Hello Dreamview denizens, yinz can call me Haven, i'm a new poster after a bit of lurking, i was referred by a long time lurker.

I'm about 20 years old, and i'm an artist, just booted from art school a few months back, wherein i completely lost it (having been an artist and drawing since 3 on, and going to the school i had always wanted to go). i was crazy depressed, somewhat like i am now (only this time its chick problems, caused by one of the many trials i will face in the path of becoming service to others i suppose. irrelevant anyway, this is the only place i can talk about it though, thanks for putting up with it) anyhoo, i started looking for answers, and found them in the form of certain things i had always known to be true on the backburner of my mind, now becoming validated information. in essence it was a paradigm shift, but the point is now my main intrest lies in astral projection, OBE, and lucid dreaming. i like the term rogue scholar, i cant remember where i heard it, but i feel like it describes what i've been doing lately.

I've been doing energy work lately, and i've been close to a conscious-exit projection twice, but no shadow memory download. as far as LD's go, my dad taught me a technique when i was about 4 to wake up from bad dreams. he just told me to look at my hands and say 123, wake up! and it worked every time but once.

i smoke a lot pot, and i havent remembered my dreams in a while, except for lately, after the paradigm shift, and when theyre strong. or about her. man this girl knows i'll remote view to protect her and she still strings me along...

haha but thats not what this is about. i'm just here to introduce myself, and maybe get some sound advice.

thanks for taking the time!