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      I read your comment a little too late to write back I guess, I started being active nowadays so...
      I also find lucids more fun most of the time, I'll start up a DJ like yours, lucidity only. Haven't seen you around these days, everything good?
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      Nicee... there's a ton of layers in the Abyss, so lots to explore. ^_^ Met any cool characters in that realm so far?
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      Your dream journal is very inspiring, you seem to have great recall. Do you record your non lucids also?
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      I remember having similar FPS drops in some parts...though it was completely random. If I went to the same area where it dropped before, it may not drop the second time -- vice versa.

      And psh, you said you were changing your avatar.
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      Lmao, bad zoe!
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      You like the game or?
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      *Throws a Gummy Worm Pack and runs*
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      If you don't mind. I would like for you to tell me about your menthol experiment. When where what how.
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      My promise had been fulfilled at the chill and rambling thread.
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      It's actually my old name. Noob. > ___ >
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    Inspired By My Books

    by littlezoe on 08-24-2012 at 09:03 AM
    Guenhwyvar

    [This dream happened on August 22nd, at around 10AM]
    [So uh... the last DJ entry i posted was almost a month ago... Well i was feeling really down for a while now and my lucidity was going bad as well, but i hope to change it now ]
    [Both this dream and the upcoming one were inspired by the Dark Elf Trilogy i'm reading currently]


    I was just walking on the street really close to my old school, when for some unknown reason i became lucid. I realized that i didn't have stable and worthy lucid dream since a while, so i become pretty happy.

    I didn't think much about what to do, for some reason i thought of Guenhwyvar almost as soon as i became lucid. [He is a spectral black panther in the books]. I didn't plan anything, but wanted him to appear. As soon as i turned a bit to my right side, there he was, standing in all his glory.


    I didn't really have time to say anything to him or look at him more closely, because he just run off almost instantly, towards the lower end of the street. I immediately started running after him and catched up fast.
    He suddenly stopped at a house, which's car entrance to the garden was open. I looked in there and noticed something between the shrubbery. It looked somewhat like a huge white dog-ish creature, but it was standing on two feet. It looked angry for some reason.

    Before i could do or say anything, Guenhwyvar just jumped in there and attacked the dog like creature. I wanted to help him out, just in case, so i ran up to them and tried to fight the creature, but instead of fighting, i automatically started hugging the black panther.
    I just hugged him near his neck and didn't really know why i did that, but it was an interesting feeling putting my head on his black fur.

    Soon i was just staring at him while still hugging and then i got lost in the black, woke up.

    [Well, haha, i have no idea why that hug was, other than that i got to like him in the books, but still... i didn't even control my actions when i hugged him]
    [The dream was pretty short, but it was somewhat more stable now than the ones i had for weeks before]



    ----------------------------------------------------------------------



    To Be Sacrificed

    [This dream is from August 23rd, around 8:35AM]
    [I find it pretty interesting how the books can influence even my lucid dreams... ]


    I was being harassed by 4 old classmates, while i was sitting in my old school at a lesson. They were standing outside at the big windows and making fun of me. I got tired of this and just thought that maybe i'm dreaming and i can do something about it... so i walked through the wall and grabbed two of them by their necks and put them into the wall halfway. They got stuck in there while the others ran away.
    I got more aware now, but not lucid yet.

    Soon i flew above the street and when i got to the same part where i became lucid yesterday [the dream above this one] i remembered that dream and became lucid again.

    Now i was more aware of myself than yesterday and before doing anything, i instantly stabilized by rubbing my hands together. When rubbing them, i noticed that i have some heavy gloves on, but i didn't care about them too much. I turned around to check my environment.
    There was an old stooped woman walking slowly away from me and when i looked at her back i got all dizzy, so i started stabilizing again.
    When i was done, i decided to move on.
    [I forgot a part here, all i know is that i went back to my school and did something there, so a bit of time skip here]

    I came out of my old school at a backdoor, but the place where i got to was unknown to me. It was a small garden, with those huge white greek columns on all sides. There were creeper plants coming down from the walls on all sides. There was a little sidewalk on the left side of the small garden, it was made of red pavement stones.
    I was standing on this sidewalk.

    I started walking near the garden when i realized that on my left side, there was no wall anymore and it lead to some kind of street, but it didn't look like the streets in my town at all. I got curious so i turned that way and moved on, but then before i could leave the area, i heard voices from my right side and from behind me. [I became a little scared here].

    I turned around and noticed a small altar at the right end of the sidewalk. Two female drow were standing next to it, fully naked and both held a dagger in their hands. The grip on the daggers looked like a spider, so i already knew they must be priestesses of Lolth, with sacrifice daggers.
    Then i noticed another drow woman behind me, she was well dressed and her clothes made me think that she is an important person as they were all gold, black and red. She had a whip in her hand.


    I didn't have too much time to think of the situation, because i soon heard the clothed drow say:
    - Go and get her!
    The naked ones reacted instantly, with respect in their voices:
    - Yes, mistress.

    They started walking towards me, with evil grins on their faces and grabbing the daggers more furiously now. One of them started walking faster, leaving the other one behind, but she didn't mind as i've seen and she just stopped to watch instead.

    Spoiler for +18:


    Once she got close enough, i decided that it was enough of staring, i flew up into the air as i got a little scared now and i wanted to fly away from there... but then i had a thought, that i shouldn't fear them as they are just dream characters.
    I turned back to her while still floating in the air and told her:
    - I don't fear you!
    Her evil grin still didn't disappear from her face when she said:
    - Oh, i don't believe you.

    Without much hestitating, the first thing that i thought of was a fireball, so i created one and immediately thrown it at her. It exploded as soon as it reached her, but she didn't seem too affected by it.
    Her body had some burn marks and there were small embers on her body. Her hair was still on fire, but she just started laughing.

    As i was staring at her, i woke up.

    [Um... yeah, that was interesting I think i already know that i should try and get to know a drow girl from closer soon ]
    [Oh well, anyway, i welcome these FR inspired dreams anytime ]
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    Dark Flames, That's Not Lucy

    by littlezoe on 07-28-2012 at 12:01 PM
    [This dream is from around 9:30AM, which is funny, because i got to sleep at 4AM after watching the Olympics... It's like my brain waited that 5 hours by itself, as i didn't wake up at all]
    [My recall is HORRIBLE these days and thanks to that i forgot some parts in this dream as well... and i think my not perfect control with the flying is caused by that as well :/]


    I was in our garden i think, but it was deserted and looked different. Earlier in the dream i helped out some Amish family and they got me to this deserted garden on their carriage.
    I just decided to fly up into the air, which got me lucid instantly.
    I looked at my hands as usually when i get lucid, but they were shadowed by something and i could barely see them. I looked around and there was a huge tree near me, which looked exactly like the walnut tree from our garden.

    I flew up higher into the air and just wanted to go as high as i could. I kept going, but after a while i felt like something was blocking me from moving up. I tried and tried for a while but couldn't get higher. Still, the height i got to was good enough, so i started flying around while thinking about my goals. The walnut tree also flew up into the air for some reason and it was floating next to me.
    Suddenly the dream collapsed on me.
    [Back with DEILD].

    When i was back in, i was standing in Árkád, the biggest plaza around here. I was on the second floor.


    There were a lot of people walking around me. I decided to head to a store close to me.
    I walked into the store, which was Mediamarkt as far as i remember. I was slowly checking my environment... there were some people walking about, but much less than outside of the store, most of them were looking at all kinds of household machines.
    I had a thought that i'll try something here that i've seen Lucy do before

    I summoned dark flames around my body, which went way easier than i expected. I looked at my hands, which was covered by the completely dark flames. As i moved my hands around, the flames reacted fully realistically in their movement. It was an interesting thing to watch.
    I looked down and realized that my whole body is covered in these flames, but they didn't hurt, since i created them. I found it funny how i took a power from Lucy

    I did a throwing move with my right hand and thrown a dark flame towards a wall, it burned and left a dark mark on it. I kept throwing these flames all around me with both my hands and soon most of the machines around me were on "dark fire".
    The people were scared and wanted to run away, but i thrown some flames towards them as well, althrough i didn't want to flames to kill them, so they just kept running while trying to extinguish the flames on themselves. [I don't really like to hurt my DCs seriously].

    For a moment i felt like a maniac... because of throwing these dark flames all around me. Then i decided to move on finally and go find Lucy, the flames on me disappeared.

    I walked outside the store now. I turned around and noticed a weird girl waiting for someone in the middle of the wide hallway, her hair looked like Frankenstein's
    I walked up to her and when she noticed me, she looked at me with a frown. I asked her:

    - Do you know where Lucy is?
    She looked a bit upset:
    - Why should i know where she is?!

    Well, she didn't seem to be much of a help, so i looked the other way to find someone else who i can ask. But just as i turned around, i noticed a black haired girl, in rocker or emo clothes who was just walking into a small hallway, towards the washrooms. For some reason i thought that it must be Lucy, even while she looked younger now and she even had different styled clothes than usually...

    I ran towards the small hallway and when i found her, i grabbed her hand. When she looked at me, i realized that she was like 15 years old, while Lucy is around 20. For some reason i thought that this must be her past self, so i didn't think much about it. [That's a kinda stupid thought...].
    I smiled at her when i realized that she isn't acting hostile.
    [At this moment i became semi-lucid for some reason].

    I started moving towards the end of the hallway, towards the toilets where she originally headed and now i still held her hands. She was coming after me and asked:

    - Where are you bringing me?
    - Just come, don't worry.

    Instead of going to the toilets, we kept moving towards a bigger door which lead behind the stores of the plaza. As we walked in there, soon the hallway continued in my school and we walked up on some stairs. She acted all confused now and it seemed like she didn't want to follow me anymore.
    I told her:

    - Don't be that frigid!
    - I'm not! Why do you say that?!

    [I'm not even sure why i said that... lol... i was semi lucid...]

    As we kept going, soon the girl turned into a mouse and i turned into a cat. She was the one leading now and i fully lost lucidity and it all turned into a weird regular dream.

    [My english is a bit worse today than usually or at least i felt like that while writing the entry, so sorry for that ]
    [Well, the dark flames were fun to play with, but this girl who i thought to be Lucy... eh... I don't even know why i thought that, when i woke up it was obvious that she wasn't her... ah well, next time i'll make sure]
    [I'll really need to start working on my recall now, i basically fully forgot the flames part and only remembered it while already writing this entry... and there are still some small details that i forgot ]
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    Tigerform, Mass Telekinesis

    by littlezoe on 07-23-2012 at 11:15 AM
    [Dream happened at around 9:30AM]
    [So yay, new week equals new lucid I was a bit stressed about lucid dreaming for the past days, but now it seems to be on track again]
    [I forgot some small parts from the dream and my lucidity wasn't always on the top, but it's better than nothing]


    My old love was staying at our house. We both got a new phone from my mom as some kind of gift, so we were taking photos and just trying the new phones in the garden. While we were in the outbuilding she broke her phone somehow, so she told me to ask my mom for a new one.
    I walked out of the building and was just about to climb into the neighbouring garden for some weird reason, when i had a sudden thought... "How could my mom give us another phone? We couldn't even afford the first two..." "Oh and what is E. doing here in our garden?"
    These questions were enough to make me lucid.

    The dream was blurry and dark-ish, while it wasn't exactly night time, but it almost looked that way. Well, i flew up into the air to think. [Flying goes so easily most of the time that sometimes i don't even think about why i do it... ].
    I was hovering near the roof and was a little upset because of the dream being this blurry... i didn't really think about a goal to do, because i wanted to get rid of this blurry state first.

    I flew towards the right side of the garden and passed to the neighbouring garden. I decided to try and "teleport" to the sports center using the eye closing method and maybe it would be more clear over there.
    I closed my eyes and immediately thought of the sports center, but instead of seeing full darkness, there was a weird black girl in front of me in the dark. She disappeared fast and i felt my real body, so i knew i must've woke up. I focused back on the dream and got back in.

    When i was back i was standing near the 6th road [which is one of the biggest roads in the country]. I recognized the place by the different kinds of wheat and plant fields close to the road, the bus goes this way everytime.
    I looked around a bit, but didn't see any cars anywhere, which was weird.

    I had a sudden thought that i should turn into a lion. I didn't know how i got that idea, but i found it to be a good one, so i jumped from the road onto the field close by and when i hit the ground i knew that i transformed already. I didn't want to be a lion that much, so i changed it into a tiger form. Since the dream was blurry, i couldn't really see my hands too clearly, but i've seen that they were much bigger, cat-like and had stripes on them, so i took it as a success.


    This was the moment when i realized how i don't feel ANYTHING. It made me upset, i basically didn't feel my body at all or anything near me. I was in control, but it just felt weird, like i wasn't really there. [This is a rare occurence].
    While thinking about this, i started running through the field. I didn't really have an idea how to run on four legs, so i was kind of just running and jumping at the same time, i couldn't keep running correctly

    During this time i noticed another weird thing: There was music playing in my head... i just knew it that it's coming from my head as it was really loud and no matter where i looked, i couldn't see a source. I didn't know this music or at least i didn't recognize it. It was some kind of old jazz and rock mixed music.
    Soon i reached a side road and at this time i started hearing talking, mixed with the music from before. I didn't understand anything from it, like it was in a language unknown to me.

    Finally i noticed some cars that were about to pass onto the side road. I jumped next to a car and stood in front of it. I checked inside to see who is the driver.
    It was a guy around his 50s, he looked emotionless, but i could still feel that he was annoyed because of me. There was also a blonde girl sitting next to him, who i recognized. She was an old classmate of mine [who i always found attractive ].

    I decided that i'll take the opportunity and kiss her... just because. I didn't hear anything other than the weird mix of music and voices in my head, but i felt like something told me that i should grab her by the neck and pull her out of the car like that. I didn't want to do that, so i just grabbed her by her shoulders and pulled her out through the window. I let her go when she was on top of the car's hood.
    At this moment i realized that i'm still a tiger, as my hands were still huge and striped. When i looked back at her after observing my hands, she has turned into a housecat... [My first thought was that the dream is trying to troll me... ].

    Well, i'm not into that sort of thing, so i moved on. Now i was flying instead of running through the fields. I was just enjoying the flight, even while i couldn't feel anything other than some heavy feeling on my hands as i pushed the air time-by-time around me.
    I passed by lots of fields and roads and even our garden yet again, even while i had no idea how i got back there, but i went on [and while flying, i turned back to my normal human form].

    Soon i reached some kind of city. I descended to the ground here and looked around. It made me think of a part of Liberty City from GTAIV, but i wasn't sure that it was taken from there.
    There was a long building in front of me, which had lots of small windows all over it. There were many roads going in all directions from my standing point.
    There was a parked car in front of me and i just randomly grabbed it and thrown it to the wall, it heavily crashed into it.
    [I became semi-lucid here].

    I had a feeling that i must fly to one of those windows and do something inside, so i did. I flew up to a window and looked in there. There was a mechanic looking guy just walking out of a door. I passed through the window and got inside. It was a really small room with barely any space. There was a machine of some sort on the wall with lots of cables.
    I opened some tiny door on the machine and wanted to check it from closer, but the mechanic guy returned. I hid behind the door and waited.

    The guy just leaned close to that machine and started working on it, but at the same time he started mumbling something about his co-worker and he welcomed me. I thought that he must think that i'm his co-worker. I became fully lucid here again.
    I jumped through the wall and flew back to the road where i was before. When i reached it, i started walking to the right side of the building, trying to find something to do, even while the dream was blurry and i barely felt anything.

    I turned left into a smaller street where a huge crowd was standing around. I wanted to see what they were watching with such interest.
    While going that direction, i thought that i should try some telekinesis... i didn't do it since a long time anyway.


    At first i used one hand to bring a car up into the air with telekinesis. It went really easily and i just thrown the car away. There were some other parked cars on the right side of this small road and some people were walking next to them as well. Now i held both my hands in front of me and i made two cars and two people hover up into the air. The DCs i grabbed with telekinesis didn't seem to be too scared, they took it well.
    I made them spin around in the air for a bit then thrown both the cars and the DCs far away with my powers. I heard some quiet crashing sound from far away.

    Now i walked towards the crowd and checked what they were watching. There was a stage to the left side and there was a choir made of around 30 people on it. I could only see their mouths moving, but i heard nothing they sang... [probably related to this not-so-clear state of the dream].
    Well, that choir seemed like a good challenge... without much of a second thought i held both my hands up again and tried to move the whole choir up into the air with telekinesis.
    It was somewhat hard to do, i even felt some pain and tiredness in both my arms finally as i did this. I succeeded in bringing them up into the air, but i couldn't really make them float too high like with the others.

    Some of them seemed a bit scared, but others were still singing without me hearing anything. I held them for a while and tried to move them away from the stage, but it was too hard and my arms were really tired now, so instead of throwing the choir away, i let them go.
    Some of them ran away, but some were still on stage, singing... o.o
    Soon after this i lost lucidity fully.

    [Ah well, this blurriness, lack of feelings and some sounds were disappointing... but what can i do... :/]
    [I didn't even think about my Lucy goal during this lucid, but i would've skipped it anyway, because in a blurry state like this i would rather not try to fight Lucy...]
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    Lucy, What's Wrong With You?!

    by littlezoe on 07-17-2012 at 10:18 AM
    [Dream happened at around 8:20AM, almost 30 ]
    [Oh well, i took 3 Negro candies yet again... which made me have a painful stomachache, but i could get rid of it after a while and get back to sleep]
    [After waking up from this lucid, i didn't get up immediately and slept back for 2 or so more hours... interestingly, i only forgot one single part from this dream during the extra nap ]
    [The dream also collapsed multiple times, but i can't really recall the places where it happened]


    I was at a place i knew well in my town, near the house of my old school's ex-principal's house. Some guy was just trying to park in that garage with luxury cars. I became semi-lucid here and grabbed one of his cars and smashed it exactly in front of the garage door, so he couldn't move his cars in our out. I laughed and moved on.
    I started with walking towards the middle part of the city, when suddenly i noticed my cat Kormi. Since i was just semi-lucid, i had an idea that i should ride my cat. I became smaller than my cat and jumped on his back. [That was weird ].

    He started jumping insane distances as we were moving towards the inner part of the city. He even jumped above a lake which should've not been there. Soon we reached a random house where he sit down on the window ledge and let me down from his back. At this moment i became fully lucid.

    I just realized what i've done and laughed at that. I looked around for a while from the ledge, then flew up into the air to check around from there instead. We weren't exactly in the middle of the city, but it's okay. I turned back to my original height now.
    [I've done something here which i totally forgot during my nap, so time skip].

    I was flying towards the old train station and admiring how nicely the Sun was shining, while i was wondering what i planned to do today... I just couldn't recall my goals for some reason. It bothered me a bit, but i continued flying around just for fun.
    Soon the world around me shifted and i was in front of our house. Oh well, i decided to check inside, after all it was daytime now, so someone must be in there.

    I flew through the closed door and started floating in the living room. I noticed my mom and dad in the kitchen. They were talking about some carnival or something like that, but i didn't pay much attention.
    I decided to go on, so i flew through the window towards the garden. [Ugh the garden... why do i get back here again o.o?].

    I was just slowly passing by the fig tree, when i suddenly remembered that i wanted to meet up with Lucy again. I got a little nervous, but then i told myself that i can't skip this now. I gotta befriend her finally.
    I started flying towards the end of the garden, when suddenly i noticed a bird flock coming towards me really fast. I wasn't worried at all, so i just let them come close.
    When they got close finally, i realized that these were SHARK BIRDS


    This image makes me sick o.o

    I started flapping my arms around and knocked most of them away, but one of them was just somehow stuck on my face, it wanted to eat my left eye.. ugh.
    I didn't hestitate and just grabbed it and thrown it away as far as i could. [Weird shark birds, you deserve this... ].

    I started flying faster now to avoid stuff like this. Soon i reached the end of the garden and while fighting the almost collapsing dream, i called out for Lucy.
    I shouted "Lucy!" "Lucy!" "LUCYYY!" for a while, but nothing happened. I got somewhat mad at her for hiding again, but then something unexpected happened.
    There was a hole in the wall at the corner of the garden and some power started lighting it up and beams started shooting out of it. [When i was young i always feared that monsters come from that corner part of the garden...]

    Soon a bigger beam appeared and it pointed to the ground. Suddenly, a monster appeared from the beam.
    But i just knew that it was Lucy in a different form, to scare me away. This monster was made up of a bottom half of a human with legs and everything up to the waist, but it had no upper body at all! It had a torn skirt on and it had two hands coming out of the legs. It also had some tentacles on top of it.
    I was staring at this weird thing and all i could think of was "What's wrong with you Lucy?!"


    I didn't have much time to think, because she attacked me almost instantly. This monstrosity ran towards me with those huge legs and wanted to hit me with the tentacles. I jumped out of the way. Suddenly i've seen myself from above and i had a sword and shield in my hands. I couldn't control myself anymore and she was just beating me without any problem. I could only stare and do nothing against it.

    Soon my body dropped to the ground and she let out a monstrous laugh, while a word appeared in front of me: Love.

    I woke up.

    [Ok... what the hell... that was weird when it happened, but it still sounds weird when i think back to it...]
    [That "Love." in the end felt like she meant it in a way like... you know... like she delivered what she wanted and is satisfied... but maybe it has more meaning than that... o.o]

    Updated 07-17-2012 at 10:43 AM by littlezoe

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    Terror, Unstable Dream Ends in Kisses

    by littlezoe on 07-16-2012 at 10:45 AM
    First REM Terror

    [I went to bed at 11:30PM yesterday and had this dream at 1:15AM, which makes me believe that it was in my first REM cycle ]
    [Sometimes i wonder why i use this AM/PM stuff in my own DJ... but i guess i'll be nice, after all, it's hard to count to 24 ]


    I was sitting in my room on the ground and watching some kind of musical show, where they've played "Songs of the Years" or something... 2009 and 2010 were listed on the side of the screen.
    As i was watching this, i heard the noise of keys and heard that someone has opened the door and walked into the house. I turned off the TV fast, to make it seem like i'm sleeping already.
    Soon after this i heard that the other TV in the living room was turned on and the same show continued.

    I was wondering who this might this late at night, so i walked out to the living room, carefully.
    I noticed that it was my old love and she also carried a bag with herself. She smiled at me and called me to watcht the show with her, so i stood next to her and we both started watching it. It took some time until i suddenly thought "What..? What is she doing here?!" I turned back to look at her and she was still staring at the TV. I became lucid here.

    I backed away from her and suddenly i felt an unimaginable fear. I turned away from her and wanted to jump out of the window, but at that moment i knew that something was watching me and it wanted to attack me. I couldn't think too much, so i started flying around the room, while everything got darker and darker... it was like dark flames were trying to consume me. I kept flying in a circle and shouting in my mind "NO! I CAN FIGHT IT!" and similar things, but i couldn't really believe it at that time. [I was so scared and confused that i didn't really know what to do at that time].

    The walls soon turned into wood with missing planks, like it was an old wooden building about to collapse. I flew out of the wall and continued the "escape" along the street.
    I constantly felt that terror as something was chasing me and like the whole world was against me. Everything got blurrier and i could barely see anymore as it was nighttime and my eyes were teary for some reason. I rubbed my right eye with one hand, then the left one too the same way, which then made me able to see clearly, but it was still dark outside.

    I flew as fast as i could and i got to some kind of mountain and decided to fly upwards. I still didn't feel safe, i could feel that something was really close to me and that i could hardly escape it. When i almost got up to the top of the mountain, suddenly a ceiling appeared above me. That surprised me a bit and i fell back down. The ground was only some meters away now and as soon as my back hit it, i woke up.

    [Ah well... i can't really put that terror into words, i was just overwhelmed by it. It felt like i wasn't allowed to be lucid at that time ]
    [It really rare when i get lucid this early during the night... when i woke up i first imagined the time to be 5AM at least... but it was just 1:15AM]



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    They Can't Kiss Right

    [Had this dream at 9:15AM, a bit later than usually, because i woke up for WBTB later than i should've done so]
    [Lol, it took me a while to find a somewhat good title for this dream, but it seemed impossible, so here you go...]
    [Oh and i took 3 Negro candies yet again, for the menthol]


    I was just trying to hide from an insane teacher, who i insulted earlier in the dream and she knocked me unconscious with a Tesla-Coil. I ran through the city and then found myself in another town soon.
    The teacher was really close, so i decided to fly up into the air... Since i was able to do so, i became lucid.

    The dream felt rather unstable and it was kinda blurry... i remembered that i told Dreamprofessor that i'll try to find him on this Monday, but i can't do it in a dream like this.
    I decided to fly high in the sky and think out something else to do.
    Soon i reached a huge bubble near the clouds... it looked rather strong, not like a normal bubble. As soon as i noticed it, for some reason i had a thought that there's a candyland like place in the bubble. [I have no idea where i got that...].

    I got through the side of the bubble, but it turned out to be much smaller than i expected, also it was EMPTY... ah what a disappointment
    I decided to leave this place if i can't even find a single gummycandy or something...
    I flew back down to that town where i came from. I started floating nearby a long street. I just realized at this time, that the town was supposed to be near a lake, but the water was missing from it. This made me remember that i still wanted to explore underwater, as my last attempt turned out differently than i wanted it to. [I imagined the exploration to be fully underwater and not just a small part that leads to ground again].

    Soon i noticed a pool further down the street. I turned around and imagined it to be bigger, then turned back to check it out. It definitely got bigger, but not big enough...
    I turned around to check for other possible underwater sources. The other side of this street ended in a long street that was close to our house. I looked back and forth... it looked weird how the world merged two different towns together

    I started slowly flying above this street towards the part that lead to my town. I was constantly checking around for some water when suddenly i found a nice looking pool.


    There were some kids playing in this pool and it wasn't even too big, but i decided to try my luck at it... I jumped into the water and woke up immediately.
    [Back with DEILD].

    Ok... that was a bad idea... it seemed like this blurry dream didn't really want me to do anything good.
    I moved on from this place, towards the closest market... i thought that maybe i could find something there...
    I almost passed by the market while i was distracted by how the dream was trying to collapse constantly, i had to focus on stuff around me to stop it from doing so. [It tried to collapse multiple times earlier as well].

    I stopped in the air and thought of going in the market building, but then i noticed two rocker girls standing on the grassy part near the market. Ah well... i thought that if this dream is so pathetic, then at least i'll end it in a fun way

    I descended to the ground near them and to my surprise the dream finally got clear. But since i was already committed...
    I checked them out for a while. One of them had black hair and fully black clothes and had a somewhat mean look on her face. She was standing near the wall. The other girl had blonde hair and looked a little more friendlier, with black and white clothes. They both had heavy eyeliner around their eyes. [Well, i like that style, so i didn't want to just leave them there ]

    I walked up to the black haired one and kissed her. I focused on keeping my eyes open to not make the dream collapse on me.
    She just kissed horribly, she didn't even move her mouth or tongue at all, she was like a plastic doll or something. I backed away from her shortly after and was thinking of an insult of how badly she kissed, but then decided against saying it out loud... after all she is a DC, she knew what i thought.
    Instead, i walked up to the blonde now and kissed her too. It was somewhat better and her lips felt somewhat more life-like, but still not quite right. She didn't do anything either just like her friend, she just let me play around in her mouth without any interaction from her part.
    I still got excited while kissing her and felt that tingling in real life again, but i could withstand it for a while... but not for long enough, it distracted me too much and caused me to wake up.

    [Oh well... those girls kissed like dead weasels, not like i know what's that like, lolol... i'm going crazy here... ]
    [Anyway, i'm really disappointed of this lucid. I wanted to meet Dreamprofessor or at least do something interesting, but when the dream is so blurry and unstable, it's not much fun and takes away from the experience.. ]
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