Thread: Dreaming of god telling you that your time is over... or maybe it was the devil?

Let me start by saying that I am not really a religious person even though I don't consider myself an atheist. I haven't been to a church in years. So this is why religious dreams are usually really unusual and startling for me. I usually don't share my dreams with strangers unless I really want a second opinion.

So I had this horrible dream last night that I was in my grandparent's apartment along with a bunch of unfamiliar people. God (or some higher power or "presence" was there, too and was deciding of who is going to continue living and who is going to die). People were judged in a way that was beyond my understanding and each was given grades from 1-10 to evaluate their level of sinfulness. I was given 4. It's ridiculous, I know, but apparently that's the kind of thing my subconsciousness comes up with.

That power felt like a "presence" and was talking to me and to people around me in a sort of condescending way and I truly felt very powerless and subordinate to his will. Yes, it certainly felt more male than female. I didn't have any recollection of real life and I didn't even realize where the dream was taking place until I woke up.

So that presence was telling me that my time is over and I was going to die any moment now. I and a dozen other people were laid in the same huge bed together next to each other and covered with thick blankets and then a common thin blanket. At that point I was feeling that my death was inevitable and was trying to cope with me dying any moment now. Let me tell you, it's a terrible feeling - humbling, disappointing and scary at the same time.

So an unknown guy next to me with a level of sinfulness of 10 was asked by that "presence" if he was ready to go and he said yes. When it was my turn and I was asked and I had difficult time responding and I don't remember my actual response but you could tell that I wasn't quite ready. Who would be? I am still in my 20s after all, I even live a healthy lifestyle. I don't want to die!

So I was getting very very uneasy lying on that bed and the condescending "presence" along with some other people started laughing and said "just look at the expression on his face... hahahaha"

At that point I started to wake up and you can't imagine the burden that was lifted off my shoulders when I realized that it was only a dream. My heart was pumping at my throat but in a good relaxing way.

Now I feel kind of pissed and worried that I got a dream like this. I have lucid dreams very often but this obviously wasn't one and felt very real and alarming actually. I have never had a dream like this, ever! It was like a judgement day dream... and it makes me really worried, even though it's just a dream.

So thank you for reading all this.
What do you think this could possibly mean?
Do you think that it was actually a godly power in my dream or more like a devilish one?