I am aware that many post threads similar to this, like, "I knew I was dreaming, was it an LD?". I am sorry to be one of those now, but what I dreamt last night was really confusing.
I haven't written in my DJ for two days now and was seriously thinking about quiting because I had had no success, so this morning, it was very difficult for me to remember what I have dreamt - at first the only thing I coul remember was this dream about my ex on which I focused (cause I miss him a lot, boo hoo...). Anyway, as I was closing my DJ, this is what I remembered from a dream, looking at a digital clock that showed 9:something and when I looked back 11:something, at which point I told my grandma that I was dreaming. From that point on I don't remember anything.
When I have a normal dream, even if it's in first person, to me it's like a story, I just do things that seem dictated by someone else, and can reflect on them in the morning. I always saw LD-s as an "awakening" in a dream. (Oh!! I can't explain!!! and I have to leave for school in 3 minutes!!!! . So, in this dream, my thought "I must be dreaming" seemed like one of my normal dream thoughts (dictated by someone else aka my subconcious, not the concious)... And I don't feel that I became lucid..but, that may be because of poor dream recall...
Now, I'm gonna teleport to school, that being the only way I can arrive in time...
Please read it carefully and explain it to me if you understand!
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