Hello there
Just a little bit about me:
I have had a few lucid dreams and have kept a dream journal for the past 2 years or so, purely because I enjoy reading about my own dreams.
I am a little bit confused about an incident that happened the other night. I fell asleep listening to (easy listening) music. About an hour later, I heard (and felt) myself screaming, and I opened my eyes, and abruptly pulled my covers back and switched on my lamp. This all happened very quickly.. and without any conscious thought/control. I had awoken with an extreme fear, but I wasn't sure what I was afraid of. It was as though I had had a nightmare, but I couldn't recall it. The only thing I could remember were these eyes that watched me. I don't really know how to explain it, but I have never felt that scared in my life before. I was shaking and almost began to cry, and felt really paranoid about everything. I was so afraid that I had to sleep in my parent's bed - however, everytime I closed my eyes I would envision frightening images, like a girl eating glass with blood gushing out of her mouth.
So does anyone have any clue what happened to me at that point? I'm still weirded out by the whole experience.
Another thing, the amount of disturbing dreams I am having are increasing. In the past year or so I have had dreams where I am tortured or see another person being murdered/tortured. For example, I had a dream that I was on an operating table and surgeons were slicing me open, and I could feel everything.
Would there be a reason for this increase in disturbing dreams? Or is it.. normal?
Thank you for reading my post.
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