child just "disappear" and I couldn't put my folks through any more misery, no matter how much I didn't like them.
I have no problem with solitude. Communication via the net is nice and friends, in life, are nice... but I "need" neither (which is almost sad lol)
That sounds like quite an experience. As a kid I used to fantasize about doing that all the time. Even in early adult hood I was still contemplating Mastering wilderness survival techniques, and just disappearing into some vast wilderness never to return lol. But, with the cabin and land I have now, I think I can find a happy medium. I'm planning to live there some day.
Get a low key job at one of the nearest towns, or possible rent out this house and live offthat income. After the cabin is paid for it won't cost much at all to live there. The biggest expense would be to have a reliable enough vehicle.
Originally Posted by Speesh
Well judging from the posts here it seems there's a spectrum. Some people seem to have varying needs for social interaction while others require little to none. I like the evolutionary theory though, makes perfect sense. Never really considered it myself.
All in all it seems as subjective as anything else. Going back to the sex drive (also evolutionary) comparison; just as there are asexual people out there, there are asocial people. Just not very many of either, at least from my experience. I personally kinda want to be free of this social drive. I for one feel limited by it in a way, like we should be finding happiness in ourselves as opposed to looking for it in others. Or maybe I should just stop thinking like that and go with it . Guess its something to experiment with.
Yes, sexual deprivation is the worst part of being a loner. Most of the time I can't even get any in Lucid Dreams without waking up. Those girls "promis forever, and never deliver." Lol, That's a quote from Hellraiser two that I always liked.
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