I think I came close again last night. For some reason, I had a dream that my dad was dead. After speaking with him for awhile, I started to suspect that he was actually still alive (as opposed to, you know, a really alive-looking zombie or something), but I also began to suspect that none of this was real. However, it didn't actually cross my mind that I could be dreaming; I thought that perhaps he was just acting and this whole thing was staged.

I used MILD again last night, by the way.