i would always be able to will myself awake if i wanted to...but nowadays usually i just go with the dream...its weird, when i was little, id do this thing, where i'd decide what i wanted to dream about (for instance, one night, i really missed my sister who had moved away, and i wanted to see her in my dream) and i'd just have a dream all about her. the dream wasn't in my control though...anyways i kept doing this thing, and like eventually it got to the point where as soon as i entered a dream, id be conscious enough [lucid, basically] to decide if i wanted to continue with the dream or not. (back then, i didn't know anything about lucidity, or controlling dreams) one time i remember, it started off really gloomy so i woke up, and went back to sleep again to get a better dream, so i slipped into another dream, which i decided was going to be an okay one, so i continued with that. i guess this is just a description of how an elememtary school kid would describe lucidity. anyways, this kept on happening for a longggg time, until i got to like, middle school i think. that's a whole different story..starting from my middle school years...i ve been having a whole bunch of these weird premonition dreams...i think ill put up a post about them later.
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