I know what you mean.

My recall used to be golden. I'd get lucid dreams twice a week. I'd always remember to do reality checks.

These days I'm lucky to wake up and remember a dream. I lucid dream once every couple weeks. I feel horrible about losing the ability, but I feel powerless to do anything about it. That in turn lowers my motivation, partly because I know how much work it can be and I have little spare time this year with school. It really, really sucks.

I think part of the reason is material possessions. I got two things I wanted greatly; a RC plane I can fly in my house and an Xbox 360. Suddenly my interest in airplanes and video games spiked again, and to make room my lucid dream interest fell. I feel like lucid dreaming is such a more fun thing to do, but once again I hit a mind block and feel like I can't change it.

Help us.


That's the first time I used a smiley in the DV forums, that means we really need help people!