first, i got lucid without using any special inducing method, neither have i been doing a whole lot of realitychecks. The way i got lucid was interesting, i was sleeping over at my girlfriends house and it was around 11 in the morning. Her younger brother was playing drums and later ps3, all these sounds made my dream very noisy and chatoic. I was at my own home, and i "woke up" perhaps three times, but i kept waking up into a new dream. Eventually this seemed very strange, and i thought "oh hell, im dreaming"
Following all the rules ive read, i started spinning around and telling myself something like "youre lucid, youre aware of your dream", in english, which might be wierd as im finnish.
The next memory i have is that i think forth my girlfriend, at this point i doubt i knew anything about the environment. All i know is that theres a couple of guys chasing me, following the rules ive learned i decided to ignore them expecting that they would disappear. At the same time i kept thinking, "i wish i was in a warm and cozy room with her", this seemed to make the environment cold, and i think it started snowing.
Next second i hear one of the guys chasing me down a little too close, so in an attempt to protect myself and my girlfriend i throw a hard punch in the chasers face. This leads to me realising theres probably five times more people chasing me. Next thing i remember is me being in a room, i start focusing on very many things in my environment at the same time and i eventually feel myself "waking up" over the next 3 seconds.
Just a week ago i read some long post, with the 3 rules of attention and emotion. My dream seems to have reacted VERY strictly according to these rules, when i try to look logically at the situation.
so, 1. did my brain fool itself making my dream overreact according to these rules?
2. where did these guys chasing me come from?
3. why on earth did i end up in a complete nothingness when i realised im lucid? its as if evrything that just disappeared
4. Anyone else experienced the same type of way in getting lucid than me?
I apologize for any sort of bad english, im just 17, its late and im abit exited hoping for answers
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