Hi its my first post and A question I have :)

**Tsuki** · 03-07-2011 06:25 AM

Hi everyone. I found this forum Awhile back and I made an account and forgot about it. I am going to use it now I guess. I am Brandy,you can refer to me as that or by my username it doesn't matter ^-^
I like using smilies so sorry if it bothers you.
Anyways I am pretty good witth dream interpretation but, this particular string of dreams I have had have me confused.
So about 2 years ago I moved away from where I use to live and I left behind my friends,whom are still my best friends but I am speaking about one in particular. This friend(we will call him jack) was my best friend in the whole wide world. We never dated or anything(6th grade is a little young to date) but we were around eachother so much people assumed things and so on. But the lastday I was there my friend jack grabbed my shoulder looked at me and puased like he was gonna say something and then he decided not to say it. So he just said"I'll email you" and we went our seperate ways.6 months after I left and we talked on a daily basis he started ignoring me. I expected it, I mean we had Junior high school and other things to worry about. About a year later I started having these vivid, colorful just beautiful dreams. I mean like my normal dreams are like standard 80s Tvs and these particular dreams are like $5000 50 inch HD tvs.
It was once a month I would have these dreams and that was the only time he would be in them and he would either be a huge sociopath or trying to romance me.
The two I remember best were were one where we were in a field of long grass and of course being that I miss him I hugged him.He gave me this dark expressionless look and I felt him shove me and I was laying on the ground and he said"I hate you, get the hell away from me" and he left and then I sat under a cherry blossom tree with this girl and guy I didn't know. The boy had long black hair and was my age and the girl had almost white blonde hair and she had to be 10-12. The boy told me that "If it makes you feel any Better we love you" and the girl nodded and we sat there for the next20 minutes playing stupid things like ring around the rosie and tag.
The other one was I was back where I use to live and I was in my other friend jason's house. All my friends were there and we went oustide. My friend jack was walking with me and we were in the next town over but it had ice where the roads should be. And he took my hand and said"I love you very much, I hope you know that" and then I woke up.
I just need someone to interpret this. Sorry If i write alot its a habit.I also apollogize if this sounds all teenage drama cliche-ish.

**scaredsleeper** · 03-08-2011 04:26 AM

I think it's just a typical teenage-young adult dream. I used to have similar love-hate dreams all the time. Usually with my at-the-time crush as the main character. You like the guy (Jack) even if you don't know you do... there is something about him that makes you desire him and wish you could be with him. If there is one thing I can tell you it's this.... TELL THE BOY! Give him a chance to know how you feel and put the ball in his court. If he likes you back then he'll let you know. If he doesn't, owell, no harm done. Plenty o' fish in that sea! Hehe. There was a boy I didn't even know I liked until one day I started to dream about him and think about him often even throughout the day. His name was Abraham. WAS. He always said he would die before the age of 23. He did. I never told him I liked him. He would flirt with me and I with him, but we never went out. He invited me to a rave party once, totally not my scene. He invited me to the beach once, but I was far too self-conscious to let a boy see me a swimsuit at the beach! Especially not a boy I liked. I cried so hard at his funeral. How sad that I kept my feelings for him a secret? How sad he would never know. Since then I have felt Abraham around me in spirit. I know now that he knows how I loved him... but it still hurts me that I let my shyness and my insecurities keep it from him when he was here alive on Earth. Living with regret is SO MUCH MORE DIFFICULT than living with let down trust me.

GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

**Tsuki** · 03-08-2011 05:13 AM

I might tell him when I visit(which is very soon) because I am a lot less nervous telling him face to face. Now that I think about it a few months back my friend was talking about me telling him. I think my dreams were outcomes of me telling him(outcomes that I thought would happen) Thanks for helping me this has been bugging me for awhile and I am sorry about what happend to your crush I am sure he is in a good place now

**scaredsleeper** · 03-08-2011 06:20 AM

Tsuki... thank you! I am a strong believer that everything happens for a reason. I KNOW he's in a better place now and still visits me and watches over me. I have had "visitations" where I have been at his grave and seen HUGE, BIG, GORGEOUS pink roses fully bloomed. My husband and I were once downloading music, YEARS AGO, and suddenly noticed a song called, "BECAUSE YOU LIVE" was "done." He asked me if I DL it and I said no. I asked if he did. He swore he did not. Immediately we both knew it was from Abraham. I cried the first time I heard it. What a sweet, beautiful song. I had never heard it before or even of the artist who sang it.

Anyways, I hope I was able to help and I hope it all goes well when you tell him. Perhaps the whole "Get the hell out of here" thing could be because you haven't told him yet. Or perhaps it could be because he LIKES YOU TOO but he is not available at the moment (hence the other girl) but wants you to know that he still loves you so that if he does become available in the future....??? I don't know, but I DEF. THINK you should spill the beans to him. It can't hurt anything. (; Good luck again. Keep me posted! Can't wait to hear how it goes.

**KurtDetterman** · 03-08-2011 09:49 AM

hey Brandy, welcome to the board. Cool dream and sorry about Jack.
However I don't think (but I'm no expert) dreams mean anything, they are just random thoughts.