Thread: Hathor's Work BOOK

Congratulations on the lucid! You really are good with the DEILDs. Considering that I've spent all of November so far failing to meet my goal of having a DEILD, you have my respect.

Here's your DJ entry, btw, which I shall be scouring for clues on how to DEILD properly: A Long Deild - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views

I had a very dangerous aftermath mentality after i woke from this dream concerning about zombies and apocalypse.
My dream started as me just walking around in public areas and everything is fine, i over heard someone say that we all need to be ready for what's coming and i didn't know exactly what the person meant by. I didn't even see what the person looked like, but after that i seen some people act weird and becoming zombies, everyone was screaming once they all seen this happening. I panicked and thought where i should get a weapon to defend myself, it took awhile for me to find something because i had to run and hide from them and be cautious.
I was in a kitchen place and found a 17 inch long blade, i started chopping heads off, every zombie. I also chopped the ones that looked like a threat even though they weren't zombies.
I ran and walked in areas where it was deserted and everyone evacuated. I was in a place outside and some team members for survivals arrived, in a helicopter and picked me up. I knew one guy from them that was usually my dream guy.

Continued....i woke up and the dream feelings still occurred awake, i tried to get myself used to the real life but i needed 15mins to cope myself before i go nuts and start going rampage in real!! I really thought this zombie occurrence was still going on while awake, i wanted to go out and kill anyone who were zombies, i thought my own husband turned into one and i had to get him, but once i tried to put myself back into reality i started to think straight.
This had nothing to do with me watching a movie last night or this week concerning this zombie thing, it just happened! And it scared me! O_O

Other than Twilight...i love these other movies that reminds me of my real dream guy (edit of post, new links, old links don't work)
Other than Twilight...i love these other movies that reminds me of my real dream guy

^She's All That (9/12) Movie CLIP - You're Vapor (1999) HD - YouTube

^You Wanna Be With Me Too - YouTube

Connections to Bonnie and Clyde...

What i like or am attracted to..
-1930s cars
-a man in a suit and fedora hat
-guns, shooting video games
-bad boys (mafia)
-Liberty without injustice
-Scarface movie 1983 and 1932, i watched the 1932 movie for the first time today and knew it would be Clyde's favorite gangster movie. I love both of the original and remake.
-loves bob hair cuts
-southern foods
-going to places and travel a lot, going on impulse
-any kind of music but country
-Public enemies movie
-love red color since age 4, (Bonnie loves red)
-Coke as in coca cola
-would like to learn to play piano, and or am attracted to piano and piano playing music, (Bonnie played piano)
-Bank heist movies
-Hats




What i don't like or used to fear of...
-Police
-Government (especially dictators)
-being kept too long inside
-the country life or any country music
-media/news


75159_MafiaIIArtwork-Downsized-05.jpgmafia2-wallpaper-5.jpgtumblr_m54vawDbi61rpfn3v.jpg541218_416314195096322_1057555967_n.jpg< Took a picture of this 1930s car a few months ago, it just fascinated me that it was in excellent condition.
The only song in 1930s that i feel a connection to..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PHbkyRZteUw
Scarface 1932 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oClFiO7LMkc
1983 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ePYe1_nsxOk

Now i'm starting to have bad recalls, and i know i dreamt of something! Seems like my subconscious doesn't want me to recall.

Sometimes recall comes and goes. We don't always know why. Hang in there and keep at it. It will improve.

It has improved, but seems like it's an up and down thing, you can't always have recalls all the time.

that is true. Maybe try some mantras or memory exercises before bed? Journaling before sleep seems to help as well, and being on the intarwebs.
Recall is always good cuz you never know when you will have an awesome dream!

I think my subconscious only recalls awesome dreams, if it is boring then it doesn't want to recall it. lol! I do remember fragments but only one scene from a very long dream, it just makes it useless to write down fragments when it was a long dream. I know i dreamt but i can't recall all dream specifics, only one scene out of 10 scenes.

Originally Posted by hathor28

I think my subconscious only recalls awesome dreams, if it is boring then it doesn't want to recall it. lol!

Ha! I can relate to that. It seems if it was really boring I can't recall as much. I'm not sure I even want to!

Perhaps its boring because its hard to recall the dream? I totally understand what you guys are saying, I do the same thing. One thing I like to do is remember the fragment, then attempt to stretch my memory to see if I recall more. Many times, I will recall a lot more of the dream than I originally thought I remembered.
Last night was not a good night for my recall. I remember having several dreams but I only remember bits and pieces. So I was sitting down, and I concentrated for a few minutes on the dream and stretching my memory. It helped a lot and I was actually able to piece together a fragment. It takes a lot of concentration but it can be done. And that helps a ton in the long run because the next time it will be much easier to get to that point of concentration.

Originally Posted by Chimpertainment

Perhaps its boring because its hard to recall the dream? I totally understand what you guys are saying, I do the same thing. One thing I like to do is remember the fragment, then attempt to stretch my memory to see if I recall more. Many times, I will recall a lot more of the dream than I originally thought I remembered.
Last night was not a good night for my recall. I remember having several dreams but I only remember bits and pieces. So I was sitting down, and I concentrated for a few minutes on the dream and stretching my memory. It helped a lot and I was actually able to piece together a fragment. It takes a lot of concentration but it can be done. And that helps a ton in the long run because the next time it will be much easier to get to that point of concentration.

Yes i try doing that too, but sometimes when i do want to stretch my memory it usually doesn't because it's blocked from bad recall.

Share dreaming, the dream guy and past lives are becoming more connected and chain reacted by dreams, making a back and forth recurring messages.

F***! I just read some goring details concerning my past life and i just had bad images appear while i read it, now it's my fault if i am going to have disturbing dreams now. Stupid wiki! Bonnie and Clyde - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Word of the ambush quickly got around when Hamer, Jordan, Oakley, and Hinton drove into town to telephone their respective bosses. A crowd soon gathered at the spot, and Gault and Alcorn, who had been left to guard the bodies, lost control of the jostling curious; one woman cut off bloody locks of Parker's hair and pieces from her dress, which were subsequently sold as souvenirs. Hinton returned to find a man trying to cut off Barrow's trigger finger, and was sickened by what was occurring.[108] The coroner, arriving on the scene, saw the following: "...nearly everyone had begun collecting souvenirs such as shell casings, slivers of glass from the shattered car windows, and bloody pieces of clothing from the garments of Bonnie and Clyde. One eager man had opened his pocket knife, and was reaching into the car to cut off Clyde's left ear."[116] The coroner enlisted Hamer for help in controlling the "circus-like atmosphere", and only then did people move away from the car.[116]

Great, now all i remember was me screaming in my dream and woke up thinking i screamed in real but...maybe not because my hubby would have heard while he was still up at morning time. Now i got scared of "something", but i fell back asleep. And now i woke up hours later not knowing what i screamed for?!
damn it!

congrats on your progress!! :3 :bravo:

Originally Posted by CloudlessSky

congrats on your progress!! :3 :bravo:

Which one? lol

So how did you determine this was your past life? It's really interesting. I have gotten some snippets before of how I died once during deep meditation several years ago but I have no idea if it was true.

Originally Posted by Xanous

So how did you determine this was your past life? It's really interesting. I have gotten some snippets before of how I died once during deep meditation several years ago but I have no idea if it was true.

Before i even seen the movie or known about Bonnie and Clyde, i am into and a very old fashion person, i started to be this way since i was 13 ever since i lived in europe for 2 years off and on at the azores island of Portugal, at Terceira Terceira Island - Azores - Portugal - YouTube
I was surprised that i loved how people lived in this small island and most people there are farmers. And this is coming from a city girl i was born and raised at the largest city in Canada now. In this place i was at everyone knew me because of my parents and grandparents were from there before they came to Canada, everyone worked for themselves and helped others when needed, everyone was friendly etc, but you just got to watch what you say or do because gossip goes round and comes back in one day lol. This place taught me a lot in life and how people used to struggle a lot there and i don't know why i can relate to it at that time and somehow loved the 1930s feel of this place in 1998, like i stepped back through time and it is incredible feel.
After that i changed the way i looked at things, i came back to Canada around 16, went back to school and finished, by early 20s i have yet to know about bonnie and clyde. Until i saw the 1967 movie the first time, i saw it as just another love story movie and thinking it never happened in real and it was just another hollywood made up plot. Funny this is, i thought bonnie and clyde in the end would get away again and have a happy ending (just like any other love story), but i was shocked that they didn't and actually cried for them because they seemed happy together, and the way they died baffled me. I told myself, "why are you shooting at them? they love each other." what a darn thing to say eh? lol
After that between 23 to 27yrs old i gone about my life, then around when "Public enemies" movie came out, i got compelled about the movie plot and known nothing about Johnny dillinger, i only was into the year 1930s. I saw it the first day it came out because it was around near my birthday June i think. I don't know why i was so excited to watch it, only because of 1930s and guns and action was involved, i love hardcore action movies also with some love story connected, ironic right?
Then the past few years i started to get into researching about 1930s gangs, and i really didn't know what public enemies really meant by, so i started online researching, then wiki showed me what was part of public enemies and bonnie and clyde was listed as well. I was surprised that bonnie and clyde really was real and only some parts of the movie happened, i did deep research and i now am very annoyed that all i read is about word of mouth and nothing was 100% accurately said, with all the he said and she said.
Around last year i started thinking more about this guy that i so very can't get over from grade 7-8, during those times we had a strong connection, and when i was close to leaving Canada to Portugal i had a spiritual dream of him coming to me and unlocking what we have and i woke up sinking in the bed. Then when it was time to leave i left and never went back to that school again. Ever since that day til now, close spirit connections with/from him kept going in cycles, kept dreaming of him and school years, kept having thoughts that someone was telepathically speaking to me and i always had a feeling of a need to be with "someone" even though i was dating i kept having this until now as if who i am with isn't meant to be.
So since last year i had dreams of him once again, and then in late 2012 i started having dreams of 1930s and how people dressed in my dreams were in that time period. Since then til now, dreams of my dream guy(school guy) and my past lives are almost in a point like it's about to inter-connect because of all the chain reactions between them both.
This guy (don't want to use his real name) who i have a strong connection with in real and in dreams used to be Clyde, and i know he is still having the same attitudes as he was still living, he is secretive and doesn't like facebook and avoids anything that makes him vulnerable to authorities and federals, he still thinks the same but is not aware of what he is doing.
I know it's scary but i am feeling this as of right this minute because he senses that i am talking about him. One thing he is doing opposite now is avoiding me, but i sense it is killing him now and he is disturbed with his life now, i wish i could help him he tried doing so in school, i seen it, and he couldn't try to avoid because we have a magnet between us. In school he avoided me after he knew we both were attracted to each other, and people was starting to talk about us and assuming we were bf/gf.
So after that he started being cold and told me not to speak to him, which that actually hurt me too much. Then months passed and he started to come back again and i pretended to ignore and he kept trying to get my attention and when he did he loved it. Then after a time he avoided again but i know he doesn't want to, and all i seen was him with his small group of buddies obviously talking about me and i know he still does now plus from a psychic i went through recently months ago said he keeps talking about me to a close friend and wants to make a move but is scared. He is still affected, like last time we both saw each other, and i feel it still and it's not going to die off.
The reason why i love the first Twilight movie, because it has so much of that similar feeling of "can't be together, but want to" story.
Amazing Azores - 720 HD Amazing Azores - 720 HD - YouTube
Ilha Terceira - Açores - 9 de Março 2012 - YouTube
I liked being there temporarily, it's nice and all but i like my city life now and won't change it.

Interesting. So asuming this is all true, what do you plan to do? You can't go back. I don't even know how I would handle that other than trying to build up good karma in my life.

The only thing i can do now is commune telepathically and through dreams (shared), communing through spirit is all i can do now without invading his real life he has now with a different woman and kids, and i got the same life as he does but we both know we aren't meant to be with them and spiritually know we are meant to be. Yes it is hard, it's his choice and i leave it all up to him to make his move, knowing that he likes to decide things on his own and be his own boss, he doesn't like others telling him what to do.
I know he is spiritually thinking to come back and be like what we used to without any trouble, i receive his thoughts most of the time and in the past month i have recurring images and thoughts and feelings, that he is right out my door and me seeing him and his reaction of that very moment, but i see him as himself in this lifetime, but whenever i invision him as today, his image quickly turns into someone else, and i can't help it, he wearing a suit or not his image changes just like how my dream was showing me in seperate parts. And if i do come across him again, i don't know what will happen to me, but when i invision him seeing me, i really want to faint or feel faint.
What got me more to see if it really connected was when i saw his youth mug shot online when he was 16, it looked so much like him when he was 12-13 in this life and had a faded tan, and was skinny. But now i seen his pics from this life he changed and added more weight, of course he always wants to look tough despite who he is on the inside. Added muscles and all, but when i see that, i tell myself this wasn't you when i last saw you, you aren't this way, your better than that.
Plus he has some tattoos on his arm and on his back in this life now, his past life he did have tattoos on his arms, but both are different tattoos. Bonnie had a tattoo on her upper right thigh of a heart with arrows, i never got a tattoo but i have an odd looking birth mark on my upper right thigh that is a shape of a heart, that sealed the re-incarnated proof.
I always thought that birth mark looked odd until i noticed recently that i have to look at it a certain way to be a heart.