Hi guys , I'm new I registered today in order to seek answers and help .
So bit about me first, I’m 18 now and dreams have always been a very important part of my night.
I have what you can call this "future seeing" dreams, that always come true. With time I learned to tell apart the dreams that are simply the work of my mind and the ones that I should seek their meaning. I still confuse sometimes but I am getting better at it. I even had a happy lucid dream once, but not until now that this ever happened to me.
Only in the past 3 months that I started having these " stuck asleep" experiences. I wanted to wake up, I couldn't...and things happened then again I woke up at the same position all over again.
The first time was very scary I don't remember much of it but I was alone and simply couldn't move my body and struggled. Thought I got out of it , but I was back in my bed.
The second time I had an upgrade , I had mom and my brother in trouble and this man in black. All happened in my room , my brother came home , into my room and the man after him , he hurt him, I don’t quite remember how , I think burnt him or something I tried to help and I ended up again in my bed the same position. The same with my mother again I am in bed, then with me I somehow did get up but I was in my position again. I was frightened and I felt helpless I couldn't move , nor open my eyes .After several times I woke up alone. And in the other times as well , when I woke up I still thought I was dreaming because it was so confusing.
And today was the breaking point. Btw all of them happened in day light , in an after- noon nap and today I woke up in the morning but was too tired so decided to sleep a bit more.
This time was totally different , I had lots and lots of people from my memories , my thoughts .My brother was knocking on the door , then my grandma then they were screaming and I was thinking I can't move! they must think I’m dead ...and somehow music was playing very loud in my room and it wasn't before. But this time i really really struggled and managed to move and get out of bed , but with my eyes closed, i crawled on the floor to reach the door, opened it. But woops I am back in bed and again , the next time was way easier and I thought I really woke up because I felt normal , until I was back in bed again, sometimes I was outside our house naked looking for my neighbor (who in real life isn't my neighbor) other times I was in my bed fighting to open my eyes. I had flash backs , memories from 7 years ago , noise crowd. In bed I saw my legs...so I was touching my self to see if I can feel , and i felt my self , but i said why only legs why can't i see my face , i tried to look up and i barely saw my aunt's face. She said well i am caressing you , i am taking care of you. It was her head on my body somehow .In short it was confusing , mixed up , i couldn't make anything out of anything then i woke up like all of a sudden. I was still shocked i didn't know , am i really awake this time or wait i am dreaming again? I tried to get out of bed , but i could barely move. My body was aching so bad . I was dead tired and all my muscles were cramped. And a few weird things, this time it was for an hour and a half which is quite a long time, and i woke up on my back , i NEVER sleep on my back so was i really moving in my dream?
I donno i felt sooo helpless and i can't take it anymore. So i thought maybe if you could help me out on how to wake my self or take control. I mean this is sort of a lucid dream i am aware that i am dreaming. But i can't really tell apart reality from the dream so i am helpless.
Any advices?
Thanks
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