Last night I had a very powerful semi-lucid dream. In my experience semi-lucid or almost-lucid dreams are more emotionally powerful than true lucids. This dream had a lot of elements in common with what I've heard about regarding alien abductions. If I had not previously had lucid dreams I might have thought this was a real experience like an abductee. Has anyone had a similar experience? If by chance this was real, I hope "Karen" is out there
I had been thinking about lucid dreaming when I fell asleep. I found myself in a training room run by people who could teach me how to lucid dream better. The woman near me said I had to reach the first dream level by myself, and gave me a mask to use. I didnt think I needed it, and relaxed and was soon in a dreamy state. She then said I had done well and walked me over to another guy. He proceded to pour some liquid on my head and rub it in. Things got really weird...I thought it must be a topical psychedelic as things looked weird, I got really hazy and didnt have much control. I thought to myself that I did not want to lucid dream with drugs...this was a very strange feeling. Next I knew I was lying down on the floor in front of the seated leader who was wearing a white robe of some sort. Next to me was another inductee, a beautiful slim womn with a great body, named Karen. The leader was I think indoctrinating me, but I didnt really hear him. The girl on my left snuggled up to me and I realized she was totally naked. I now was too. She was coming onto me and I started to suck a breast. It was like we didnt have any control but were forced into this. Then she wanted to make love snd pulled her legs up toward her head and was in front of me. I came into her and it felt great but I felt so guilty as I am married. I have never cheated on my wife and never would, and thought she would never forgive me. I came out of her and then everyone was getting dressed. I was still in a bit of a haze and walked out with some others. One couple was saying what a great night it had been and I realized this was what this cult was about. I then noticed my shoes were missing so I went back. The leader wads in a small room where the clothes had been stored. When I asked for my shoes he made some snide remark like "well you must have been enjoying yourself. I understand you and Karen were quite an item". At that point I knew they had pictures of us to use as blackmail, and I couldnt leave the cult or it would destroy my marriage. I was caught. As I left feeling trapped I went up some stairs with some others who didnt notice me. A girl said "did you notice the new guy? The other ones brother"? I knew they were talking about mr. We came to a hall where the floor was wet and yellow cones were out. There was a door to the right into a gym so I tjought maybe the floor was drier there. I went in and turned left basically following the hall but in the gym. Someone came in with me. The gym was fairly dark with a lited room at the end. I then noticed the guy who had followed me was a cult member with a cult uniform on. I went left out the next door bavk into the hall. I realized this guy was following me to make sure I didnt go to the lighted room and tell them what had gone on that night. I felt rreally in trouble. I woke up but the feelings lingered and it took a few seconds to realize it was a dream...at least I think so, but it was so real to me, although some details missing like I had been drugged. So this had a number of elements like an abduction...really real-seeming...drugged so as confused and very little control, somewhat unwilling sex (no desire to stop). Has anyone had a similar experience?
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