I have control in the sense where if I will it, it will happen without to much thought. I don't have control in the sense that I "can't" force myself to not have control, this is more of a personality trait that transfers over. My life in general I have control in almost every aspect that I am able to, and the aspects that I don't have control over I can accurately predict what will happen which gives me time to prepare for it. I, by nature, over-think everything. The purpose of this post was because I wanted to discover what my subconscience was trying to tell me due to certain reacurring graphic dreams, or forget them all together. Then I read the post about "dreamscapes" and if this theory is even remotely true then I will be able to discover what I initially wanted to.

I am 15, I have experienced many of what is on this site so it shall not be a problem to "map" my subconscience. I realize it is a gift, but there are some things in my mind that I need to understand or to forget altogether. Unfortunately now that I want to remember my dreams I fall into a dry spell. Any of you heard of bruising in your sleep? I know that some do due to flailign in their sleep and hitting walls, but I have had people watch me and I will wake up with bruises due to the content of the dream.


Mitravelus