It's a shame for me to be typing this, the fact that I somewhat used to be a natural years ago... Ever since I spoiled myself with lucid dreaming after learning more about it 3 years ago, lucid dreaming comes rare now.

So lately I've been thinking about lucid dreaming again. Surely, you've seen a lot more posts from me lately. What am I trying to start up? Motivation. That was the key three years ago from me that drove me so far into my interests of lucid dreaming. Reading posts about other people's dreams; reading dream journals, etc. Yeah, I do get motivated. I start remembering how I defeated nightmares and flew and explored my dreams... all that. But, the moment I stop reading about lucid dreaming, my motivation disappears quickly. The moment I leave these forums, the thought of lucid dreaming is far from me.

I don't know what I can do to keep me motivated while I'm not reading about it or participating in a dream forum like this.

I have school, so I barely get some free time to concentrate on lucid dreaming. Maybe that's what's keeping my motivation far. But I really need some advice if I'm going to have the chance to spark up my lucidity again.