Stupidity in lucid!!!My subconscious is retard !!!

[stupid]

Some of the dream are really weird! I have very common problem in my lucid dreams and it is how stupid i am in them. I always realize that im dreaming i know it is dream and nothing is real but then suddenly some stupid dream character comes and makes me angry and i try to make them vanish but it wont work and i just want to control my dream so bad that start fighting with them and after awhile i lose little by little my lucidity but never the knowing that im dreaming. I think my subconscious might be bit retard or really annoying. Here few examples: 1. this one time i realized i was dreaming and i had ordered i pizza i was in this beautiful city andi went to sit in this nice grass spot and eat pizza but then my retard subconscious a dream character comes in right front me and start shitting it was fucking disgusting. I swung my hand try to make it fly over the roof but it didnt work i trew my pizza away and again tried it didnt work it just moved back a little. Then i punched him it worked probably because i used to box. Continued my dream and i started to act stupid didnt know what to do. 2. Then this other dream i was lucid from the beginning. In this one i was really lucid but my dream i control was bad. Then this guy appeared and he told m something like you cant control this dream im not letting you. I didnt take it seriosly i tried again to control but he always stopped it then i got angry and tried to beat him didnt work i was like what the hell im going to explore. I traveled trought lucid city being amazed how realistic it was but this fucking dude appered again and didnt leave me alone but i was lucid i knew it was dream and i had 100% confidence that i could control everything. Then after while i lost bit of my lucidity and that became my dream story fighting for dream control. I just dont understand this is still very common for me. Last night this happened again i began to fight with dream character that this is my dream and lost lucidity but i still knew it was dream. AAARRGHHHHH!!! Im thinking maybe my subconscious is trying to tell me something and trying to get my attettion but i have always ignored the dream characters. I once asked in dream do you have something to say trying to communicate with my subconscious but no answer. I also had this dream where i was in this crowded place and everybody started barfing i started to punch everybody because they didnt let me go. My dreams are sometimes fucking disgusting and i dont undertand how my subconscious can produce this kind of stuff. I am very normal and donthave any weird fetishis or dont think anything bad. WHAT THIS COULD MEAN?!!

[djpatch999]

I think something that may help you slightly is to go with the flow of the dream instead of fighting it. For example, when you directly tried to go against the guy telling you that you can't control the dream it didn't work. Maybe if you went more with the flow and say, pulled a control boosting device out of your pocket it might go better for you since you're not directly fighting the dream to get what you want. There are many many ways to do what you like in lucid dreams, it's just taking a moment to think of which one will flow the easiest with the current surroundings. I also generally find that the more you go with the flow of the dream then the more lucid time you have, whereas the more you fight it the less lucid time you have. Don't know if it's the same for you but either way I hope I've helped

[purpleminded]

haha thats funny as hell. My subconcious tends to do stupid things to me too. frankly, the longer I fight the dream, the more frustrating it gets. I think the main problem is once i decide on a goal, I won't be willing to change that and that's all I do for the rest of the dream, never achieving it. For example I often try to have sex when I become lucid, but then the girl turns ugly or i lose lucidity or someone starts to fight me.

[stupid]

I think something that may help you slightly is to go with the flow of the dream instead of fighting it. For example, when you directly tried to go against the guy telling you that you can't control the dream it didn't work. Maybe if you went more with the flow and say, pulled a control boosting device out of your pocket it might go better for you since you're not directly fighting the dream to get what you want. There are many many ways to do what you like in lucid dreams, it's just taking a moment to think of which one will flow the easiest with the current surroundings. I tried and worked but i ruined it by my intention to have sex so stupid. For example I often try to have sex when I become lucid, but then the girl turns ugly or i lose lucidity or someone starts to fight me I think thats my problem ! Yesterday i went with the flow without doing any dream stablelazaion nothing happened. As things calmed down i started to look someone decent to have sex but everyone turned ugly. I said command blond, brunette, prettier they work but only the ugly ones wanted to have sex. I give up on the sex and save it for real life it always ruins my lucid dreams. As soon as i become lucid i start running and looking for someone to have sex and subconsciouss block it. Also really weird thing happened i had the most realistic dream(Every character acted so real) then a character came and asked me what is your earliest memory? Maybe trying to tell me something. My subconsiouss is so interresting i have so many meaningful dreams even if it weird.