Thread: What is your most morbid moment?

From what I've seen just reading around different threads, killing people and such in dreams isn't as uncommon as I first thought it was. True, I don't do it that often, but I was surprised how often it really does occur in other people's dreams. To answer the question; I'd pick a dream that I was absolutely appalled with when I woke up. In the dream I killed my mom; I stabbed her and then threw her into a fountain of water. And I didn't feel guilty about it. I did when I woke up, though, and I've never told her about it-- neither do I ever plan to.

I went rambo and killed a whole town, it was VERY weird!

Last night I stabed about 20 journalists who wanted to take pictures of me in order to get me killed...I was lucid and I experieced the difficulty of pushing a knife through one's body (I could feel the vibrations due to the knife's teeth...!)

ughn, nasty, in mine, i wasn't lucid!

Although I have murdered in my non-lucid dreams occasionally, I got over them fairly quickly. What really shook me was when I died in a dream (a really vivid dream). I saw myself getting buried and no-one could see me. I actually thought I was dead, and when I woke up I cried with relief. :'(

I don't plan on killing anyone in my LD, but I would like to beat up my brother.

Here is a posting I did on 5/10/05:
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Below are the details of the lucid dream I had this morning. I debated whether or not I'd share it with the forum but decided to go ahead and post it.

My alarm goes off and I think I'm just laying in bed waiting for my husband to get up or the second alarm to go off (we have two alarms set about 30 minutes apart). As I lie there I start going over what I need to do today when the second alarm goes off and my husband gets up. I lay there for about a minute and then I too get up.

I walk into the living room and it is very dark.. too dark. I think this is very strange because normally this time of morning our living room is extremely bright and sunny. I dimly see my dog sitting across the room by the couch and I think "how strange.. why would my husband let her upstairs?" when it suddenly dawns on me that I'm dreaming!

For some reason I go back into the bedroom. I look up and see the sky! It's blueblack and full of fuzzy tiny stars. I concentrate and bring the stars more into focus. I decide to fly up to them but I only get so far when I hit the ceiling! My bedroom's ceiling now appears to be sky and I can't go any higher.

I levitate and start to claw at the ceiling and slowly break my way through. I lift myself through the hole and see that I am now in a well-lit (and what I thought was an empty) attic. As I stood up, I heard a noise and looked to my right. I see a small boy about 7 years old huddled in the corner of the room. He is blonde and his face is tearstained. He is sitting on the floor with his knees to his chin and his arms hugging his legs and he looks absolutely terrified.

I follow his gaze and look to my left. There on the other side of the room is a fullsize bed upon which, laying on his back, is a naked man about 40 years old.

I suddenly got the sick realization of what had happened or was about to happen in this attic.

It didn't appear that either of them knew I was there (almost as if I was invisible).

I am beyond disgusted and angry as hell as I walk over to the bed. I won't go into detail of what I did to him but it would be safe to say that he won't be hurting anyone else for quite some time (if ever).

I love kids and the thought of one of them being harmed disturbs me on so many different levels and I have never had a lucid (nor non-lucid) dream like this before.

FYI.. I have never been molested nor do I know anyone who has (at least I don't think I do).. I just don't know where this dream came from.

As I said, I debated whether to share this but decided I trust you guys enough to do so.

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Well I used to RP alot, and I was lucid... With another Role Player's character taunting me (characters attitude is... Different). This was the time I found out I could turn into a vampire! (Black everything, with a black cloak on. Fangs, the morbid/evil side, everything! But I can control me, just my mind has the evil urges.) So, the character stabbed me, and I dropped to my knees. He laughed, and taunted me. I ran, kicked his gut, and slashed his arm with my own sword. He ran at me now. I hooked the tip of my sword inbetween my hand and his sword. I lifted my arm, sending his sword flying. I caught his sword, and ran at him. This is where the fun begins. I slashed with my right hand, blood spurting from his collar bone to mid chest. I spun, and the sword in my left hand doing the same damage as the one in my right, but across his gut. Thicker blood seeped from his gut, almost looking like his intestines might spil out. He began to stumble backwards, obviously falling down (I wasn't going to let him go THAT easy!). So, I jumped, and with a great force connected both my boots to his teeth. They shattered, cracked, and bled. This is where I woke up.

(I loved it ALL!)
(Do I win?)

Eligos

Killing? I wish I killed. Wait till you've got a disturbing dream involving a 9-year old and then we'll talk of morbid.

I kissed a girl who was a zombie, she bit my tongue clean off, turning me into a zombie. Then I ran threw barbed wire and stuff and my flesh was ripping the entire time. Then my dream backtracked to that kiss and the whole thing happened all over again. It's all in my dream journal, others are really morbid too, go check it out for a laugh.

I had this dream a Long time back...and It is probably the most messed up dream I have ever experienced in my life...I was talking with my younger brother, he was like 14 and I was about 16...when I though to myself that his talking was annoying me...so I pulled a knife on him and stabbed him. Then he started the most terrible horrific screams I have heard in my life. My focus went from stabbing him to stop him from talking but to stop the SCREAMING! Every time I would stab him the screams would get more agonized...and he wouldnt die...I stabbed him about 10 times during the dream and then I finally woke up, and I could still hear it the entire day...I normally do not kill people I am close to in my dreams, and I have no desire to have any other dreams similiar to that one...but that is the craziest most morbid dream I have had.

ive killed around three people in semi-lucid dreams( where i know its dreaming and do kinda make my own choices, but for some reason it doesnt occur to me to try any powers, also the dream usually still follows a main theme no matter what i do).

One was a couple of years back, i was in a corridor in my school. I heard my head of year shouting at someone and so went to see. It was a girl who was my best friend in yr6(10-11) but didnt go to my secondary school. I got really angry as she is crying and my head of year kept shouting at her for something she hadn't done. I picked up a chair, which seemed to have no weight, and slammed it inti the back of her head. She fell down and i did it about three more times until the chair broke apart.

I've never killed anyone in my dreams (that I remember anyhow), but I have beaten many people to a bloody pulp for different reasons. It was always random people I had no attachment to. A few months ago I did have one dream some guy I knew was stalking me and killing people to get to me. I was with this guy I was friends with back in grade school and refused to leave him for this psycho. So he started killin people.

Its often that I get dreams where I strugle with someone I know and eventually kill them. I just hate it when its a girl that try to kill me and eventually I kill her. I never killed for fun in my dreams but many many times I killed for self defense, and its usually with a knife or a sharp object.

I dont know why but everytime I had a gun in my dreams it was broken or I couldnt shoot with it, I never had any dreams where I kill someone with a gun only melee does this mean anything?

My most disturbing dream that I can think of offhand was one where in order to get to a dragon I had to sneak around and kill people by punching them in the face. I hid in the shadows for a bit, then when someone came I lept out and punched them until they fell over. My mind revolted at this, and I punched myself in the face to get out of it.

i think i know exactly what the original poster is talking about....and i dk if its from a lack of sleep or what...but now im starting to think or envision things while im awake and fully concious..

One time when I was really angry with my friend and had a fight with him, I had a dream that I shot him point blank in the forehead. The following day I made up with him. It scared me that bad. D:

hey guys,
a few years back i dreamt that i cut a zombie like persons eyes out with a spoon. in the dream it didnt bother me but when i woke up.....ugh.

in another, more recent, i was in a huge house that had been somebodies slaughter fest.i mean there were bodies and blood everywhere. i made my way to one of the top rooms where i found an old lady(bad arse evil bitch)and pulled her arm off. random. when i woke up i was pretty disturbed as ive never seen that many dead bodies before or had ever done this to anyone.
pent up emotions anybody.
so yeah i try to actually deal with my problems a bit more now, and havent dreamt anything like this since, thank god.

Well...this one isn't really morbid but I was trying to commit suicide in a non-lucid ! I thought it was funny when I woke up...could have done it in real life.

I haven't killed anyone...But I've seen my mom get killed in a non-lucid...

It was in a classroom that probably belonged to her when she was a teacher or something. I was with her, sitting in the front row or her special-ed class. Then, one of the students, a guy, got up and flashed a gun for everyone to see. My mom was calm throughout the entire ordeal, and tried to get the guy to stop before he shot someone. But it was too late, and the person he shot was my mom. Then everything happend in slow-mo. Him shooting her in the head, her falling to the ground, dead. And then me waking up. I cried the rest of the night...

I wouldn't call it weird since i didn't feel a great amount of emotion in the dream when doing it, probably because i hated these guys because they bullied me at school but i did this massive run and slammed into this row of desks and killed these dicks from school, sort of something you would see in dragonball z, unfortunately they came back to life and were suddenly there again, but they made me become lucid Screw them!

Off the top of my head, sprinting towards an armed terrorist and gouging his eyes out with my bare hands. Seemed like the only way to not get shot ("He won't be able to aim without his eyes!")

I've had a few dreams where I've accidentally killed someone, but there's one that's kind of weird...

I know I did it to save someone, or maybe it was me I was saving?... Oh well, I stabbed this rich tycoon in the back twice and then a DC celebrated with me... then I catch myself saying "I get 2/3 of his business" or something like that so the DC says "well then I get 1/3." The whole weird part was that I killed a man to get a friend who I couldn't find and I ended up owning 2/3 of a company becuase I stuck two knives in him... Never once crossed my mind that mansluaghter might not be a good thing... or that I might not get my 2/3 of the company O.o

I never kill in my dreams unless its just i.e. if its a nightmare. Sorry but thats my morals.

But as a kid i did have dreams about turning into a tornadoe and i killed all my friends off because the reason i turned into one was because all of us were running away from one and i was angry that my friends didn't help me to get away from the tornadoe. I turn into a tornadoe when it hits me, bery odd but true.