I have been having quite a few nightmares recently and can't seem to figure out if there is any reason. They are very graphic and disturbing and get worse the more you scroll down. I'll give a rundown of them, perhaps someone can give any tips, help, or something of the sort.
The first one is I'm in my room relaxing watching TV when a giant spider appears, the size of a basketball. I'm absolutely terrified of spiders so naturally I yell and crush it. Then several more start coming through the windows, bed covers, pillows, bathroom etc... One gets on my chest and is about to bite me when I 'wake up'. I am very relieved to have 'woke up' but then I see the same giant spider on my stomach at which point I yell again and wake up for real, at which point I realize I had a false awakening.
The second is me very precisely killing a lot of people without remorse, several of which are family mainly my brothers. I don't remember the whole dream but I very clearly remember the chill of my machete in my hand and stabbing it into the back of my brothers neck. I wiped off the blade, put it back in its sheath and walk away. There are several others but each is far more graphic.. I'm trying my best to get the nightmares across while trying not to break any rules. When I woke up feeling horrible and numb as if it had actually happened.
The third is a type of apocalypse setting in which my family 'young nieces included' are all zombies / infected. I'm in my current house a two story, fairly large place. It looks like there was a fire, the wood and walls are blacked, destroyed or turned to ash, with pieces of wall missing. I have my machete in my right hand 'Which I actually own' and a .45 colt in my left hand as I sneak through the building. I see my niece who is currently four years old standing in the corner facing away from me.
I am very happy to have found one of my family members and run up to her yelling "Bell knuckles!" Which I do frequently. At this point she turns around and lets out a horrible scream. Her eyes are blackened, skin is grey, and jaw opens farther then is physically possible to reveal razor sharp teeth. I immediately aim the gun at her and pull the trigger. I then stand for a moment before turning around and walking back out the door.
The actual details are quite a bit worse but I am trying to keep it as 'friendly' as I can.
The third and final that I care to remember is me very precisely killing a lot of people without remorse, several of which are family mainly my brothers. I don't remember the whole dream but I very clearly remember the chill of my machete in my hand and stabbing it into the back of my brothers neck. I wiped off the blade, put it back in its sheath and walk away. There are several others but each is far more graphic.. I'm trying my best to get the nightmares across while trying not to break any rules. When I woke up feeling horrible and numb as if it had actually happened.
I have no clue why nightmares like these keep happening but I have lost a bit of sleep over these. The nightmares are extremely realistic far more then any dream lucid or non lucid I've had. I'm wondering what causes nightmares, why people have them, how you can get rid of them etc... I figure Dreamviews is the best place to post this. Thanks for any replies.
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