MM - No, its definilty only when I"m going to sleep.... and I'm sure it is just HH and its' also me being AWARE of falling asleep which is why I'm probably hearing/seeing these things...
Thanks again for the advice BChill, however, I"m not obsessed or focused on Lding right now at all, tha'ts the wierd thing. Yes, ofcourse its always on my mind, but ever since I had my first controlled WILD, I'll get spontaneous wilds and these spontaneous hallucinations wihtout wanting them or thinking about it or inducing anything.
I work M-F 40 hours, go to gym, walk my dog, do community work, family time, social time, so I have other areas where I focus alot, but something in my head has changed..... I don't know. I love lucid dreaming and want to do it more, but I 'm just curious if anyone else has felt this..
Also.... I started having SP episodes about 5 years ago and would get one every couple months, now, since I began LDing more, I get into SP (unvoluntarily) once a week!
Maybe my body/brain reacted too well to LDing and I guess I have to get used to it....I just hope it doesn't go beyond my control...
Jur - Thanks for the optimism, although, I have to disagree slightly, I don't think LDing is that NORMAL, infact its very abnormal, i'ts normal to us though. As far as perfectly healthy, well there is no proof saying it isn't but there is no proof saying it is....it is still a very unknown world of the abnormal (but I love it and fear it) hehe
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