Thread: I... I see a light

Hehe, hey guys first time poster. I'm going to jump right into my question. If I close my eyes and clear my mind of thoughts and focus on a single minute point (and I'm talking tiny), I will see at first a blue pearl. If I focus even harder, I can see a microscopic white light. The best way I can describe the light is it looks like a tiny white pixel on a computer, or like a shooting star almost. In fact it moves like a shooting star as well. If I look away from the light, it dissipates. But if I focus on it and control it with my mind (literally by thinking left, right, up, down, in circles?! etc) it will actually move around. If that wasn't weird enough, if I keep my focus I can actually see it when I open my eyes. Has anyone seen something similar? Or do I need to see a doctor.

I know for sure that the light is created by my eyes focusing on a point, but that's when it gets strange. I know the light is created by me focusing, but when I stop and just look at it, it begins to move on it's own (usually upward). I look away, and it keeps moving at a constant speed, and then sort of burns out. like a shooting star, but much slower. Some people say that when you close your eyes the bright lights are neurons firing in your brain, and I know all about that, but this is much different. It has a... behaviour if you will.

I know it sounds a little crazy, but yeah. I did my best to explain. If you really don't understand what I'm describing it would be very easy to draw. It's a dot

Edit: before someone jumps all over me If this isn't the proper forum, if a mod could move the post for me that would be most appreciated. Apologies in advance.