After reading several posts on DV, I have come to the apparent conclusion that it is very difficult to LD when going to sleep at night. but yes, i do feel that terror as well, I guess you just need to control it =] |
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Does anyone else feel a feeling of sheer terror after they enter SP? Its right after my body goes numb and my consciousness seems to expand.. I feel the feeling of horror and terror, as if my world is infinitely small, this is the one place I fuck up on.. |
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After reading several posts on DV, I have come to the apparent conclusion that it is very difficult to LD when going to sleep at night. but yes, i do feel that terror as well, I guess you just need to control it =] |
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When Pikachu is in doubt he does a reality check.
Yeah it is usually difficult to WILD right at the beginning of the night because your first REM cycle isn't supposed to be for 3 hours and then every 90 minutes after. However, if you are sleep deprived that is a different story because this can sometimes lead to instant REM if you had not had many REM cycles in your last rest. I only actually did WILD successfully once and yes I usually have the sensation of fear/excitement that you are talking about that freaks me out and wakes me up before I even enter. I try to focus more on dream signs and DEILD's. I have 3 of those a week so there's no reason to keep waking up in the middle of the night for WILD for me.... |
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So how do you WILD in the middle of the night? I usually wake up 4hr and 30mins after I fall asleep.. which means its after a REM cycle right? So theoretically if I tried to WILD at this time I wouldn't enter a dream because it's not a rem period? |
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As someone whom experiences SP every single night since around 2006, I can say that SP can indeed be terrifying. I have experienced anything from being on fire, being dragged out of bed and ripped apart, stabbed in the back, witnessing horrors crawling towards me, becoming a red blood cell drifting through a vain, being a fetus in a womb to being raped. |
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I never force induce SP. It just happens. It's like some kind of curse/gift. It is not pleasant. |
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SP comes with terror... you have to live with it |
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Same for me as it is for hyper nova...all that bad shit and more, I used to think I was going insane or something but found out it is SP and I agree it's a curse/gift lol you can learn to controll it though, just accept it and understand a little more about it, read up more about it and your subconscious will take in that it's nothing to be scared of and you are in controll of what happens. I now have less bouts of he bad stuff and smoothly transition....I do still get it bad from time to time but not as much as I did...accept it for what it is, learn not to fear it and you will go fourth. Fearing it will only make it more scary and send you into a loop of you get scared so your SP gets scarier which makes the hallucinations scarier making you even more scared which again makes it more scarier lol see what I mean!! Good luck |
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