I haven't lucid dreamed intently yet, but I've decided that I'm growing kind of bored with my lame reality, not to the point of disinterest, but I really miss believing in things that aren't real.

So I'm taking up lucid dreaming. I'm wondering if I fill my dreams will real life thoughts if I will learn more about myself and better cope.

The first thing I'm going to do is to try and fill my dreams with this girl that I've been thinking about a lot. However, a lot of bad feelings are surrounding her as well as good ones, so we'll see how that goes.

Are my expectations too high?