1st NAP 1st Lucid Dream

Last Bed time: 05:00 pm - Wake up time: 06:45 am

Today I was bit free from projects and was thinking that what should I do? Then I gone through from Napping Article from Lucidity Institute which "OpheliaBlue" provided me. Then I thought I should Take a NAP. I went to my bed and while relaxing myself I started visualizing my next LD goal. After some time I started saying following mantra:"This is a dream and I am lucid and I can do what ever i want". while saying this I slept.

I had 4 to 5 dreams while napping and suddenly in one dream I realized that I am dreaming.

My Lucid Dream: I am in a colony where I have been lived for 10 years. There I was running from a Junk Yard I think I was scared of something and suddenly I realized that I am dreaming, When I realized that I am dreaming, I felt Wao. I Jumped and start flying and came to front of my house from the back side of my home. While Flying I am trying to stabilize my dream by rubbing my hand with each other, But I dont know why a bright day converted into Full Dark It was like I am awaking or may be loosing lucidity. In the Darkness I was falling into darkness but i am still Lucid And thinking that May be dream is teleporting me to other place, Suddenly I had lot of noise, I did my best keep myself Lucid But I Lost it. and reached into Normal dream. :-)

I have feeling that I had one more lucid dream but I dont remember it, I mean I am not sure about it.

Please see my napping dreams from my dream journal.

Confusions:

1. Why I couldn't remember My LD Goal in my Lucid dream?
2. Why I couldn't keep maintain it?
3. Why I went to darkness?
4. Advises for me?

Waiting for response.

Thanks

Jawad