I have been taking a break from lucid dreaming.
The reason being that i don't feel that i have enough time to do it.
I thougth that i was going to start again when the summer break starts.
Lateley i have been feeling kinda wierd, it feels like the world is extremeley "dreamlike".
I have also been day-dreaming a whole lot, when i am not activeley doing somthing that requires a lot of focus i usually just drift off and starts to day-dream. My day-dreams has also becomn more vivid.
I am not even sure if they can be called day-dreams because while i am day-dreaming i am
not aware that i am awake, neither am i aware that i am day-dreaming. The "day-dreaming" state usually lasts from 1 - 20 minutes. On a positive note it seems like i am able to imagine thngs waaay more "clearly".
The day-dream thing was kinda worrying me but not enough to write this.
This is whats worrying me
(I tried to write it as detailed as i could remember it but i was very very scared when it happened) :
I where home sitting in my bed studying( history ). I was not sleepy nor feeling bad or dizzey.
The clock where like 21:30 or 9:30 in the nigth.
After a while i noticed that i wheren't actually reading, i where just watching the words. I looked up and i saw and i saw a monster standing in my doorway. The monster looked like a hydralisk( if you don' know what it is looks like look at this Hydralisk by cvbtruong on deviantART )
I jumped up and out of my bed and screamt, then i ran out of a door leading to a balcony.
It was raining heavily. It was also thundering.
Then i started crying. After a while i came up with the idea that this migth just be a dream.
I did the nose-plug reality check and it was a dream!
I then tried to wake myself up. It worked after a few tries.
I am 100% sure that this wheren't a normal day-dream. But i am scared that this migth happen again
while i am doing somthing that can go wrong if i suddenly do this. like showering or jogging.
I do not have any ilnesses neither where i under affection of any drugs or anything.
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