Beginners luck. I was reading a book, and it mentioned that it is possible to go to sleep without loosing your daytime consciousness. Thats it. All the information. That night, I was going to bed, and stayed aware. Many times I almost drifted away, but than...at once...I was in a forest. In my first attempt I made a WILD, without WBTB. It was this super real, lifelike vivid daytime lucid dream. I was shocked from the reality. I was checking some materials, like wood, and sand. Somehow I couldn't believe that this is a dream, and then the bad idea came in to my head. It is so real, because I am dead. The panic rapidly began to eat me up. I was sitting down on the trunk of a cutted tree, and with my face in my hands, I was crying. Then, in one moment I was in my bed. Of course, after I realized, that this is something so fantastic, that if you can do this, when you want, then it is almost so powerful, like being a wizard. I tried it after many times, with no success. Some years after, I find the whole lucid dream thing, here, on the internet. I really love the lucid dream thing, but today I am more interested in the lucid living, with the "side effect" lucid dreaming, and not reverse. I have a intention to have the lucid dreams, as measurement for my daytime awareness. I am more aware, I have more lucids.
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