Its just that I don't think I can. Ive tried forever. Yesterday I was so determined I stayed in an SP state for 4 hours. I maybe saw hallucinations. But I don't think they were. What I saw was more like a semi-clear daydream. Everything was black but I saw the picture in my head. Not behind my eyelids. It was no different than reading a book to me and seeing the scene in my mind. So it wasn't really hallucinations. I maybe heard something, but then again I don't think I did. Im taking the day off today, not even going to think about it. But Im starting to believe that I can't.