Workbook Entry #5
I GOT IT!!! WOOOOOW
Last days I've been lazy with all my training, completely been forgetting about reality checks and etc..
But yesterday... well, I went to a nocturnal open water travesy on the sea (2,5km)(for those who don't know, Open water is basically swimming in the sea or a lake or rive, no a swimming pool), I did excellent, managed to get place 4/90 and 3rd place in my category (18-29) So I was ridiculously happy. aprox at 2:30 am i was at home to sleep, before that I went to take a burger and a beer with my dad (maybe the beer helped me LDing?).
Bed time: 2:30am
Wake time 10:am
I was dreaming that I was going to a bar with my school friends, some thing where particulary out of place, like in the bar there was no bar, and was stupidly small, and with no windows. I also remember there being a techonolgy that made us see there was a wall in the entrance of the bar until we paid $10 usd (5.000 pesos here in chile). "here comes de LDing action" Well the thing is that I noticed this weird stuff and suddenly wondered if I was dreaming, and well, I fact I was. Everything started to get blurry and dark and I remembered some stabilization techniques, I decide to stare at thee floor, and everything stabilized, I remember everything being so clear. I was full of joy when I realized I finally did what i never could before, stabilize a dream. So I said goodbye to my friends (at this point I was outside of my house, don't know really I got here), and went away jumping. Yes I was trying to jump as high as possible, but i couldn't manage to get more than 2 or 3 meters. I travelled around my city jumping walls, houses, etc.. but always wondering why I couldn't jump higher If I was trying this hard. As time passed I started to learn something about dream control, I had to really believe I could do something to do it, I managed to get something like 20 meters jumps, I started to climb (for saying, I was actually jumping in some sort of gigantic steps) a big building (I have know idea how to call small skycrapers, those that have flats), but the last step for it was like 80 meters high and I didn't had the balls to jump it, since the vertigo sensations in my dreams are really fucking real, and if I didn't manage to get that 80 mts jump It would have been scary as hell. At this point my dirty youngster mind tryed to change the dream into something erotic, but at this point things started to fade until I woke up.
It took me a while too fully wake up and remember to record this on my journal.
What I can say about this is:
first of all I'm really really happy about this
Second, the parts I remember the best are the beginning and the end, the mid part I cant recall it very well, and I guess it's because of the time it took me to realize i had a dream
Third, wow
This post was so big because it was my first succesful LD I'm really happy, please forgive my english (I know it's bad sometimes).
Looking forward to have more so I can practice my dream control and not make it so limited to the laws of physichs like I was in this dream.
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