Ive been trying to go lucid fro about 5 days now and i dont know how i manage to let the most un-realistic things happen in my dreams... i need to build my awareness but i dont know how...

last night i was in a sailing race, my boat vanished so i swam back to the dock and i got a peice of scrap wood that wouldnt be able to carry me in a million years, i had an engine in my other hand and as i rode the wooden plank thats un-rideable i would use the engine to keep me afloat if i sank...

HOW CAN I REALIZE THAT IM ACTUALLY DOING THAT !!???