Thread: Twoshadows' Dream Journal

that would be cool to dream of bigfoot!

Originally Posted by Twoshadows

I had on very bright red lipstick. My hair was also a bleached blond and somewhat curly. I said out loud, "Wow...this is how Madonna used to look."

If I looked like Madonna in a dream, I would consider it a nightmare... But that's just me!

After I finished reading your entire dream, it reminded me of dreams I've had in the past and I woke up thinking "What the fuck was that all about?" Because it makes sense but the wording is just funny.

Originally Posted by ranma187

that would be cool to dream of bigfoot!

Yeah, it is. And I don't have nearly the amount of bigfoot dreams that I used to have back when I was actively doing research.

Originally Posted by meggyfayephotography

If I looked like Madonna in a dream, I would consider it a nightmare... But that's just me!

Well, as mush as I have never been overly fond of her, I don't think she's ugly. Plus, I mostly looked like myself just dressed up in that style. I think it's because over the weekend my sister made a comment on how she saw something (now I can't remember what it was) that was some fashion from the past that is now becoming "in" again.

Dream:

All I remember was a very brief fragment of a dream. There was a girl. It was Jessica Alba or someone that looked a bit like her. It was like I was watching a movie. SHe was standing in a room. When she opened her mouth to speak bubbles came out, and I realised that she was underwater. I remember thinking that effect was very clever for some reason.


Another dream is trying to surface. Maybe if I sit here for a sec, it will come.

Hmmm....something about the church building I went to as a child. Maybe...

All I remember from last night's dreams is something about being a video game character (WOW) and fighting. I remember lining up with a group of characters and comparing something.

Even though that sounds kind of boring, I think it was kind of fun at the time.:p

I would really enjoy a very vivid dream. Perhaps tonight I will go to bed a little early and take some B6. I really need to get that Task done. Also, I have been reading some very interesting books. I wish they would influence my dreams. So maybe tonight.

I can dream, anyway......

I have a thing for reflection pictures. This are kind of goofy. But fun.








TS

haha! a bit more sexay than your guitar pics. What's that book about?

yeah I've been trying to influence my dreams as well. I have a series of videos i like to watch before bed. It sounds lame but i'm trying to get a star trek induced LD:p

Originally Posted by ranma187

haha! a bit more sexay than your guitar pics.

I have to say I agree. The bottom one is really cool.

haha! a bit more sexay than your guitar pics.

I have to say I agree. The bottom one is really cool.

Well, thanks guys. I was calling them "goofy".....:p.

What's that book about?

Oh, my favorite....vampires. This is a sequel to a book called Twilight. It's written for young people. But I have still thoroughly enjoyed it.


But I really want to dream about vampires. But so far no luck.


Edit: Star trek dreams would be really cool, too....

Well, here I am awake at 3:30. I have been awake since 2:50. In a few minutes I'll go back to bed and see if I can do the Task.

I'm really in the mood for a good LD.

By the way, I keep noticing that spot of the blanket in the pictures I posted. It bugged me until I realized that there was a good chance that it is a wood shaving from my carving that I have been working on.

Thanks to the very generous Oneironaught, I am back at my carving. Knife carving even. I'll be sharing a picture soon.

And Oneironaught, I've only bled once......

Originally Posted by Twoshadows

And Oneironaught, I've only bled once......

Welcome to the club

Make sure you take a look at my post from today. Trust me, you'll get a good laugh out of it!

I love the crazed look in your eyes in that first picture. Looks kinda like that scene in the shining when Jack Nicholson breaks through the door with the axe. You can't really see the camera in that picture, but for some reason I keep picture you holding a large knife. I may have to make a sketch of that one day.

I didn't sleep well after I went back to bed....so no LD. But tonight.....!

Originally Posted by Oneironaught

Welcome to the club

Oooo, thank you gh......

Originally Posted by meggyfayephotography

Make sure you take a look at my post from today. Trust me, you'll get a good laugh out of it!

I just read it.....That's great.

I'll comment in your DJ after this.

Originally Posted by The Cusp

I love the crazed look in your eyes in that first picture. Looks kinda like that scene in the shining when Jack Nicholson breaks through the door with the axe. You can't really see the camera in that picture, but for some reason I keep picture you holding a large knife. I may have to make a sketch of that one day.

Too funny....

I actually took maybe a dozen pics all in a row with that CD. I think that "crazed" one was one of the last ones I took. I mean, you can only smile for so many. Or be serious for so many. Then you start making faces.

Task....

Also I want to add that for the Task, at first I had been wanting to really focus on the "Pet" Task. The "Fire" Task didn't seem to appeal to me at all.

But about two days ago, I suddenly really wanted to walk through fire. I can't say why I had this sudden change. The pet task hardly appeals at all. I just really want to walk through fire.

This desire is far stronger than I felt about the pet task. And as I sit here I'm feeling that I want to do this more than any Task I have ever completed in the past. So I just need to keep obsessing about it. I've just got to do this one.

I'm back again.

I don't know what it is about my dream recall when I'm away, but it hasn't been very good. I'll wake up and know I had many dreams but they all slip though my fingers and I'm not left with anything.

Last night, I'm finally back in my own bed and I remember a bunch. So here they are.


Dream 1:

Vampire dream-- ([Yeah I finally got a vampire dream, but I'm not sure it's what I wanted.)

I took notes and I'm glad because since this was the first dream of the night, my recall is now rather fuzzy.

I don't know how I got to this point. I was in a house feeling very helpless because I knew that vampires were coming to get me and I had no idea how to save myself (see what I mean......lame).

I finally decided to call 911. I didn't want to get a bunch of police killed, but I really didn't want to be in this alone. The lady at dispatch that answered was actually someone I knew. When she heard me asking for help, she started thinking that it was some kind of domestic problem, and wasn't taking my panicking seriously. So I finally hung up.

I looked in the cupboards, there was toast there. I knew that was significant. It had some connection to the last time the vampires were there (I think that was a part of the dream that I have now forgotten) I was worried that the vampires could just transport right into my house using the toast to direct them.

I turned on the garbage disposal and threw in the toast and let it all grind up and wash away.

The I heard someone at the door. I turned in panic, but it was several other adults that I had worked with in the past dealing with vampires. I let them in and rushed to lock the door afterwards.

Things are fuzzy, but the next thing I remember is that vampires are in the house, and that we are all fighting. I remember being involved with fighting a yound teen vampire (who reminded of somone I knew in high school.) He wasn't as strong as some of the others. I was able to knock him to the floor. We were in a kitchen, so I looked around for anything I could find to help kill him with.

I was only able to reach a frying pan. I turned it on its side and then began to try to cut off this kid vampire's head with the side. It was too blunt, It wouldn't cut. With each whack, I felt sicker and sicker. I could see the vampires eyes as each blow made him cringe in pain. I felt horrible.

I finally reach over and grabbed a long knife and started stabbing him trying to get his heart, but forgetting that this knife was not wood. I kept torturing this poor young vampire. I just couldn't get him to die.

Things are fuzzy again.

The next thing I remember is that all the vampires and people are gone, except one vampire. We had made some sort of truce. He was extremely good looking and I was attracted to him. And he acted like he liked me. But at the same time I remember thinking that I would never be able to trust him, and that for all I knew I was totally under his power. It bothered me that I realised that he had the power to kill me at any time.

[This dream was obviously inspired by my recenly reading some vampire themed books]



Dream 2:

I was talking to these freinds of mine that were dancers and they were about to go to Japan and compete there. The girls was lamenting that she always felt so intimidated when dancing with the "perfect" Japanse girls.

[I have a feeling this dream was inspired by the fact that as young teenager I lamented becasue every boy that I ever thought was cute had himself a "perfect" Japanese girlfriend. I felt I could never compete.]



Dream 3:

Fuzzy dream. I was a pool with two teen guys. They were talking about some projects that they had done for school. Then they showed me the projects. They were in the water and were big and plastic and floating at the end of the pool.

Then there was a big whirlpool and recognised this to be part of a game we were about to play.



Dream 4:

My friend was showing me some new jeans and boots that she had gotten at a thrift shop.



Dream 5:

I was at some meeting, but it was late at night. I told them since it was so late that we should just continue the meeting while laying on the floor where we could be comfortable. The others agreed and everybody got on the floor.


Dream 6:

I was back in school. There was some really big activity going one. This was inspired by watching Night at the Museum. There were all these dinosaur skeletons anf other strange creatures that came alive. It was all so potintially dangerous that the teacher game the students something that would protect them from getting hurt (not sure what it was). Somehow I got missed. I knew I was in great danger. There were huge strange creatures everywhere.

I suddenly ran into JS--the boy I had the hugest crush on for years in Jr. High. (Yes, at one point he too had a Japanese girlfriend). I was momentarily mesmerised by his beautiful brown eyes, his long sunbleached blond hair, and his gorgeous tan that he had gotten from living half his life at the beach surfing.

I realized that he too was in great danger. I told him that neither of us had been protected--that these creatures could kill us. He didn't take it seriously, and started walking toward and area that was full of danger. I didn't know what else to do so I ran after him and knocked him to the ground and said "You can't go over there!"

That's funny about vampire-channeling bread Two words: garlic toast.

Don't feel lonely though, I've had dreams about DreamViews and DV members practically every night for the past week (at least) and not once did I think that I might be dreaming. Actually, in one dream where a DV member was present, I was lucid before and after that segment but, not during.

On a side note: I accidentally broke the tip off of my favorite carving knife last night (in real life).

Originally Posted by Oneironaught

That's funny about vampire-channeling bread Two words: garlic toast.

Don't feel lonely though, I've had dreams about DreamViews and DV members practically every night for the past week (at least) and not once did I think that I might be dreaming. Actually, in one dream where a DV member was present, I was lucid before and after that segment but, not during.

On a side note: I accidentally broke the tip off of my favorite carving knife last night (in real life).

Hey gh--

Yeah, funny--I have no idea what the "toast" was all about. :p

I need to get caught up on reading your DJ. I really like having Dream View memeber dreams. I think it is because that's who I am sharing the dreams with, so it makes it more fun. A little connection there. Maybe you'll show up one of these days.

But you know I don't think I have ever become lucid from seeing a DV member. I think CoLd BlooDed was the only DV member I have ever seen while lucid--and that was because I went to look for him, but it was very brief.

Whoa--that reminded me I forgot a dream from last night. I just now remembered from writing his name. Cold BlooDed was in it. We were talking and he told me that he would rather me call him "CoLd" instead of "CB"....LOL.... [So CB/CoLd--is that true?]


gh--that's too bad about your favorite knife. Can you get another one just like it? You weren't stabbing vampires with it were you?

I'm getting close on the piece you sent me. I'll maybe post a pic here later today.

Your vampire dream sounded pretty disturbing. Trying to kill something that won't die and feeling bad about it. Gives me an icky feeling.

So what were you reading? My favorite vampire books were Brian Lumley's Necroscope series.

Hehe, I really don't mind. CB or CoLd, it's whatevers easier, really. :p

Originally Posted by The Cusp

Your vampire dream sounded pretty disturbing. Trying to kill something that won't die and feeling bad about it. Gives me an icky feeling.

So what were you reading? My favorite vampire books were Brian Lumley's Necroscope series.

Yes, very disturbing. I have had similar dreams in the past. Must mean something.

I was reading Twilight by Stephanie Meyer. It's kind of a young people's book, but I really liked it. Well written.

I also have enjoyed Sunshine by Robin McKinley, which is also a Vampire story.

I'm also reading another one my sister just gave me yesterday. But it is very shallow, and I wouldn't recommend it to anyone.

I haven't read the Necroscope series. I'll look it up.

Oh, hey. I had something really interesting happen the other day when I was visiting my moms.

Before I tell you reread this dream of mine from a few weeks ago (5-16-07)

Dream 4:

I was in my mom’s bedroom. I looked over to her shelf and saw two of my favorite childhood dolls. I picked one of them up and I just hugged it. I suddenly remembered all my childhood feelings about that doll. It felt so real. I felt like I was in my childhood again. [This doll was called Magic Elizabeth. In the dream she had on a fancier dress than she did in real life. I actually still have this doll. I have never been able to part from her.]

Then I looked at the shelf again and saw another doll I had when I was even younger. It was the baby doll my mom had had when she was a child. I loved that doll. I used to sleep with it when I was very young (4 or 5).

[This doll started to disintegrate when I was in my teens so it had to be thrown away. In this dream my feelings for these childhood dolls were so extremely strong.]

Wellll....when I recently went to my mom's, lo and behold, what did I see sitting on her chair??

Yes, it was my childhood doll that I thought was thrown away years ago. I picked it up and hugged it first thing. Then I ran to my mom and asked about it.

Apparently, she found it in an old box. I questioned her about the date, and we determined that she found it at approximately the same time I had the dream.

I thought it was really cool.

This isn't the first time I have had a "connection" like this with my mom.



Here is a picture of the doll. These aren't the same clothes that it had when I had it. It had moreof a light blue nightgown. This has been very nostalgic for me.



TS

Originally Posted by CoLd BlooDed

Hehe, I really don't mind. CB or CoLd, it's whatevers easier, really. :p

Okay then.....

Remember that I told you that I took more pictures of your name, but I never posted them....well here they are finally. And I used both of your nicknames.....








This is what happens when my dog and I run out of things to say to each other. :p
TS