Woorkbook entry #1

Bed time: 2:00am
Waking time 10:00 am (alarm) - Breakfast - Bed again until 2:00 pm

First thing is first, I have to put some order to my sleeping.
I recall a bunch of dreams, probably in the time lapse from 10:00 am to 2:00 pm in wich i kept waking up in several ocassions
I had a hard time falling sleep, It probably took me more than an hour, at this times in Chile the weather is terribly HOT, it makes it so hard to fall sleep.

Except from all this, I have a vague memory of becoming aware in the dream (I actually said to the dream "you tried to make me believe this was not a dream huh?") I almost failed in getting aware, but when I realised I was actually dreaming happened what always happens, my sight gets all blurry until i can't see and i start hearing frequency-like sounds, sometimes a white screen. after this just blackout.

I have no idea why if I get aware I'm uncapable of controlling my dreams normally. either I get stuck in a dream, or I get what i just described before.

I hope to get better by reading tutorials.