Thread: MysticalDipshit's Workbook

Yesterday morning I was woken up by the fire alarm. Someone probably burnt some cooking, but I was shocked awake and ran downstairs, completely forgetting about recall.

Also today I had 5 nightmares, all about the same thing - going blind. It was the scariest thing ever. In the first one, I was told I had a disease where my vision would slowly go, then I had to go tell all my friends about it, then I was crying because I'd never be able to get a job as a doctor, or continue doing art, then someone was hit by a car and I had to carry them to the hospital when I could barely see anything, and the last one was watching fireworks and knowing I would never be able to see them again. In each dream my vision got worse and worse. When I woke up, I thought they had been real, so I was laying there with my eyes closed (I didn't realize this), and I realized this was it, my vision was gone forever. I even started nearly crying because I would never be able to see people's faces again. Then I opened my eyes, and I could see everything was blurry because I was half asleep. When it all came back in detail, I was so happy you wouldn't even imagine how it felt. But f****** hell, that was one of the most traumatic experiences in my life.

I never want to go blind. *Touch wood* Seriously though, I don't think I will ever take sight for granted again.

:/

I also had a dream i was blind yesterday. It was awful. Anyway i hope everything's ok with the fire thing!

Amazing how lucid dreaming and dreams in general help us internailze things we don't really think about, and help us value things more. ㅑㅇㅅㅇ ㅕ