I felt like as I was drifting off, i was focusing heavily on the teachers voice and stayed conscious possibly? Also, I feel like if i try to reach SP too much or think about it too much when attempting to WILD it just doesn't happen. I wasn't really expecting nor aiming for SP when it happened. I feel sort of stuck, cause I dont really know how to attempt a wild without actually knowing/focusing on the fact that im shooting for sp, any tips you could give?