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      hRrible dreaM..

      its exactly 3:24 am.. and i just had the worst dream and i want to write it down b4 i forget,,but first ill tell you that i had a big fight with my mom b4 i went to sleep and i really love her and i hate myself for hurting her all the time..

      ohhk..i cant remember the beginning...i think i was coming from the trac banquet the sAME as we really did last night and i was with my friend kellen and maybe someone else i dont knoe...and we were driving and it was a curvy path turning left and i dont knoe how but i was making street signs...the white and black ones like speed signs but i was thinking like really thinking in my head and in the dream of what to write..i made one say "hi." and whats up..and i remember i was writing i like the technic thing that was makling is appear because i help it away so kellen couldnt see what i made them...im not shure who was driving..but we were driving really fast from one of are coaches, mrs. egan.
      and i remember on this swirvy curve there was a car to the left bhind us and my egan had a car that i can picture in my head but i dont know what it is..looked like a submarine and she put her blinkers on trying to catch us and everything but she didnt...and all of a sudden we're in this neighborhood..and we park the car really fast and jump out into this lawn. and run into this house...theres cowble stone paths and orange flowers on the sides..and dark dirt/multch and the house is being painted orange because i remember running past orange paint cans that were opened with paint brushes...and there was this guy chasing after us in the house...a boy who i didnt recognize with short brown hair and acne. brown eyes..and all through this him chasing me through the hallway of the house and outside past the flowers i think i was yelling to my mom on the phone..and told her whree i was and i cee her car as i run up..and i open the door but no ones with her ..she was on the passengers side though..sitting up..and i open it and she crumbles over crying..and i can see the pain on her face and shes wearing her peach shirt and comfy shorts she does,,and i can see blood on her shirt..like a big inch wide hole but covered my the shirt making it a maroon color..and shes crying and hurling over and i go "mom, im sorry i love you so much"..and i touch her shoulders...and i wake up.

      i hate myself for how i am..i killed me mom..i have the feeling in the pit of my stomach,,im almost afraid to go to bed again..but im really tired and its uncomfortably hot in here.[img]

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      =( Eeek!!! =( Give you mom a big hug when you get up in the morning.

      I hope your next dream is much more pleasant!!!
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      Some terrifying dreams of mine can help me appreciate life much more.
      For example, in a dream i might have cheated on my girlfriend, but when i wake up COMPLETELY RELIEVED that it was a dream, i appreciate the fact that we are in a trust-based, adult relationship!

      ...anyway...hope you have better dreams...
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      You do know that this is a forum right, and not a quick text message to one of your friends... I'm not saying 100% perfect dictionairy good spelling, just... some attempt at a comprehensible message?

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      Well is anyone going to at least Welcome Shly902 To the Forum?

      Welcome TO DV's Here's a Thumbs up

      Shit! just take two why don't ya

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      Originally posted by ShadowNightWing
      Well is anyone going to at least Welcome Shly902 To the Forum?
      *Comes out as his alter ego, n00b Welcoming man*
      Never fear....
      *narrows eyes*
      Its my job.

      Welcome to the forum Shly!

      I hope that your dreams are more pleasant in the future though, I hate it when stuff happens in dreams that is bad...
      These are the tears that I dream about...

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      Originally posted by CT
      You do know that this is a forum right, and not a quick text message to one of your friends... I'm not saying 100% perfect dictionairy good spelling, just... some attempt at a comprehensible message?
      Indeed. Punctuation does go a long way when improving the response to your messages.
      I say this to everyone all the time, but do they listen? Noooo....

      Please refer to my signature for my stance on text-messaging/133t speaking. Please let everyone know how much I hate it.


      Ahem... I wouldn't take the dream too seriously. Dreaming things like that does not make you crazy, nor does it mean that you'll actually do something like that. Taking a slightly analytical perspective (Wondering what the dream was about, for all those who don't know words like that), the dream may represent the state of your relationship with your mother. You mentioned how you fight with your mother a lot, for whatever reason that may be: You wanting something, disagreeing, supposed lack of freedom, whatever. If this is the case, it may just be a matter of thinking before you speak. Let your mother know how you feel, that you don't wish to fight, but you can't seem to help it. Tell her how you love her.
      I hope this helps.


      Man, I need to learn some Psychology... and I need a drink.
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      ahh, give the guy a break with the punctuation and spelling...it was 3:46 or whatever in the AM, and after having JUST woken up after a dream like that, its good to know he's not shaking too much to not be able to type at all! ...anyway, ya...those dreams suck, but personally, im always more afraid when something like that happens, y'know, you kill someone you love, and you feel good about, and then wake up...uggh

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      Uuh... WerBurN?

      Originally posted by sHly902's Gender
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      These are the tears that I dream about...

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      Who gets on the internet at 3 in the morning just to write a dream down?

      That's what Dream Journals are for. You keep them beside your bed, write in them, then post it. Unless you're new, which... I suppose I can agree with.

      People have to be able to read it though.
      The best times of your life should not be when you're still so young, or else you'll live a life always dreaming of the past.


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      You can't type when you just wake up...
      Still trying to decide on a sig.

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      Originally posted by Aphius+--><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Aphius)</div>
      Uuh... WerBurN?

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      my bad, i didnt look and assumed...we all make mistakes, ne?

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      Welcome Shy!

      Don't worry we all have dreams like this. The fact that she died in the dream doesn't represent that you want her dead, but most likely the feelings you were having towards her. The dream made you feel different about your mom when you woke up and you probably realized how much you love her and that you don't want to hurt her anymore. If that is so, then the dream performed its job, it made you see beyond the petty arguments and into the truth....

      Don't worry, I know that my mother has died in my dreams at least 3 or 4 times that I can remember...
      If I hadn't made me
      I'd be more inclined to bow
      Powers that be would have swallowed me up
      But that's more than I can allow...

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