Okie, dokie... here's my take...
1. How to be fully aware, instead of half-aware.
Actually, this one I'm not really sure on. The vast majority of my dreams are just being lucid, but I can't control them and work on personal goals. I'm just along for the ride, really. How would I try to become more aware? Two things.
a) Become more aware during the day time. Every time you do a RC during the day, it's because you were made aware of the fact that this could possibly be a dream. So now, pretend it IS a dream. Do a reality check. For example, pinch your nose. Okay, so you can't breathe, you're awake, no biggie. But pretend you could breathe. What would you do now (I hope your answer was to stabilize the dream! ). Stabilize and think about your goals. And most importantly, hold onto that awareness of it 'being a dream' for as long as you can!
b) A night, before bed, meditate. Do a mindful meditation (focus on your breathing and quiet your mind). 30 minutes. And then tell yourself you will have a lucid dream tonight, and you will be fully aware. Imagine yourself recognizing that you're dreaming, and completing a goal (do this a few times before you fall asleep).
These are two things that have worked in the past for me, to have more fully conscious dreams... I don't have a lot of time for meditating right now, but when I did meditate before bed, I had a much higher chance of having a lucid dream.
2. The vividness
Not to sound cheeky, but it sounds like when you are dreaming, the vividness is fine, because you're amazed at it. I'm wondering if it is just your recall that it becomes washed out and blurry? If it is truly your mind, then once you are lucid, then sit there for a moment and ask your dream to add things. Sometimes, I try to 'see' things in my head, and then I see it with my dream-eyes.
3. The sleep-paralysis
I get this sometimes too. Two ideas...
a) Try to float out of your body.
b) Since you're lying down and you're dreaming, try doing an inner dream WILD. They actually extremely simple when you're already asleep. You'll be in a new sub-dream and you should find it easier to move after this.
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