Hello Everyone!!
I have been experiencing unusual dreams that have just recently been happening and disturbing me. Not sure exactly what is since a lot of the research I’ve been doing is indicating It could be Sleep Paralysis, Lucid dreaming and even OBE. Please help!
Let me start by telling a bit of myself. I dream and I dream both crazy and beautiful things. On top of that I have great dream recall. Of course my dreams occur in unfamiliar locations with unfamiliar faces I’ve never seen, well at least from what my conscious mind leaves me to believe. I am a beginner in mediation and have been doing a lot of research on lucid dreaming. Also, I have been more in tuned with spirituality.
Before I sleep, meditate or even try and lucid dream I always ground myself by praying to my guardian angels.
So I here it is…..
First incident
First I would like to start off by saying that I never, ever sleep on my back. First I played relaxing music from my iphone which I usually do to help me relax while falling asleep. At this time I was on my stomach laying down with my hands hugging my pillow. I don’t even remember my dream starting in any particular way besides being awoken to a terrible feeling as if someone was trying to take control of my body and I mean I instantly felt a strong energy that was lifting me in the air. In this dream I was sleeping on my back and my body was being forced up to the ceiling by this horrifying energy that I was trying to resist. I couldn’t move, even speak while I was trying to call out for someone to help. Then my body was flying around my room, closest to the ceiling. My body felt like It was being controlled at this point my body was going towards my window in top speed ready to fly out, But with the fear of now hitting into my window scared me, I woke up for real. What I don’t understand is that I know I was dreaming because I was aware while It was happening. I had become aware once I knew I was still in my house in the same pajamas with the same furniture and all. But this feeling and what happened is what I cant knock off. Besides my dreams never take place in my home.
Second…which is very simple and quick but still frightening.
FYI…I hate snakes, definitely my biggest fear and for some reason I have had a few normal dreams that involved them. But this was unlike any.
So one day I decided to take a nap on my mothers queen size bed. I fell asleep on her side which would normally be on the left. In my dream I was aware that I was sleeping there and looked to my right only to see a black snake creeping up the side of the bed with a normal size head but the unusual part about this was that its body was very short. Now its trying to come at me and of course being so fearful of it attacking me I try to move even scream but I can’t! As the snake was getting closer I ended up waking up! Wow, it felt so real as if it was really happening.
And to the last that just happened to me last week.
Again falling asleep only this time facing my wall while I was laying on my left side. In my dream I was also sleeping the same way I fell asleep. With the feeling of this terrifying energy pulling me from behind towards the floor at this point I remember seeing a glass and as this energy was pulling me I ended hitting into this glass which made it hit the floor before I could and saw it shattered now as my body is leaning towards it the fear of my face going into it scares me like crazy. Wow, I woke up! I noticed I had just dreamed it and decided within seconds to fall back asleep. OMG now in this dream again but this time the glass isn’t there but again I’m being pulled from this energy from behind and ready to hit the floor again only this time as I got close to hitting the floor my body was forced up by this energy in a sitting position on my bed then moved from left to right that last briefly and then I finally woke up again! Only this time I completely stood up to shake off the feeling of what had happened and prayed before going back to sleep 5 minutes later.
Sorry for all of this information and if I haven’t been clear enough. Its probably doesn’t sound as scary as I know it to be since I felt fear like never before.
Through all of these experiences I was truly sleeping and definitely dreaming it but I was aware that I was dreaming all along which I was never able to do in any of my other dreams. But why couldn’t I move or even speak, why didn’t I have control over my body and instead felt as if someone else had control? Why am always resisting this energy from taking me away or wherever it is trying to take me? Why are my dreams happening in my personal space like never before?
Thank you to everyone who has taken the time to read this. Any information would certainly help.
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