Thread: Hathor's Work BOOK

The only thing i can do now is commune telepathically and through dreams (shared), communing through spirit is all i can do now without invading his real life he has now with a different woman and kids, and i got the same life as he does but we both know we aren't meant to be with them and spiritually know we are meant to be. Yes it is hard, it's his choice and i leave it all up to him to make his move, knowing that he likes to decide things on his own and be his own boss, he doesn't like others telling him what to do.
I know he is spiritually thinking to come back and be like what we used to without any trouble, i receive his thoughts most of the time and in the past month i have recurring images and thoughts and feelings, that he is right out my door and me seeing him and his reaction of that very moment, but i see him as himself in this lifetime, but whenever i invision him as today, his image quickly turns into someone else, and i can't help it, he wearing a suit or not his image changes just like how my dream was showing me in seperate parts. And if i do come across him again, i don't know what will happen to me, but when i invision him seeing me, i really want to faint or feel faint.
What got me more to see if it really connected was when i saw his youth mug shot online when he was 16, it looked so much like him when he was 12-13 in this life and had a faded tan, and was skinny. But now i seen his pics from this life he changed and added more weight, of course he always wants to look tough despite who he is on the inside. Added muscles and all, but when i see that, i tell myself this wasn't you when i last saw you, you aren't this way, your better than that.
Plus he has some tattoos on his arm and on his back in this life now, his past life he did have tattoos on his arms, but both are different tattoos. Bonnie had a tattoo on her upper right thigh of a heart with arrows, i never got a tattoo but i have an odd looking birth mark on my upper right thigh that is a shape of a heart, that sealed the re-incarnated proof.
I always thought that birth mark looked odd until i noticed recently that i have to look at it a certain way to be a heart.

The only thing that i learned about reincarnation is that, we come back again to do right or to meet again where it was left off and re-do the past and do better. Some souls that come back again, usually didn't move on and feel that it needs to reunite and try again, this is what is going on with me and him we both didn't move on and we still have us to deal with before the next lifetime comes. I have other past lives already done and over with, and moved on, but this hasn't and i know he knows that something needs to be done before we move on.
What happened between us in school years needs to be corrected, we actually had to start a relationship on that year but timing wasn't right but fate is poking us now and saying "Look what you did, now you need to do something to stop your souls from crying".

I can only watch this one time, i got crazy dizzy only on 50 seconds of this. Fainting spells and all, i can't imagine me being there or driving by it.
BONNIE & CLYDE AMBUSH SITE MARKER - YouTube

Well, i am not sure if it's good to do that there, you know how people are in forums. I might start something in inner sanctum.

Okay, now i am having my dream guy appear in different looks again, which was getting annoying and my dream was starting to be scrambles because my focus was on him more than what was going on. I remember in a scene that i was annoyed and i just wanted out, and he kept asking not to.
I dunno, if it really was him, it was very off and i think trickery is around, and when i don't sense it's him, then it's not. Some idiot probably went in my dream world and tried messing with it.

Your dream guy seems to be quite a consistent theme. Maybe your subconscious is telling you something? Asking questions never hurts...

Originally Posted by Chimpertainment

Your dream guy seems to be quite a consistent theme. Maybe your subconscious is telling you something? Asking questions never hurts...

This wasn't my dream guy, i thought he was but i had a SILD occur and didn't sense at ease near him which i usually do have ease.
It didn't look like him and neither did his eyes.

I had a dream today, that included an elevator which one was broken and stopped short at 17 floor and opened it's doors in between floor 17-18, and then moved down with the doors still open, and i was with certain people in it and we got off and took another elevator that worked well.
And then other parts of the dream i was roaming around way too much that it made me not remember what the purpose of the dream was, it seemed like in one part of the dream i was in a hotel and seemed like i was with two guys, one was a fake boyfriend while the other was my dream guy.
I was about to go to a hotel with the fake bf, and when we reached the room we were intended to stay, i left him behind and told him that i would be shopping at a store somewhere when i knew i was going to meet my dream guy somewhere in the hotel downstairs, i went down steps and met with him and we both were excited to see each other and we were laughing about the other guy, we went upstairs on another level, while there i heard the fake set-up bf call to me while we were walking almost rushing up the stairs as if the fake bf was a hoax to us and if he saw me with my dream guy he would be done for.
Now the dream ended when we both made out on the stairs because we didn't have a room. So the dream ended there.
There was also so many other dreams that was off course, i went to a underground parking lot to wait for a car to pick me up and go somewhere else, and i would guessed it was him of course and maybe this was a DEILD continued from the last dream. Dream ended again with me waiting.

This was particularly and had connection parts of my past life, certain things didn't happen, and others, i believe did.
Only parts are showing in dreams like i am peeking through my memories, but not all parts are put together it's like a puzzle i need to fix.
I also was meditating alot before sleep time, i usually do it when i feel tired and need to relax, relaxing helps a lot when you are a bit tired.
This also was a continuation of the dream the day before about me with a guy i didn't know and didn't want to be around with.

Currently doing a mission that isn't done yet, had a few dreams today but it was all roaming and such, and many distractions along the way.

finished mission, on to w/e is next..

Originally Posted by hathor28

finished mission, on to w/e is next..

So what's next besides men with hemorrhaging bullet wounds?

Damn 2 days in a row having recurring dreams of men injured by bullet wounds on the arms??? wtf? both very similar in scenes, and a bit faded.

that is a mystery to me and everyone else lol

The mission to find him... - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views The dude from here managed to come back and wants to get me back, once i had this dream which bothered me a bit about this guy with someone working for him comes and does whatever in my dream Deilds... - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views 1st dream he comes and leaves and probably leaves his message to me only by his expression, then 2nd dream was about my dream guy needing my help, and i realized this dude is after my dream guy and why didn't i finish him off when i had the chance during my mission? reason why i don't leave my enemies alive! urrgh!
Much to do and inducing another mission to get this man and finish him off, stop this crazy charade.

Originally Posted by hathor28

The mission to find him... - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views The dude from here managed to come back and wants to get me back, once i had this dream which bothered me a bit about this guy with someone working for him comes and does whatever in my dream Deilds... - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views 1st dream he comes and leaves and probably leaves his message to me only by his expression, then 2nd dream was about my dream guy needing my help, and i realized this dude is after my dream guy and why didn't i finish him off when i had the chance during my mission? reason why i don't leave my enemies alive! urrgh!
Much to do and inducing another mission to get this man and finish him off, stop this crazy charade.

Done.
Now i am having more half wake dreams, i'm dreaming, but i know i am half conscious and know where i am laying while i sleep.

Do you think eventually you could talk while in a dream? I guy named Edgar Cayce would communicate stuff while in a WILD...

Originally Posted by Chimpertainment

Do you think eventually you could talk while in a dream? I guy named Edgar Cayce would communicate stuff while in a WILD...

No, i don't talk while sleeping/dreaming, i used to sleep at the same room as my mom does while she was seperated from my dad for years, and while i sleep i am around people close to me who are awake and see me sleep or is around, they would tell me if i was talking in my sleep. But i do know my hubby talks (mumbles) in his sleep and he is still asleep, and this happens more when he takes alcohol in his system.
But while i talk in dreams, it's becoming more and more clearer and i am hearing myself speak and there is some echoes when i do, it's during a very good lucid.

OK-ay, now that DJ isn't valid today i use this.
My dream started around when me and jack was going though many barriers that was deemed to stop us when we wanted to go to the beach/lake, we went through doors and places, i had to walk through some spider webs O_o after opening a door, Jack went first, then i hesitated to walk through it, but i did it anyways to go to the destination we wanted. Jack was holding my hand and pulling me along, while we walked, i was excited that we planned to go to the beach and it was night time, i seen he wanted to go too, and i knew why because we wanted to fool around there like teenagers >_> lol.
We almost got there, but then decided to stop at a restaurant to eat food, but he got the food and the waiter was rude and didn't get my order, so we left once i never got it.
Then a 2nd dream was when we were at the beach already, we were sleeping somewhere, i woke up next to him and he was sleeping, i started oral, and then kissed him and continued whatever we were doing, very sensual dream scene.
3rd dream was about me and Jack hiding away and trying to have sex in a isolated area, but there always seem to be people around and we had some distractions twice. After that things got strange, the dream replaced jack and it wasn't him there it was some other guy, maybe jack had to leave somewhere and i had to hide there with his friend.