Hello there.

You need to know that you aren't always going to have a WILD the first time you try it. It takes a lot of people here several attempts to have one. You shouldn't get disappointed if you attempt a lucid dream and don't have one because that is what happens when you practice lucid dreaming. But if you fail then you try again and again, before you know it you will have a lucid dream.

As for the lucid dream it sounds like you had a low awareness lucid dream. This happens a lot to newcomers and happened to me a ton when I first started. But once you start having more lucid dreams your mind will get more used to the lucid dream state and the more aware you will be.

Don't get discouraged, keep it up!