New and questions about breaking SP

**Vildevion** · 10-24-2011 11:46 PM

Hey!

I am new in here. I registered because I couldn't find any information anywhere. I have been looking for some time. Well let's start telling who I am. I am 21 year old boy from Finland. I have always had the ability to control my dreams, forcibly break out of them.

But now to the problem. Last year I had my first sleep paralysis. It went away as I calmed myself. The next time I got it half year later and I did the same thing. On summer I got one and I broke the state somehow. I have been reading that it should not be possible. I noticed that i couldn't sleep and one ugly cat was looking me. I forcibly raised my hand and said: "I don't even have a cat." I woke up and then few minutes until I started to see those cat's heads everywhere. It went after some time.

The other time was that I saw two different worlds with two eyes. Other had computer on and other did not. It was freaky and I forcibly broke myself out of that one also. I hate being held by something. Even it would be my own head... After that I started to hear dishes breaking everywhere. There was no dishes at all. I went back to sleep when dishes stopped that.

But after that I had a dream where I was bicycling on the dark road then I felt when my body was trying to go into that state! I woke up before that happened. The thing is.. I haven't seen nightmares since then. Also my other feelings has been removed from dreams. It is very strange. That thing happened in July. Any suggestions what I should do? I would like to feel again in my dreams...

I haven't found any information about if someone has broke that state. I felt terrible pain, but did it anyhow...

**BobbyLance** · 10-25-2011 01:06 PM

Hi there my friend,

First of all, welcome to DV. Hope you have a fun stay here. I'm sure you've the cats and 2 different world and dishes and etc you're experiencing were Hypnagogic Hallucinations(HH). HH often sets in when a person's in a relaxed state. When you experience HH, this is an indication that a Lucid Dream is not faraway. So try to ignore them and let yourself go with the flow. And regarding about the loss of feelings in dreams, I suggest you just feel. Sounds crazy right? Everything's possible in a dream, so just feel. Try to think and put in your mind that you can feel. It would also help if you read Dream Stabilization and Clarity Tutorial - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views because it might be the dream's quality that is affecting your sense of feeling.

Feel free to reply back and hope this helps

**Vildevion** · 10-25-2011 08:53 PM

Hey and thanks. Actually this is making more sense than the SP. I indeed got those after I fell asleep. Not when I was waking up. I finally got some info. I did not find many sources about these and then I ended up here. I am bad forum writer but maybe here I can find something to talk about. And thanks for the info =)). Funny thing is that I had not slept well when those came. So can't say if I am more relaxed that way. And yes, nice to meet you =)).